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Categories Depression

“I Feel Alone”

I feel alone It feels like my feelings are being torn Thinking everything is so hard Depending my life on a piece of card No pleasure in eating And either in sleeping I used to eat a lot I even fall asleep before knowing the movie’s plot Can’t feel the Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

To the Girl I Love the Most

When you spend quality time with her and hidden beneath those smile of yours is the reluctance to part, pero wala kang ibang choice kasi alam mong even though letting go is painful but it is the wisest thing you can do at the moment. And that you know na Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Nakakapanibago

Nakakapanibago naman. Parang paglubog ng araw, minsan maganda. Minsan hindi makita. Naaalala ko yung mga araw na palagi kitang kausap. Tila walang araw na hindi ako ngumingiti at tumatawa. Yung mga araw na palagi kang nandyan para sa’kin, umulan man o umaraw. Yung mga ngiti mo na kasing ganda ng Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

To love you was a privileged

To love you was a privileged To love you was a privileged to know my strenghts and weaknesses, to delight myself to God hoping that someday you’ll be mine. To love you was a privileged to know the will of God, to test myself who is HIM in my life, Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

WALLS

I meticulously put the bricks piece by piece I built my wall high, strong and mighty So please, if you happen to pass by and get attracted to the beautifully structured wall Please don’t make a mess Please don’t throw a stone If you don’t have the intention of staying Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Kalayaan

Sa tagal ng ating pinagsamahan Sa hiwalayan din pala ang punta Gabi-gabi iniisip ang nagawa kong kamalian Ang sabi mo gusto mo lang maging malaya Binigay ko lahat ng gusto mo Susuklian mo lang pala ng pagkabigo Lahat ng kasalanan mo ay napatawad na Pero bakit kailangan mangiwan pa? Nagbago Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Pinagpalit ka para sa masaya lang

Pinili niya mag open ng problema sa ibang tao. Self serving ang mga lalaki siyempre magaadvise yan ng papabor sa kanila. Hanggang sa nademonyo niya ang girlfriend ko na iwan ako. Alam ko may pagkukulang ako pero tumagal kami ng six years dahil pinili namin maging open sa isa’t isa Continue Reading

Categories Move On

that song

i don’t hate that song i just hate the way it makes me feel i just hate the way it reminds of something or someone i just hate that it reminds me of you.   — Artwork by Aeonix

Categories Relationships

“I Feel Alone”

I feel alone It feels like my feelings are being torn Thinking everything is so hard Depending my life on a piece of card No pleasure in eating And either in sleeping I used to eat a lot I even fall asleep before knowing the movie’s plot Can’t feel the Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

Waiting not to be wasting

There are times that I feel very lonely with the fact that I am still single and most of my batchmates either married or happily with someone bonus having kids already. Why do I have to wait? I wait because I believe God will send me the one that He Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Please, Just let me be..

To the man I love, I love you not knowing the exact reasons why. But somehow, let me tell you these: -I love how you make me feel secured with your warm embrace and whispers of “I Love You”. -I love it when you gave me those forehead kisses. It’s Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Handa na ako

Handa na ako.. Handa na ako kalimutan ang halos tatlong taon na masasaya at malulungkot na pangyayare sa buhay ko. Handa na akong maging masaya para sayo kahit alam kong di na ako parte nito. Handa na akong maging masaya kahit wala ka na sa buhay ko. Handa na akong Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Never Enough But It’s Real

When your almost relationship ends, it can feel like everything you’ve grown to believe is a lie. It can feel like you were living in a fantasy world for the past several month and the real world is finally crashing down around you. It’s hard to accept the fact that Continue Reading

Categories Move On

What Matter Most

Yes he did not ask for forgiveness nor ask for a second chance A second chance to be with you again to continue what you two shared, he choose to leave, Yes He choose to leave. He did not beg for you to stay to settle everything and be fine Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Para sa’kin mapapangasawa

Sa’kin mapapangasawa Pasensya na, kung hindi ako sing gwapo ng nasa pelikula Pero sana sapat na sayo yung kaya kitang mapatawa Pasensya na, kung maliit yung pangangatawan ko Pero sana sapat na sayo yung iinigatan ko ‘to Dahil mahal ko ang sarili ko Para mas kaya kong bigay sayo Pasensya Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

