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With you, everything’s fine. It feels like time flies when you’re by my side. I don’t want this feeling to end. You make me feel whole. And I think to myself, maybe you’re the one I’ve been looking for. You’re there whenever I need someone to talk to. You always show me that you care. I can cry on your shoulders. I can laugh my heart out. I can tell you everything. I trusted you. I loved you. But, are we making things worse by sharing this relationship without proof?
I am hurting inside. I don’t know if this is something that I must hide. This love is not platonic, it’s romantic. I have it confirmed. Whenever my heart skips a beat when you’re there. Whenever I feel alone and you are not there. Everything makes sense now. It is all clear to me. Seeing you with someone else, it made me so affected. It felt like I was shamed and rejected. I wanted to cry.
I wanted to tell you how it hurts. I wanted to demand that you should stop. Stop hurting me like that. But when I think about it, I realized that I have no right. I have no right because you are not mine. I wanted to stop time. I wanted to go back and wish that I had avoided you before. I had a choice, but I chose you. And now I have to face the consequences, so I could go back to my senses.
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The damage was done. Maybe you’re not the one. This heart of mine is hard to mend. But now I have to accept the fact that all of this must end.
