Have you ever wondered what is your purpose in life?
Are you in the right path from where you are right now?
What’s your heart and soul desire?
Me? I feel nothing. I am not myself anymore.. who am I? I feel stuck, I am a jobless person and don’t know what job is for me and I am on my verge of my 20’s so I’m like a ticking bomb. I know I have to move, get a job I want but how? I am so stressed and depressed.
I cry my heart out but these endless tears of mine won’t dry out 🙁 Yes I am tired, tired to face another day same routine. Yeah, I have a live in partner for 7 years, a son who’s 6 years old. of course I’m happy, be a full time mom, I gave up everything, be in his world leave mine. 🙁 until I felt unhappy. (I am happy with my son of course.) So maybe that’s why I’m like this?
I questioned God many times where am I supposed to be? and yet God not answered me yet, He remained silent unto this day. I’ve been waiting for his answers I pray and I pray everyday that I wish I can find my true-self be genuinely happy and success in life.
I know that God is silently watching me, I know that he’s preparing me in his ways to be blessed and aim high in career he wants me in to be. I choose to fight my sadness even if its hard just hold to He’s promise, He will never let you down. take courage and have faith.
Fighting!
