I guess it’s just one of those days. It’s just a typical night. I just got home from work. Out of boredom, I was searching in Messenger for conversations with former friends. As I searched for a certain word, I stumbled upon a familiar convo – a group chat, if Continue Reading
Confessions
Win or Lose
I win when you make the first move. I win when at first you meet all my expectations. I win when you tell me every little thing about you. I win when our conversations flow day after day. And yet, I lose when I find it hard having time with Continue Reading
An Open Letter to my Almost
Hi, how are you? Hope you’re doing well. I’ve missed you (as a friend syempre)😂 I’ve been seeing some shared post of yours and I just realized that this guy (you) used to like me a lot as I liked him (you) too. I know that you start seeing or Continue Reading
Patawad, naging duwag ang prinsesa mo
Hi, Kamusta ka na? I hope you’re doing fine. I don’t know where to start I want you to know a lot of things before it gets too late for me Natakot kasi ako nang sabihin nila sa aking… “Sana hindi pa huli ang lahat kapag handa ka nang sumubok Continue Reading
You were a chapter in my life and I regret nothing
I was in the dumps when you came in. Somehow I wanted to feel okay. I wanted something new to feel. And as someone who doesn’t know shit, someone who forgot her worth, and someone who never had any experiences, I accepted and played your game. We had fun (or Continue Reading
DEAR MY FUTURE HUSBAND,
Today, year 2022, I’m writing this letter for you. I just want you to know that I’m fine of waiting. The thought of you, coming into my life is such a wonderful story to begin with. I’m hoping this will happen. I don’t know who you are or where you Continue Reading
Nagsusumamo
Mahal? Nais ko sanang malaman mo Kung ano ang tinitibok ng puso Mula sa damdaming bigla na lamang bumugso Di ko alam kong paano Sasabihin ko sayo Kung gaano kita kagusto Babanggitin ko na sayo Ang mga salitang sayo ko lang binuo Sabihin mo sakin Ang mga ayaw mo Sabihin Continue Reading
When you know you are not ready to commit. It’s okay to bail out.
I met this guy through dating app. I installed the app out of boredom ( alone in the apartment and nothing much to do during work off and can’t travel due to travel restrictions). I thought it would be nice talking to strangers and fooling around. One swipe right and Continue Reading
Unrequited Love (pt. 1)
How do you forgive someone who isn’t even sorry about what they did? How do you end something that has not even started yet?
To My Bestfriend Whom I Ghosted: Patawarin mo ‘ko.
I’m sorry I’ve had to disappear. I’m sorry I’ve smeared our best-friendship. I’m sorry I’ve had to leave it in ruins. It was just so pure and innocent back then. The afternoon sunlight passing through the windows creates shafts of dust motes inside our highschool library while we were babbling Continue Reading
Kung sakaling mabasa mo
Katulad ng tula at awit na isinulat ko, itatago ko nalang katulad ng pagtingin ko sa’yo. Ngunit kung sakaling mabasa mo, itong nararamdaman ko… Pwede bang ikaw nalamang ang mag tago ng lihim kong ito?
For that one in summer
I’ll hate it till the hate doesn’t hurt anymore.
Flowers for ME
Maybe for now I’ll just buy my own boquet for me. Plant it and let it bloom with my own efforts if I can. And maybe if ever time comes, I could give it to someone who’s straightforwardly ready.