First of all, I would like to say sorry. I am one of the people who didn’t even think about killing myself and I honestly laughed about people who suffered from depression. I have this habit of imagining myself as a psychiatrist and labeling my enemies with cluster B personality Continue Reading
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The Love That I Deserve
One day, I will get the love that I deserve. The intensity of what I give will all come back to me. Like how the moon dies every night to let the sun breathe, no matter how hard it would take, the moon would still sacrifice for the sake of Continue Reading
When is Manliness Really Manliness?
Try thinking about it. In a world where everyone tries to define something by what fits for them, everyone has their own definition of something. I believe one of the words that are being mistakenly defined is manhood. The first definition that our father or some adults that influence us Continue Reading
An Open Letter to Women Who Sends Their Own Nude Photos
Hi. Before anything else, I want you to know that you are loved. Disclaimer: I want you to know that I am not here to judge you for doing it. I want you to know that I am writing this not for publicity or because someone’s nudes went viral and Continue Reading
When You Like The Feeling, Not The Person
Of course, everyone wants to be liked. The feeling is surreal, right? That feeling we get when somebody tells us that they like us? It gives us a sense of pride or identity that we are somebody worth pursuing, right? Oh, everyone loves that feeling. This is so common to Continue Reading
The Clown
In the hillside where I stand A man who held my hand Took promised never to leave me Disguised as a clown. A mask hidden and fooling me around. He took my heart and laugh so hard. The circus he made run for fun. Poor innocent lad trust the clown. Continue Reading
Thank You for Breaking My Heart
I can still remember the last time I saw your face. You were faking a smile to make me feel ok. But I know deep in my heart that there’s something wrong. While I wait for you to say a word, you were so eager to walk away. And I Continue Reading
The Great Pretender
Someone’s sometimes That’s what I am. Sometimes a somebody But most of the time a nobody. Someone’s option That’s what I am One who would be considered But never would be chosen. Someone’s song On their playlist. An old forgotten one Waiting to be played Only to wait in vain. Continue Reading
Over and Done With
No offense, but you’re not my type. Wait a minute. Let me rephrase that: If I could only choose I would never choose you. Not now and not ever. Should I insert bitterness along those lines? Believe it or not, I mean no harm. Or being bitter.But sometimes I feel Continue Reading
When Life Seems Lost
I wish I can still understand the ways of life. Sometimes there are days that seems it’s hard to breathe and you cannot fathom the nothingness of emotions that’s circling around your bones. There are times as if you are blindly confined inside the darkness of your own confusion and Continue Reading
What It Feels Like To Live Somewhere In Between
I’ve been living this life of somewhere in between and I couldn’t even express the feeling of what is inside this betweenness. I don’t know where I am exactly. It isn’t about the place, the exact location and point, not even a landmark. But it is about where my life Continue Reading
What I Learned From Being Single For Years
So all those times I have been living my life on my own, I have come to realize and appreciate my alone time. There are moments that I think I am better with someone else but I can also feel that the universe is trying to tell these things to Continue Reading
This Is Why Almost Relationships Are Toxic
We cannot keep someone who doesn’t want to be kept in the first place. It is magical, superficial. It is as if all the love you are giving away for so long on wrong people finally found its way back into you. It is as if the reality of love Continue Reading
Spring day
Snow dust starts to vanish. Trees began to grow leaves. Flowers soon to bloom. Here I am walking on a hill. Where a man was waving. He seems waiting and yearning for me. His eyes are sparkling And his smile brightens me. He is the most warmest sunshine I’ve ever Continue Reading
Naive Heart
I spent winter all days of my life. Walking on valley of loneliness, Where my heart was longing for happiness. Though grass were greener in pastures And wild flowers welcomes me, They withers as my fingers touch. I saw a big bear from afar. We met halfway and smiled at Continue Reading
