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I think all of us na feel na tong situation na ganito.
Lahat tayo nakaka kilala ng isang sobrang special na tao but by chance na miss or na wawala sa atin.
Like me.
While you are busy reading this article, try mo rin makinig sa episode namin:
I met a girl that change my whole life, Yes whole life why? Because siya lang yung girl or person na nag paramdam saakin ng love na gusto natin ma feel lahat, siya na siguro yung girl na super Caring, Loving, Religious, and super mahal ka not what you give or what you look but love you from who you are. Hindi rin kami same ng kinalakihang buhay, she’s up while me maybe on middle class na makakain na ng 2-3 meals a day okay na.
So again i met a girl way back internship days ko. So when i first saw her, man! Nasabi ko naagad na she the one, like while tinitignan ko siya the whole world stop. alam mo yung kahit anong galaw nya sobrang boom! So ayun i begin to stalk her, sinimulan ko rin hanapin yung name nya sa log books, and thanks God na kita ko name nya, and yes she’s single. ilang araw lumipas, nakakausap ko na sya? Nakakausap ko rin sya personally and sometimes kasabay ko syang umuwi. And nag start ng mag ka mabutihan. We both like dogs, siguro yun rin yung naging bridge para kami maging close and mag ka mabutihan. so after a month of talking, sweet talks, na sabi ko na sa sarili ko na mahal ko na to, liligawan ko na to, and she’s a wife material. Yung bang di na ipag papalit sa iba. So dumating yung time na inadmit nya na rin na she’s inlove with me. Then this happens..
Meron akong isang classmate na out of nowhere sinabeng “MAHAL NYA KO” then dun na nag start ang doubt ko from both of them.
Yes oo mali ako, kasi kung mahal ko ang isang tao di na ko mag doubt. Pero ako kasi yung person na madaling mag mahal, madali din masaktan, i experienced a lot of cheating season in my life lalo na sa love. So di ko na maiiwasang mag doubt lalo na pag my umaamin ng feelings sakin.
So this happens, the time na umamin si Totga, kasabay rin ng pag amin ng classmate.
Sobrang hirap pala malagay sa situation na, anong paiiralin ko puso or isip, why? Kasi sinasabe ng puso ko go for Totga, but sinasabe ng isip ko go for your classmate. I ask a lot of my friends na kung ano bang paiiralin ko. Most of my friends said puso, and also most of my friends sinabing isip. That time sobrang gulong gulo na ko. Kinausap ko yung bestfriend ko and ask him, bro paano ko ba ma measure ang love ng isang tao, my friend said, di mo ma memeasure ang love ng isang tao by saying i love you, they must prove there loyalty and faithfulness. Which is i agree and sinabe nya rin na, bro you dont need opinions from others. Kung saan ka masaya or comportable pursue mo.
And ito ang ginawa ko, pinili ko ang classmate ko which big mistake of my life! Ops, chill muna.
And guess what that’s the most bad decision i made in my life! Sobra, maybe next post ko i kwento yung about sa miserable love story ko.
And dumating yung time na di ko na masyado nakakausap si totga and umamin ako sakanya. The saddest part? Totga said kung saan ka masaya? I’ll support you. Until this day it breaks my heart a lot sa tuwing naaalala ko to.
Here’s a piece of advice sa lahat ng babasa neto,
If your into someone? Please pursue that person. Kasi darating yung time na pag sisihan mo na bakit di mo sya pinili. Maybe that person is your lifetime partner tapos na miss mo yung chance na yun.