Categories Depression

Nakalimutan ko, Mahal Niya pala Ako

  Ako ay parang isang kandilang nauupos, pag-asa ko ay unti unting nauubos. Parang kandila, liwanag ko’y unti unting dumidilim, humihina, paligid ko ay di ko na halos makita. Nasaan na ang apoy na sa aking mata noo’y nakikita? Ano nga ba ang nangyari? Nasaan na nga ba ang ako Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Mahal, Hindi na kita mahal.

Mahal,   Hindi na kita mahal.   Ngunit,   Bakit sa tuwing mga nota ng kanta’y lumalapat sa’king mga tenga’y mga ala – ala’y naaalala sa tuwina?   Mahal, ako’y tuluyan nang pagal.   Pero,   Bakit sa tuwing ang mga mata’y dumaraa’t napagmamasdan ang araw nang ating pagsisimula’t pagtatapos Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Magtatagpo rin Tayo

Ngayong araw ay sobrang liwanag ng buwan Iniilawan nito ang madilim na kalangitan Nakakabighani ang kagandahan nitong taglay Ang sarap na dito ay tumunghay Ikaw, ikaw na sa aki’y inilaan. Ikaw rin ba ay nakatanaw? Ikaw rin ba ay maraming katanungan? Ngunit kagaya ko’y nagtitiwala pa rin sa kanya na Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Pagod na akong magpakatanga..

Minsan sa buhay natin kahit paulit-ulit tayong niluluko ng taong mahal natin,handa pa rin natin silang tanggapin..pero hanggang kelan,hanggan kelan tayo magtitiis sa paulit-ulit na sakit? Oo sabi mo magbabago ka,tinanggap ka ng walang pagdududa na ang pagbabago mo umabot lang ng isang linggo,tama na,ayoko ng maging tanga na kahit Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

To the man who will never be mine

K, Wrong timing, wrong feelings and wrong relationship. And maybe even the idea of us was also wrong. You were my “first in everything” guy, my almost, my sana and my sayang. From the very beginning of. this tragedy I always knew that you were happily inlove with your girlfriend, Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

I still love you

I still love you. After all the lies you said, After all the games you played, After the broken promises you made, I still love you. If I could just see you, hold you, Tell you how much I love you. If I could just forget everything and be with Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

I Stopped Waiting

I stopped waiting for me to see that you’re fine I stopped waiting for that day that maybe we’ll meet again I stopped waiting for your heart to be okay I stopped waiting for your mind to be settled I stopped waiting for your intentions to be cleared I stopped Continue Reading

Categories Move On

The ghost that haunts you.

I am basically done with all your ghosting Since I got straight goodbyes when I asked for it. You are gone and that carries all the hurting I wanted to run just so quick The way you picked me from my previous heartbreak Guess where I always come back? No, Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

“Kapag pwede na”

Hindi ko sukat akalain nandiyan ka na pala Mga sulyap mong hindi ko maipinta Saan nanggaling ang nadarama? Biglang naramdaman paunti unti ang mga kilos nating may ibig sabihin na. Mga unang usap, mga unang kita di pwedeng ipahalata na baka para sa akin ako lang pala mag-isa,  mag-isang nakakaramdam Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

Patiently Waiting

I miss those things that we usually do, those places we’ve been, those sweet goodnights, I miss you.. For 6 years, I have witnessed you grow into such great man. I planned my future with you. I supported you through your Ups and Downs. I love you even it costs Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

I didn’t want to hurt you

In the noise of the storm, You were silent. I was looking for you, You were nowhere to be found. Messaging you, calling you, Hoping I could talk to you. But no. You were silent. Silence that’s louder than thunder. Silence that rings over and over inside my head. Silence Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

When The Truth Spoke To Me

Maybe it is the chance to give myself the time I am always trying to give out to someone else, the time I am always making up for people I thought was worth it, the time I had to sacrifice for people I thought would do the same in return. Maybe it Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Do Not Settle For The Best

Don’t settle for the best. Settle with the one who makes you feel alive instead, the one who will make you realize that you are worth the wait. They are the ones who will make you feel that finally the search is over and at last, love is now here Continue Reading

Categories Friendship

I BELONG TO THOSE MARUPOK PEOPLE

I BELONG TO THOSE MARUPOK PEOPLE   “I will be in Bangkok next week.” “Really? That’s good. Me too.” “See you soon.”   Nabulag ata ako ng excitement nitong mga nakaraang linggo. Magkakahalo ang emosyon. Ang bilis ng mga pangyayari. Medyo may problema kasi ako sa aking mga emosyon. Madali Continue Reading

Categories Single

ENJOY YOUR SINGLEHOOD

We should rest comfortably knowing that God wants to give us a spouse. It is God who invented marriage and it is God who said: “It’s not good for man to be alone.” (Genesis 2:18) But God brought the help meet forth when God decided it was time. Adam did Continue Reading

Categories Move On

Those Days

The day you’ve arrived I felt an exquisite vibe, I never imagined that it would go this far, The day that I gazed and stared at your gentle face, who would have thought that it would be the last and first thing I’ll think of every passing day, The day Continue Reading

Categories Move On

A Sad Good Bye

For all these years, I kept you in my heart. It was not intended, but you became my part. I thought that someday, somehow, we are meant to be. But this was not our story. Only our memories behind us. So the feelings that I once had, I decided to Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Eksena

Natatandaan mo pa ba mga eksenang tayo lang dalawa.. Walang ibang karakter kundi tayo lang walang iba.. Mga eksenang tawanan dahil sa mga kwento mong masasaya.. Na para bang sinasayaw mo ako sa tugtog ng musika.. Pero bakit biglang nagiba ang eksena Yung noon na tayong dalawa lang pero ngayon Continue Reading

Categories Bdub

Move On

All things work together for good. This was my story nung ma-brokenhearted ako sa EX kong si BJ. It was suppose to be a 21-day blog kung paano kong ini-handle yung pain ng breakup namin at kung paano ako nag-moveo on, pero umabot ng 6months. Ang tagal bago ako naka-move Continue Reading

Categories Move On

Let her go

Nanalangin Nagconfess Nareject Nagtry ulit Nareject nanaman Naglast one try pa ulit At syempre walang bago nareject ulit At last napagod na sya nagmove on na at mas naging warrior  

Categories Move On

Kaya Ko Pala

Kaya ko palang burahin ang mga text messages mo. Kaya ko palang burahin ang chat box natin sa Messenger at Viber. Kaya ko palang burahin ang mga wallposts ko sa’yo sa Facebook. Kaya ko palang burahin ang Twitter ko na ginawa ko para sa’yo. Kaya ko palang burahin ang Tumblr Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Akala ko ikaw na Noon,Buti Hindi ikaw Ngayon

Akala ko ikaw noon, Akala ko ikaw na ang tamang tao, sa akala kong tamang panahon Puro akala sa maraming taon Ngunit dumating ang panahon na ika’y nawala nang naglaon Nasaktan ako at nagpaapekto sa naramdamang emosyon Mapanirang emosyon dahil sa ilusyon Ilusyon na hinayaan kong tumira sa utak ko Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Breathe

Breathe The next thing you need to do is to pick up yourself. Pieces by pieces,built it again. Until there are less of scars and damages. Until there are no more holes and breaks. You will not cry forever Neither the pain will not stay You have to move Everyone Continue Reading