A letter for you that I will never tell

At the first month we’ve not been together was the hardest part of my being. I asked myself everyday where did I go wrong. Is my love for you too much or it wasn’t enough to fill that emptiness in your heart. I can’t ever tell you these things and Continue Reading

Categories Faith

PARA SA IYO NA PINILI KO

Siguro nga pinagtagpo lang tayo ngunit hindi itinadhana. Siguro nga pinagtagpo lang tayo para saktan ang isa’t isa, at siguro nga pinagtagpo tayo para may matutunan ang ating mga sarili. Ngunit itong aking liham ay hindi liham ng pamamaalam. Ito ay liham ng pag-ibig at pag-asa. Pag-asang, pagtatagpuin tayong muli Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Amnesia

Naging makakalimutin na ata ako. Naging makakalimutan simula ng mag hiwalay tayo Tayo na dati ay usap usapan ng mga tao Mga taong puro tanong kung bakit at paano naging tayo? Nakalimutan ko na kung paano mo ako titigan Tinitignan habang hindi ako nakatingin at sa aking pag tingin iiwas Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Kamusta?

Kamusta? Isang katagang muling mag uugnay sa mga taong nagkawalay Kamusta? isang salitang muli kong nakita at pagka basa ko nito tila nagkakulay ang mundo, biglang humuni ang mga ibon, nag slow-mo ang galaw ng mga tao sa paligid ko. Doon naniwala ako na ang buhay pag ibig ay pwede Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Eh Mahal Mo Eh!

“Sige lang kahit masakit, mahal ko eh. Kakayanin kahit paulit ulit na akong nasasaktan, mahal ko eh”. Too many reasons ang paulit ulit mong sinasabi sa sarili mo, just to justify what he is doing to you. Yung harap-harapan ka nang ginagago, pero hindi mo maiwan kasi nga mahal mo. Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Ako Muna

  Iniisip ko. Bakit hindi ko namalayan? Iniisip ko kung bakit at paano nag simula? Bakit mo sinimulan at bigla mo na lang tinuldukan? Bakit ganoon na lang kabilis sayo balewalain ang lahat. Teka, binalewala mo ba o hindi ka lang talaga handa? Pero kahit ano pa man hindi naman Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Bakit at Paano

Gaano ba kahirap sagutin ang mga tanong na bakit at paano? Bakit mo tinapos? Paano mo nagawang iwan ako? Bakit ako umasa sayo? Paano mo nagawang bitiwan ako? Nung umalis ka, iniwan mo ako na kainin ng mga tanong na bakit at paano, sa paglipas ng panahon, di na ako Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

The kind of love.

Through our journey of love, we are getting used to meet different people. Some are good, some are bad. Some are for lifelong, some are for the lesson. Some comes in for a purpose, some are just bound to lose. Through this journey, we used to experience the different kinds Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

In the middle of nowhere

I feel so lost and empty. Alone in the middle of nowhere A place that I have never been before Here I am weak and scared My knees tremble in every step As I walk the wind pushes me back As the night cast on earth I realize how sad Continue Reading

Categories Confessions

Isang Laro

Sa iyong paglisan sa aking mundo akala ko buhay ko ay guguho. Pero doon ko napagtanto Na ang lahat ay isa lamang laro. Sa panahong magkasama pa tayo Akala lahat ay totoo. Masakit isipin na wala palang tayo. Na sa ating dalawa ako lang ang totoo. Ayoko na sayo Ang Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Pagibig na di para sa atin

ang pagibig ay sadyang mapaglaro hindi mo namamalayan bigla nalang siyang darating gustuhin man ito ng iyong puso o hindi. ngunit puso ninyo’y pinaglapit natagpuan ang sayang hindi maipagpapalit kahit sakit pa ang maging kapalit kumapit sa pangakong ikaw lang walang papalit. ngunit sa kabila ng saya may pait, pait Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Is this the good in goodbye?

I let you into my world When I was just merely at the door with yours Grabbed your hand tightly Even when I get brushed off slightly Honesty was what I gave Not knowing I was digging my own grave Provided you with all I have But you just dropped Continue Reading