My Greatest What If

My heart just sank after you told me how much I mean to you.

For all these years you have treasured me in your heart

You kept it all by yourself without even letting me know it

All you have back then are regrets and what if’s

We almost had the chance but you were always too late to make it work

We kept fighting back & holding on for what it’s worth

Then ended up breaking each other’s heart, erasing all the possibilities

Knowing that we can never be together coz the odds won’t let us be

Now I tried to put things back to the way they used to be

All the chasing and waiting game this has caught me

My heart felt suddenly exhausted of all the heartaches

And of you not certain of choosing me to stay

I really wish we could have met at some other time

Where troubles & confusions do not hinder us to be fine

Where our decisions can’t make or break us

And all we need to think about is not giving up

Although I want to know which of part is really true

Of how genuine and sincere are you

Honestly, it was short but never blue

Knowing you more was definitely worthwhile

Someday all of these will just be random memories

You & me with our different versions of stories

No turning back & leaving all the regrets behind

Because after all God has set everything for its own time.