It’s about time to write again. It’s about time to let it all out.

Let’s start on what matters the most; the love.
The love that got us together unexpectedly. The love that made us realize we were against the world for quite some time. The love that sparked so much and we thought that was all enough. The love that’s currently missing and can’t seem to find it’s way back over and over again.

I’m sorry. That’s all we could say right now. I’m sorry we both messed up. I’m sorry we both wasted each other’s time. I’m sorry we were unable to keep up with each other’s needs and wants. I’m sorry we are both loosing our path in what matters most for the both of us.

I wonder. I wonder will we ever get to understand why? I wonder what was and what is on your mind? I wonder how did we get here? I wonder how could we go back to where it was all good? I wonder how could you said those things to me?

I’ve had enough. I’ve had enough with all those small things that destroyed us. I’ve had enough of those times that you made me a prisoner. I’ve had enough of those daydreams that things would turn out good for us together.

I’m tired. I’m tired of explaining my side every time. I’m tired of showing to everyone that we are such a perfect couple. I’m tired of going through this all over again. I’m tired of making you tired for all of your efforts.

I’m tired of all those apologies that ended up as words. I’ve had enough with giving you chances that you manage to waste in the end. I wonder if we are still meant for each other. I’m sorry that I wasn’t enough to keep up with all of your expectations. The love I gave you was real, I promise. But maybe it’s about time to put an end to this.