Your Princess’ Special Request

Dear Prince,

First of all, I just want to ask if how are you doing tonight? You know what, I can’t sleep and I kept thinking about you so I wrote this. I wonder if you’re thinking about me too but anyway, I hope you can read this up to the last part. You maybe reading it now or not but I pray that you will read this in God’s perfect time.

As much as I want to meet you and watch the sunrise as well as the sunset with you, cover songs with you, worship God with you, sharing my frustrations and shortcomings with you, sharing my dreams and fulfilling the love story that God has set for us, I want to ask a special request from you:

Please do not come now.

I’m broken and I might end up hurting you.

Just tonight, God made me realized that He’s not finished with me yet. That He is not done working so I should not stop waiting.

So right now, I just want to say sorry, sorry if I thought I’m ready to meet you so I tried to work things out on my own.

Sorry for not honoring you by trying to consider other guys whom I thought would be you.

Prince, I’m sorry to keep you waiting up to this moment. But I want you to know that I want to honor you by giving God the pen in this love story, that in His right time and season, all our whos, whens, hows and whys will be answered.

I’m so excited for that moment to come when we will realize why it didn’t work out with other people.

I’m so excited for that time when I will realize why other guys didn’t fought for me and why you became so coward for not fighting for other girls too.

I’m so excited to tell you how God molds me right now to be a perfect fit for you. It’s legitimately hard but you know what, I’m so excited for that moment to come when all I can say is “it’s all worth it, man. It’s all worth it.”

I’m just excited and I do pray for you every single day but please do not come now.

Love,

Your Princess