Move On

You may be in pain right now because of the words he told you that night – “I’m breaking up with you.” I know how heartbreaking it is and I can imagine your swollen eyes from crying every night. You began to be uncertain if there will be someone who’ll Continue Reading

I once fell on my knees begging for love Cried countlessly thinking the pain would never stop Over some time, I’m forced to let go. Let go of the love that would never be mine. I felt shattered and dragged to the ground. As I sit in a corner of Continue Reading

Paalam Paalam sa mga oras at panahon na ating pinag samahan. Paalam sa mga pangarap na sa sabay nating ibinulong sa hangin- habang nakatingin sa bituin ng kawalan. paalam sa istoryang atin sanang bubuin, paalam sa mga sandaling tayo’y magkasama, Sa mga kwento, tawanan at Tampuhan. Paalam sa sandaling kaligayahan Continue Reading

Papano ko gagawing 70/30, 80/20 90/10 hanggang sa 100% na? Hirap na hirap ako mag-move on. Hindi ako makapaniwala na hinayaan ko na naman ang sarili ko mahulog sa lalaking katulad mo. Malihim ka. You never let me in. Dapat yun palang, red flags na. Pero gaya ng mga kanya Continue Reading

Realization 1 : You can only do so much for someone and still end up unappreciated. Invest your effort, time and feelings in people who see your worth. Don’t cross oceans for people who won’t even brave a puddle for you. Realization 2 : Change is inevitable but no matter Continue Reading

Tinapos ko na lahat, ang masakit doon hindi mo man lang ako pinigilan, hinayaan mo akong iwan ka ng tuloyan.  Sa halip na magmakaawa nagtimpi nalang ako at umiyak sa kwarto. Hinayaan kong mawala ang isang taong mahal ko. Para akong nag saing at bigla nalang iniwan nang wala man Continue Reading

“My Heart Now is Stronger, Better and Beautiful” You’ve waited for so long for this statement to be uttered with joy and confidence. All you’ve been through was never easy. You’ve been from a long journey full of tears, pain and frustrations; yet, you never grew weary and managed to Continue Reading

Sa makalimot o sa makaalala? Tanong ng pusong hindi mawari kung ano nga ba talaga ang hinahatid at iniisip ng emosyong humihingal sa’yong pagkawala. Nagsimula sa pag-aaway na nakahigit sa ultimo maliit na bagay na hindi naman sadyang gawin datapwat ay dapat magbigay-aral, mapansin at maintindihan. Nagsimula sa sumpaang pilit Continue Reading

Ang inconsistent ng tao. Minsan sa mga nabitawan mong salita, alin dun ang natupad? Sa hirap at ginhawa, sa lungkot at ligaya pero nasaan ka ba talaga? Kapag ba hindi na masaya, ayawan na lang? Parang hindi yata ito ang sagot. Kaya siguro ang hirap mangako sa simula dahil minsan Continue Reading

The cool breeze of the wind that touched my skin brought me back to the present. I have not noticed that my mind had traveled back in time. It’s amazing how years had gone by so fast and yet your memories sometimes still linger in my mind. I heard that Continue Reading

Naisip mo na rin bang bumalik sa ex mo? Kasi namimiss mo sya, kasi hinahanap mo sya? Kasi kahit na sinaktan ka nya, hindi ka parin nadadala at gusto mo parin sya sa buhay mo? Naisip mo na rin bang bumalik sa ex mo simply because you miss the feeling Continue Reading

#2019Stories They say that people are very lucky when they fall in love with their best friends. I guess not to everyone. I fell in love with you some time in 2019. I thought it’s gonna be a wonderful year for us. However, you said you’re in a different state Continue Reading

Wag mong isumbat sakin na ako ang unang bumitaw sa ating dalawa.   Dahil bago kita sinukuan, ilang beses ko muna iyong pinag-isipan. Ako pa nga mismo ang naghanap ng dahilan para ipaglaban pa ang damdamin ko para sayo. Pero wala akong nahanap.   Tapos yun nga yung masaklap don. Continue Reading

Sanay akong mag isa, sanay akong sarili lamang ang laging kasama. Tapos dumating ka pinaranas mo sa akin na di ako nag iisa, na ako ay mahalaga at sa kabila ng magulo kong mundo palagi kang nadyan hindi ako iniiwan. Palaging kong pinipigil na may maramdaman. Ayoko naman talaga dahil Continue Reading

“How are you?” I remember this is how we used to always start our letters for one another. Now, I just want to say to you that your smile means a lot to me and your happiness is my happiness too. I praise God for your healing. May He restore Continue Reading

Ganon pala yun kahit ikaw yung matagal ng kilala, ikaw ang sabihan ng problema at ikaw ang palaging nanjan para sakanya kung di ka mahal hindi ka pipiliin. Wala ka palang laban sa taong kahit ngayon nya lang nakilala pero gustong gusto na nya.  Hindi kasi ikaw ang tipo nya, Continue Reading

So let me tell you how it happened. How I got the ghost of him finally out of my system. Sometimes, closure arrives months or even years later. Long after you stopped searching for it. I prayed for it to happen. If God will let it, that I may be Continue Reading

‘Pano ka magmamahal? Kung ang pait ng kahapo’y di malimutan Kung mga alaalay’y pilit binabalikan ‘Pano ka magmamahal? Kung kahapo’y araw-araw ginugunita? Kung sa iyong pagmulat, May tatlong luhang pumatak. Hanggang sa maging tatlumpu… Tatlumpu— tangina! Hindi ko na kaya. Hindi ko na kaya ang bigat ng aking nararamdaman. Mahirap- Continue Reading

Isa! Isa sa mga pangarap ko ang makasama ka, ngunit mukhang hindi na mangyayari pa, dahil ang puso mo ay pagmamay-ari na ng iba, siya ang kasama mo habang ako’y nag-iisa.   Dalawa! Dalawang katagang hindi ko magawa-gawa, ”TAMA NA!” Tama nang mahalin pa kita, alam ko namang wala rin Continue Reading

You’ve always been my choice.   From the very beginning, long before you recognized my presence, before we even became friends, when there was nothing else that you’ve done to win my heart but just be who you truly were…   I chose you.   I chose to like you. Continue Reading

Hello Love, Goodbye! Funny how I always said my goodbyes, how I always write something about bidding my farewell to you, about freeing myself, about freeing you. However, would that final goodbye come into light? I hope so. I am very much hoping. 🙁 Hopefulness, you thought me that, bigtime. Continue Reading

i don’t hate that song i just hate the way it makes me feel i just hate the way it reminds of something or someone i just hate that it reminds me of you.   — Artwork by Aeonix

Yes he did not ask for forgiveness nor ask for a second chance A second chance to be with you again to continue what you two shared, he choose to leave, Yes He choose to leave. He did not beg for you to stay to settle everything and be fine Continue Reading

Kaibigan ka

Ika-tatlo ng Hunyo Noong niyakap mo ako Lumapit at bumulong sa tenga ko “Wag kang mag-alala, walang mag babago” Lumipas ang mga araw, hindi ka na natanaw Paalam ay hindi ko man lang naibitaw Pero umasa ako sa “walang mag babago” Sa pag-alis mo, umasa ako kung mag papatuloy ba Continue Reading

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