I feel alone It feels like my feelings are being torn Thinking everything is so hard Depending my life on a piece of card No pleasure in eating And either in sleeping I used to eat a lot I even fall asleep before knowing the movie’s plot Can’t feel the Continue Reading
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To the Girl I Love the Most
When you spend quality time with her and hidden beneath those smile of yours is the reluctance to part, pero wala kang ibang choice kasi alam mong even though letting go is painful but it is the wisest thing you can do at the moment. And that you know na Continue Reading
Nakakapanibago
Nakakapanibago naman. Parang paglubog ng araw, minsan maganda. Minsan hindi makita. Naaalala ko yung mga araw na palagi kitang kausap. Tila walang araw na hindi ako ngumingiti at tumatawa. Yung mga araw na palagi kang nandyan para sa’kin, umulan man o umaraw. Yung mga ngiti mo na kasing ganda ng Continue Reading
An Open Letter to my Twilight, to the person who’s never been mine…
Hello Love, Goodbye! Funny how I always said my goodbyes, how I always write something about bidding my farewell to you, about freeing myself, about freeing you. However, would that final goodbye come into light? I hope so. I am very much hoping. 🙁 Hopefulness, you thought me that, bigtime. Continue Reading
To love you was a privileged
To love you was a privileged To love you was a privileged to know my strenghts and weaknesses, to delight myself to God hoping that someday you’ll be mine. To love you was a privileged to know the will of God, to test myself who is HIM in my life, Continue Reading
WALLS
I meticulously put the bricks piece by piece I built my wall high, strong and mighty So please, if you happen to pass by and get attracted to the beautifully structured wall Please don’t make a mess Please don’t throw a stone If you don’t have the intention of staying Continue Reading
Kalayaan
Sa tagal ng ating pinagsamahan Sa hiwalayan din pala ang punta Gabi-gabi iniisip ang nagawa kong kamalian Ang sabi mo gusto mo lang maging malaya Binigay ko lahat ng gusto mo Susuklian mo lang pala ng pagkabigo Lahat ng kasalanan mo ay napatawad na Pero bakit kailangan mangiwan pa? Nagbago Continue Reading
Pinagpalit ka para sa masaya lang
Pinili niya mag open ng problema sa ibang tao. Self serving ang mga lalaki siyempre magaadvise yan ng papabor sa kanila. Hanggang sa nademonyo niya ang girlfriend ko na iwan ako. Alam ko may pagkukulang ako pero tumagal kami ng six years dahil pinili namin maging open sa isa’t isa Continue Reading
that song
i don’t hate that song i just hate the way it makes me feel i just hate the way it reminds of something or someone i just hate that it reminds me of you. — Artwork by Aeonix
“I Feel Alone”
I feel alone It feels like my feelings are being torn Thinking everything is so hard Depending my life on a piece of card No pleasure in eating And either in sleeping I used to eat a lot I even fall asleep before knowing the movie’s plot Can’t feel the Continue Reading
Waiting not to be wasting
There are times that I feel very lonely with the fact that I am still single and most of my batchmates either married or happily with someone bonus having kids already. Why do I have to wait? I wait because I believe God will send me the one that He Continue Reading
Please, Just let me be..
To the man I love, I love you not knowing the exact reasons why. But somehow, let me tell you these: -I love how you make me feel secured with your warm embrace and whispers of “I Love You”. -I love it when you gave me those forehead kisses. It’s Continue Reading
Handa na ako
Handa na ako.. Handa na ako kalimutan ang halos tatlong taon na masasaya at malulungkot na pangyayare sa buhay ko. Handa na akong maging masaya para sayo kahit alam kong di na ako parte nito. Handa na akong maging masaya kahit wala ka na sa buhay ko. Handa na akong Continue Reading
Never Enough But It’s Real
When your almost relationship ends, it can feel like everything you’ve grown to believe is a lie. It can feel like you were living in a fantasy world for the past several month and the real world is finally crashing down around you. It’s hard to accept the fact that Continue Reading
What Matter Most
Yes he did not ask for forgiveness nor ask for a second chance A second chance to be with you again to continue what you two shared, he choose to leave, Yes He choose to leave. He did not beg for you to stay to settle everything and be fine Continue Reading
Para sa’kin mapapangasawa
Sa’kin mapapangasawa Pasensya na, kung hindi ako sing gwapo ng nasa pelikula Pero sana sapat na sayo yung kaya kitang mapatawa Pasensya na, kung maliit yung pangangatawan ko Pero sana sapat na sayo yung iinigatan ko ‘to Dahil mahal ko ang sarili ko Para mas kaya kong bigay sayo Pasensya Continue Reading
A letter for you that I will never tell
At the first month we’ve not been together was the hardest part of my being. I asked myself everyday where did I go wrong. Is my love for you too much or it wasn’t enough to fill that emptiness in your heart. I can’t ever tell you these things and Continue Reading
PARA SA IYO NA PINILI KO
Siguro nga pinagtagpo lang tayo ngunit hindi itinadhana. Siguro nga pinagtagpo lang tayo para saktan ang isa’t isa, at siguro nga pinagtagpo tayo para may matutunan ang ating mga sarili. Ngunit itong aking liham ay hindi liham ng pamamaalam. Ito ay liham ng pag-ibig at pag-asa. Pag-asang, pagtatagpuin tayong muli Continue Reading
Amnesia
Naging makakalimutin na ata ako. Naging makakalimutan simula ng mag hiwalay tayo Tayo na dati ay usap usapan ng mga tao Mga taong puro tanong kung bakit at paano naging tayo? Nakalimutan ko na kung paano mo ako titigan Tinitignan habang hindi ako nakatingin at sa aking pag tingin iiwas Continue Reading
Kamusta?
