Try for your man, in the past.

Man, for your image to the next girl you will truely love.
I am keeping this secret of mine hoping she will be the reason of keeping your promises which you never do to me.
I will try to stitch every wound and not any blood bleed.
I will try to cover these bruises and not anyone see how painful it is.
I will try to not tear when I saw you again.
I will try to curved my lips a smile even if it is shouting for sadness.
When that time happened I will try, because I know that girl next to me have been so strong for a long time.