So let this be my last letter to you.

Of course i wanted you to stay, beg you not to leave, kung pwede lang magpretend na walang nangyari, magtanga tangahan. Pero hindi, dahil baka hindi talaga yun ang gusto Niya para sa akin,kaya kinalabit na Niya ko at sinabing tama na…
Tanga na kung sabihin ng iba pero never akong nagalit sayo, hindi ko mapilit ang sarili ko bagkus kusa kitang naintindihan dahil siguro may part sa kin nakahanda na kung sakaling mangyari yun.
Pero di mo maalis sa akin ang masaktan,madurog.. durog na durog. Ansakit.. ansakit sakit. May point na I’m begging HIM na, tama na Lord, ansakit na, ayaw ko na, hanggang kelan ba to?
I’ve been crying for weeks, and i still dont know if how many months pa. I still miss you. Memories kept on flashing back, there are still what ifs and maybes.
But im looking forward one morning gigising ako im totally free from pain, or i’ll just realized a day had passed na hindi na kita naiisip, or nababanggit. Or mapag usapan man, wala n lang sa kin.
Let me say Thank you…
Thank you , sa huling pagkakataon pinagbigyan mo ako, for that Closure, though its still a painful process, i know these will all be worthy in HIS perfect time. It was a roller coaster ride of emotions, marami akong first time, natutunan, nagastos. haha
Thank you for leaving.
I do appreciate the beauty of breaking – it will make you even stronger, be more thankful to the people around you and focus on what you have sa kabila ng mga bagay na nawala sayo.
Hindi man tayo maging tulad ng dati, I may not be at your side to support you but I will always pray to God to keep you safe san ka man magpunta, for your success and hapiness.
No regrets at all, im grateful that an ‘US’ happened. I enjoyed the journey, di nga lang talaga sumangayon sa tin and DESTINasYon. Maybe God has prepared a lot for us, we’ll just have to wait for His perfect time, and let Him be the writer of our stories.