Kamusta? Isang katagang muling mag uugnay sa mga taong nagkawalay Kamusta? isang salitang muli kong nakita at pagka basa ko nito tila nagkakulay ang mundo, biglang humuni ang mga ibon, nag slow-mo ang galaw ng mga tao sa paligid ko. Doon naniwala ako na ang buhay pag ibig ay pwede Continue Reading
Eh Mahal Mo Eh!
“Sige lang kahit masakit, mahal ko eh. Kakayanin kahit paulit ulit na akong nasasaktan, mahal ko eh”. Too many reasons ang paulit ulit mong sinasabi sa sarili mo, just to justify what he is doing to you. Yung harap-harapan ka nang ginagago, pero hindi mo maiwan kasi nga mahal mo. Continue Reading
Ako Muna
Iniisip ko. Bakit hindi ko namalayan? Iniisip ko kung bakit at paano nag simula? Bakit mo sinimulan at bigla mo na lang tinuldukan? Bakit ganoon na lang kabilis sayo balewalain ang lahat. Teka, binalewala mo ba o hindi ka lang talaga handa? Pero kahit ano pa man hindi naman Continue Reading
Bakit at Paano
Gaano ba kahirap sagutin ang mga tanong na bakit at paano? Bakit mo tinapos? Paano mo nagawang iwan ako? Bakit ako umasa sayo? Paano mo nagawang bitiwan ako? Nung umalis ka, iniwan mo ako na kainin ng mga tanong na bakit at paano, sa paglipas ng panahon, di na ako Continue Reading
The kind of love.
Through our journey of love, we are getting used to meet different people. Some are good, some are bad. Some are for lifelong, some are for the lesson. Some comes in for a purpose, some are just bound to lose. Through this journey, we used to experience the different kinds Continue Reading
In the middle of nowhere
I feel so lost and empty. Alone in the middle of nowhere A place that I have never been before Here I am weak and scared My knees tremble in every step As I walk the wind pushes me back As the night cast on earth I realize how sad Continue Reading
Walang Ako sa Buhay Niya, at Walang Siya sa Buhay Ko
I’d never expected that I will come to this point. Sa point na kung saan tinatanong ko na ang sarili ko kung worth it pa ba akong mahalin. Sa point na kung saan nagdududa na ako kung posible pa bang may magmahal sa’kin. Sa point na kung saan hindi ko Continue Reading
Isang Laro
Sa iyong paglisan sa aking mundo akala ko buhay ko ay guguho. Pero doon ko napagtanto Na ang lahat ay isa lamang laro. Sa panahong magkasama pa tayo Akala lahat ay totoo. Masakit isipin na wala palang tayo. Na sa ating dalawa ako lang ang totoo. Ayoko na sayo Ang Continue Reading
Pagibig na di para sa atin
ang pagibig ay sadyang mapaglaro hindi mo namamalayan bigla nalang siyang darating gustuhin man ito ng iyong puso o hindi. ngunit puso ninyo’y pinaglapit natagpuan ang sayang hindi maipagpapalit kahit sakit pa ang maging kapalit kumapit sa pangakong ikaw lang walang papalit. ngunit sa kabila ng saya may pait, pait Continue Reading
Weakness of Every Strong Independent Woman
It’s not everyday you hold your walls and show the world that you are strong, confident, and at your best. There are days when you just feel weak and vulnerable. In those episodes of mine, I’m too blessed to have a partner who holds me until I’m calm, stays with Continue Reading
Is this the good in goodbye?
I let you into my world When I was just merely at the door with yours Grabbed your hand tightly Even when I get brushed off slightly Honesty was what I gave Not knowing I was digging my own grave Provided you with all I have But you just dropped Continue Reading