Open Letter to the Woman I’d One Day Marry
You are currently nameless. You don’t have a name. You are somewhere out there living your life, sipping a coffee in a coffee shop, taking pictures near the beach and watching as raindrops slide down the window of your room. You are clueless about my existence. You don’t even know Continue Reading
You Thought It’s The BEST THING That You Never Had
I thought it’s the best thing that I never had. This is for every one who thinks that their life is already done when every thing they had in mind and planned for their own did not end up so well. This is for every one who thinks that they Continue Reading
Do Not Court Her… Yet
Please, do not court her… yet. Think about your decision. Ponder about this choice. Let your feelings subside and then decide when you are already not intoxicated by your own emotions because this is a decision both of you don’t want to regret. Most people, especially the impulsive ones, regret Continue Reading
Naniwala Ako sa Himala, Simula ‘nung Nakilala Kita
They says that life is very strange. Some says that life is also weird. Marami ding nagsasabi na “love” is mysterious. On the other hand, “love” is a designed masterpiece. Marami nang kanta ang naisulat but then it never measured kung gaanu ka-simple ang definition ng buhay at pag-ibig. Those Continue Reading
Nature says “I love you”
My spirit knows I’m not alone but my flesh says the opposite. The lies of the enemy are so eager to contain my whole being. Family and friends may leave us for some reasons, but God will never abandon us. We may not feel it but He will find ways Continue Reading
I Asked God
I asked God If it’s possible for Him To just take you to The farthest place you know Perhaps there it will be easier To fight over admiration Perhaps there it will be easier To move over to other inspirations I asked God If it’s possible to put my heart Continue Reading
The Truth about Falling Deeply in Love in your Early 20s
“Let me tell you how it feels like to fall deeply in love in your early 20s.” When you fall at your early 20s, you tend to overthink too much. You’re anxious about what the future holds because this time, all you’ve wanted is to be so certain. You’re no Continue Reading
No one cares.
My thoughts is eating me Still, no one can see.. no one will ever see I’ve never felt something before Only this painful mask I wore That can only be seen my fake emotions Because of my choices that can’t be considered as option Sadness and loneliness Emptiness and nothingness Continue Reading
I am not moving on
Hello there my dear.. How are you today? I missed you already, Nah, that was such an understatement for how I really felt since you left. I’ve been crying for so many nights that I already reached the point where tears are no longer enough to express how sad I was. Continue Reading
Kahit may iba ka na, ikaw pa rin sinta
Alam mo bang mahal pa rin kita? Kahit may iba ka na, ikaw pa rin sinta. Ilang patak pa ba ng luha? Ilang umaga pa bang tutulala? Ang sakit sakit na pero ikaw pa rin talaga. Masaya ka na sa kaniya, nakikita ko sayong mga mata. Paano ba maging masaya Continue Reading
The one who went away
Maybe it will never work with anyone else, because I find bits and pieces of you in every man I meet. And I know that deep in my heart, it will always come down to you. And no one will be as close to the man you were when you Continue Reading
To my Seawoman
Have we met at the right time? Two lovers, who are oceans apart. We have just started to be together, But I have let you down recently. Unlike other guys that pursue you, I can’t give enough time I can’t give enough attention There are times that you’re down and Continue Reading
I Hate Counting
I found myself counting and that was the time I realized — I didn’t mind. I didn’t mind the lost hours, minutes, seconds. All I do is watch — as these turned into days, weeks, and months. I didn’t mind losing sleep, I was in too deep as I count Continue Reading
Let me get to myself first, so I can get to you
They say you only live once, so live and love as much as you can. But then, they never said what happens when you heart gets broken, your mind addled and your soul wandering aimlessly. Nobody gives out a survival kit for when that “my-world-is-crashing-down” bit would happen. There might Continue Reading
Time Will Tell When to Let Go
Learn to let go when there’s nothing more to hold on with. Learn to believe that the right person will always make it worth the fight — the right person never leaves. But if the person whom you believed to be right didn’t stay, choose to leave the past behind Continue Reading