Gustong gusto kitang kamustahin.. Madalas nag iisip ako kung anong ginagawa mo, kung masaya ka ba, or kung kahit minsan naiisip mo rin kaya ako.. These lines from Taylor Swift’s song hits me hard: ” and I just wanna tell you, it takes everything in me not to call you. And I wish I could run to you. And I hope you know that everytime I don’t I almost do, I ALMOST DO”

I have so many things in mind na gusto kong sabihin sayo, na gusto kong i share sayo but I think its better to keep this thoughts on my own.

We had our closure pero minsan naiisip ko parang gusto ko pa rin ituloy kung anong meron tayo dati. How I wish I was at her place
pero alam ko namang never mangyayari yon kase nga pinagtagpo lang tayo, di naman tayo tinadhana

How do you move on from a person who was not yours but once made you the happiest? Totoo pala talaga no, na minsan kung sino yung taong bumuo sayo, siya rin pala yung wawasak sayo

But still, I want to thank you.

For the pain na naramdaman ko kahit na hindi naman dapat.. For the love na binigay mo pero di mo kayang ibigay ng buo.. For the “almost relationship” that taught me the most important lesson na matagal ko na dapat natutunan: Self love.. For the apology dahil hindi mo magawang mapunta sa tayo at tama..

Yes, masakit.. and right now I’m still hurting, I’m still haunted by your memories. But now, hindi na ganon kabigat.. mula nung pinili kong palayain ka at palayain din yung sarili ko. I know it will take time, but I’m on my way to getting better.

It was over, but we had fun