I’m giving up on you…
I’m giving up this fight..
This is not the fight I should be fighting..
Nor should I be in..
I feel tired.
My body, my mind, my soul…
I don’t wanna fight anymore..
I don’t wanna hope that there is tomorrow with you..
Coz there is not.
I saw myself like a piece of trash.
One day I’m there, the next I’m gone.
You were happy and having fun..
While I was left alone in the dark.
I am awake now.
So I give up…
I give up staying with you..
I give up the memories of you..
I give up the times I thought I’m happy..
I give up a love with you..
I gave up that road so don’t come back.
There is no one, only traces of a hurtful past.
I am on the road of healing..
As I gave up on you, I learn to embrace myself.
And as I move forward…
I am truly learning..
To forgive, to let go…
1 step, 2 steps, 3…
Breathe…
Stop.
May this give you a proper closure.
I gave up on you, forever.
