WHAT IF may chance tayong makausap yung younger version natin? Ano kaya ang sasabihin mo sa kanya? Ano kaya yung sasabihin niya sayo?

My ex broke up with me the time ECQ started. Yes, mahirap. Dika makatulog sa gabi, iyak doon iyak dito, sobrang stress hindi ka maka focus sa mga gawain mo. Habang naglilinis ng mga gamit may nakita akong papel na nakatupi sa hugis puso. Pagkabuklat ko, nakita ko yung tula na ginawa ko noon 11 years old pa ako. Namangha ako sapagkat akma ang laman nito sa nararamdaman ko noon at naging advise ko para sa sarili ko. Kaya gusto ko ibahagi ito sa inyo. Pagpasensyahan niyo na ung grammar hehe.

Sa ngayon, I can say na nag nasa proseso ako ng healing and I thank God na hindi niya ako pinababayaan at alam ko na niloob Niyang mangyari ang mga bagay na ito para sa Kanyang napaka gandang plano sa buhay ko.

SADNESS, YOUNG LOVE

I am as cold as ice like a winter in the night,

Thinking of you has never been too easy,

Oh, young love you’ve caused me so much pain,

My heart ceased in waiting for you to come back.

Sadness, fills the empty box you’ve once filled in,

The box that gave me hope and happiness,

But now, happiness turned into sadness,

And hope turned into giving up and letting go.

I must have not met your face, your smile and glimpse.

So that I can keep off that sadness I feel,

If I could justbring back my happy times, I would rather choose to live happy without you.

Sadness, young love I did not do anything!

So why did you do this to me? Young heart, be careful now. You must live into a new positive life to fight that negative feeling!