You don’t know how much I want to talk to you, but God knows.He knows how much I want every conversation I have with you to last longer, an hour, a minute, or even a second longer, I will wholeheartedly appreciate it.

You don’t know how much I want to hear your voice,but God knows. I want to hear you laugh,  hear your stories, or what causes your heart to break. I want to know your past so I could gladly embrace it.

You don’t know how much I want to see your smile, but God knows. He knows how much I want to see your eyes glow when you smile. How I wish I’m lucky enough to see those in person.

You don’t know how much I want to tell you “I like you”, but trust me, God knows. He knows how much I wanted to risk every moment just so I could tell you what I feel.
God knows how much I talk about you during my prayers. He knows that I’m actively and patiently waiting at the same time. God knows this isn’t the right time for me to confess, besides i don’t want to force anything between us. Let His will be done and not mine.

Things were uncertain but one thing is certain, He is in control.Until then, I’ll keep my mind and heart focused on Him more and in myself, less.When it’s time for our hearts to meet, all I can say is, only God knows.