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You still exist.

You still exist. In every short glances at places that holds a piece of what we had. In the lingering memories that chases me when passing by memorable places, unplanned. In every slowed down walk to look back as I relive the moments in my mind. In countless blinking of Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

HE/SHE’S A PART OF IT

“HE/SHE’S A PART OF IT” They say “You are responsible of your own feelings and expectations. No one is forcing you to feel that, to expect that.” Yes. It’s true!  But come to think of it. That particular person, he/she made a PART of it. You won’t feel anything, if Continue Reading

Categories Confessions

Takot akong sumugal,muli.

There is this feeling na natatakot akong sumubok muli dahil sa nakaraan. Natatakot akong mag commit sa mga bagay bagay. Natatakot ako sa mga darating na problema. I am sorry pero ang selfish ko sa part na to. Kung alam mo lang kung gaano ko gustong sambitin,ang mga katagang nais Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

PARA SA KRISTYANONG INLAB

“Ayaw kong lumayo sa plano Mo Dahil the best ‘yong galing Sa’yo Ayaw kong lumayo sa kalooban mo Kung itong nadarama’y hindi galing Sa’yo Please Panginoon pakitanggal po Ayaw kong pangunahan ang plano Mo Pero kung sya na talaga Lord God tulungan Mo ‘ko ha Ayaw kong mabulilyaso ang plano Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

PAANO NA TAYO, BES?

Isa. Dalawa. Tatlo. Ilang hakbang pa.Dahan-dahan akong naglalakad habang nakatuon sa akin ang kanilang mga mataPero malabo silang lahat dahil sayo lang ako nakatingin sintaDinadama ko ang bawat segundo’t minuto ng pinakamahalagang araw na itoDati ay pangarap ko lang ang lahat ng ito, hindi ko inakalang magkakatotooNaaalala mo pa ba Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

MUNTIK KA NANG NAGING AKIN

Minsan tinanong ako ng kaibigan ko,Ano nga ba ang nagustuhan ko sa’yo?Simple lang naman ang naging sagot koSobrang masaya ako sa tuwing nasa piling mo. Oo, naging masaya ako. Ngunit lingid sa aking kaalamanKaligayahang iyon ay panandalian langKapalit ng bawat ngiti’t tawang iyong hatidWagas na sakit at pait na aking Continue Reading

Categories Depression

Ngayon, ako ay sumuko.

Pagkaraan ng mahigit 2 taon nabuksan ko ulit ang accoung na ito, buti na lang at naisulat ko sa isang notebook ang username at password para dito. Mahilig talaga ako sa pagsusulat, kaya naman noong maikwento sa akin ng aking guro sa Grade 12 and site na ito ay agad Continue Reading

Categories Confessions

In my dream, you were with me

I woke up today remembering the dream I had last night. You were with me, lying in our stomach. You suddenly asked me… “Was there someone knew about it?” Me replying with “About what?” Then you looked at me saying with low voice. “About us.” I looked at you and Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

To The Woman Out There Who Still Believes In Old-Fashioned Courtship

Yes, we exist some of them are quite busy developing as a man worthy of you someday. Some of them are observing you from a distance. And Some of them are taking risk to know you closely. We’re hoping that you won’t close your doors considering you are wounded from the past and we’re hoping that you’d stay strong because you’re worth the wait. -DurianWarrior

Categories Waiting

TULALA

Tulala sa kawalan. Mukhang parang may tinititigan pero nasa kawalan. Napapagod, gustong matulog. Napapagod, gustong kumilos Napapagod, gustong umalis. Napapagod, gustong manahimik. Napapagod, gustong mawala. Napapagod, gustong makita. Napapagod, gustong mahanap. Napapagod, gustong makalimot. Hintay. Maghintay ka sa araw na lahat ay ayos na. Maghintay ka, kapag ito ay tapos Continue Reading

Categories Confessions

kokombam

napaka blangko ng lahat ngayon di ko na alam.. wala na yung mga panagarap. wala na yung masasayang panaginip.. wala na ang mga plano,, wala nako nararamdaman,,   akala ko pag may kasama nako di ko mararamdaman ang mag isa.. kaso mas naging malungkot ang buhay  na puro saya.

Categories Poetry

Back to MY SELF again

I get up every dayStruggling from this so-called painTrying to get me back on trackFrom all the noises inside my headthat keeps on repeating like a broken record. I’ve battled so hard and bruised myselfthose scars lived within me.Some are healed and some are unhealed.I still have wounds that hurt Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

The One That Got Away?

I’ve known him for almost six years now and still everything is clear on my mind on how I known him and how I saw him for the first time, even the moment I said yes when he asked me to be his girlfriend. I was too young back then Continue Reading

Categories Move On

Saya

Nag aalangan man ako sa unang pagdating mo, Sa paglipas ng ilang araw ito’y nabago mo. Kahit hindi pa klaro ang intensyon mo, Handa na ako ulit buksan ang posibilidad na magiging bahagi ka ng araw-araw ko. Lumipas ang ilang araw, linggo’t buwan Pag aalala’y naiibsan, Pagkausap ka, pag-ngiti koy Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

I Want To Tell You Someday

I want to bake cakes for your birthdays. I want to give you gifts like watches, so that you’ll remember me when you look at it. I want to tap you when you’re not so confident and say, “You can do it. I’m praying for you.” but most of the Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

I Am A Work In Progress

I am unlovable and I am fully aware. I can be apathetic, rude, and careless. I am not the best that there is in this world. I am not who you want me to be. I am scarred. Lonely most of the time. I smile but it does not really Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

Ang hinog sa pilit, ang kalalabasan ay laging pangit

I. Pagkilala   Noong una kitang makilala, isa ka lang sa mga karaniwan kong kaibigan. Ni hindi nga kita gaanong nakakausap.   Ngunit mapaglaro ang tadhana, binigyan ako ng pagkakataon na mas makilala ka. Ang madalang na pagku-kumustahan ay nauwi sa araw-araw na pag-uusap. Ang dating magkaibigan… nagka-ibigan. Hindi ko Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Unheard Agony

To the one who left me broken, thank you and to the girl that push me in the pit, please be careful. After a month, I tried to put myself again while Im in agony. I was devastated to the storm that you left. Gusto ko maramdaman ang sakit na Continue Reading

Categories Faith

Love Letter written on a filthy bench

  To the Lover of My Soul, I clearly remember the first day I met you. That day I was sitting on the filthy bench with hopeless eyes staring at people passing by. For hours I would ponder, will this end? Will there be hope? Scenarios were flashing like a Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

pornks

nagpursue ka ng taong matanda sayo,, kase sa experience.. ano to tulad sa porn na milf,, feeling mo kakainggitan ka kase ang makakasex mo mas may experience.. challenge sa tiktok na susunod sa lahat ng gusto mo. o parang nanay mo na ibibigay lahat sayo,,materyal suporta pagmamahal..   edad lang Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

YOU DID IT AGAIN!

You did it again!That same thing you said you wouldn’t do.Here you are again.Punishing yourself for doing the same mistake. Thoughts are surging your mind.Questions devour your head.What will I do? Where will I go?Will I run away or will I run to you?In moments where direction is unknownIn times you’re Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Naghintay at Maghihintay

Gaano ka na katagal naghihintay? Naghihintay sa mga bagay na hindi mo alam kung kailan darating o kung darating pa nga ba Naghihintay na balang araw ang inipon mong karanasan ay maibahagi na sa iba sapagkat nakamit mo na ang laman ng iyong mga panalangin. Maka ilang ulit mo na Continue Reading