It was the first week of the month of love when I saw you.
I was terrified. I felt numb.
Frozen like snow.
I was blankly staring at you.
I don’t know why.
I don’t know how.
She was just beating, again.
Like a child who is very excited to get a present.
But sometimes, tragedy happens when you least expect it.
Your smile and the glow in your eyes,
They are not for me, sadly.
How I wish, they were for me but NO.
How I wish I was the one who is giving you that glow.
Still NO.
I guess you are better off without me.
You are better with that someone.
Silently, I will let you go.
Hoping, I could tell everything to you.
My mind is all mixed up.
Cannot think of the best way to tell you.
There is no best way I guess,
Because each way is too painful to bear.
See you, my almost.