I didn’t even wish to have this feeling
Thinking of you is so tiring
I know you are cute, kind, and talented
But can’t your memories stop flashing in my head?
When I see you, I can’t blink
My mind is so playful; I do not want to think
If only I can put this feeling into slumber
Then whenever I see you, I won’t remember
I hope to put a boundary in my mind
Something that’s able to stop this I can’t find
How can two opposite flavors be mixed?
For how my brain works, I really wanted to be fixed
For this plant inside of me
I wanted to be pulled out immediately
Before it grows into a tree
Which is I don’t want to be
