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Nung una mo siyang nakita, you never thought that you’d fall for him. He was nothing special until nakakwentuhan mo siya, nalaman mo life experiences niya hanggang nakilala mo ang friends and family niya. He became your outlet for emotional support. Sinanay mo ang sarili mo sa presence niya. Pati messenger mo nasanay na sa kanya, siya na palaging nangunguna sa active now.Walang kayo, walang label, pero attached ka na. Sweet kayo, pero hindi naman talaga kayo. May nicknames na sa messenger, may endearment sa tuwing nag-uusap kayo, clingy sa isa’t isa kapag magkasama, and nanghihingi ka pa nang lambing pagnagtatampo ka. Pero kapag tinanong ka ng friends mo kung ano kayo, mapapaisip ka na lang din kung ano ba talaga kayo.
Pero noon ‘yon. This time? You already have the answer. Wala na kayo. Iniwan ka na. Why? Because he’s not yet ready to commit, he isn’t yet ready to be in an official relationship with you. Maybe just maybe, he loves you. But that doesn’t mean he wants to keep you. Flingable ka lang pero hindi ka jowable. He just enjoyed the feeling of being with you, talking to you everyday, flirting with you, name it. But he promised something. Someday, when the right time comes, he’ll pursue you. And your marupok ass believed him. Because that’s the only thing you could hold on to, ang umasa na someday babalikan ka niya.