Isang Liham para kay J

February, 2018. The day na nagkasalubong tayo; you were going somewhere I cannot even remember, and I was going to a meeting. There’s nothing special on how we crossed our paths that day. Except for one thing: I hugged you for the first time. ‘Di ko rin alam kung bakit kita niyakap no’n. Siguro kasi… Continue reading Isang Liham para kay J

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Love the Process

To you who are struggling right now. To you is in pained right now. To you who feel your situation doesn’t make any sense. Know that it is part of the process. Importante na pagdaanan mo yan. Wag mag shortcut to escape the pain. In that way, you will learn what you have to learn.… Continue reading Love the Process

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Dekada

Nagsimula ang lahat sa isang simpleng pang – aasar sakin ng mga kaibigan ko. Isa ka kasing halimbawa ng lalaking kahit sino man ay mapapahanga ang lahat . Ang agwat ng edad natin ay napakalayo ako ay 12 taon gulang ikaw naman ay 19 taon. Noong una nagsimula lang sa simpleng paghanga dala ng kakisigan… Continue reading Dekada

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Paalam sa ilalim ng ulan

Ang lamig ng gabi nung ika’y umalis. Tulad ng pagpatak ng ulan sa langit, ganun kataas nahulog ang aking sarili. Alam ko na hindi na dapat ako naghabol pero itong puso kong tuliro ay ‘di papipigil. Ayoko na sana, sinubukan kong tumakbo papalauo ngunit pilit pa ring bumabalik sa iyo. Nagtatalo na ang aking puso’t… Continue reading Paalam sa ilalim ng ulan

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Para kay K

Tatlong salita ang nagsimula ng ating kwento. I love you. Pero tatlong salita rin ang tumapos dito. I kissed her. My heart didn’t just break, it shattered. Durog na durog. Wasak na wasak. ‘Yung apat na taon natin nagwakas sa tatlong salita. It was the very first time in my life that I felt empty inside. ‘Yun… Continue reading Para kay K

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Masaya Naman Pala: I Am Free

Napakasarap pala sa pakiramdam na ang dati kong pinagdaanan eh ngayon akin ng pinagtatawanan. Ilang taon din akong sunod sunoran sa aking nararamdaman na hindi ko mawari kung ano nga ba ang pinag.mulan. Ilang taon din akong naging tanga kakaasa na baka akin ka kahit kitang-kita naman na hindi talaga. Ilang taon din na ika’y… Continue reading Masaya Naman Pala: I Am Free

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You Had Me at “Kain Tayo”

I never liked you back then. So your “Kain Tayo” was not really a big deal for me. I even declined every time. Ngunit isang beses kumain tayo sa Greenwich, naramdaman kong gumaan agad ang loob mo sa akin. Mas nakilala kita. Ang totoong ikaw. Na hindi nakita ng iba. Kaya noong lumipas ang mga… Continue reading You Had Me at “Kain Tayo”

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We

We dared to dream. We took risks. We climbed mountains. We dived into the oceans. We jumped from cliffs. We run. We fall. We drowned. We crashed. We will rise again.

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Two Little Steps

Everyday, I take two little steps forward steps going away from you as I slowly pick up the pieces that once belonged to you. Everyday, I try to unlove you to make myself believe again that everything will all get better if I love myself harder. Everyday, I stop hoping that one day you’ll realise… Continue reading Two Little Steps

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Sorry

Sorry I had your hopes set high Sending signals I couldn’t deny But what I see is a good companion Not that thing- that’s forever in union Sorry, I am fond of making you smile Taking our conversations into another mile I tried to go deeper, I admit. But beyond friendship? I can’t commit. Sorry,… Continue reading Sorry

TULANG WALANG TITULO

Gusto kong simulan sa kung paanong ang lahat ay nagtapos, Yung tipong ang malayang ako , sa kalungkutan na ay nakagapos, Hindi dahil sa ikaw ay nawala, kundi dahil sa kung ano ang iyong mga ginagawa. Oo, mga ginagawa mo na hindi ko na ginusto, Ginagawa mo na nagtulak upang mapagod na rin itong puso… Continue reading TULANG WALANG TITULO

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“I just left”

Regret. Emptiness. Pain. Lost. Anguished. YOU. I walked out. I ended things. I was committed into a toxic relationship when you came into my life. I fell in love with you in the wrong time so I didn’t tell you. I ended the relationship to think, so soon as I’m whole again I can be… Continue reading “I just left”

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Malungkot, pero kakayanin ko

Sa tuwing nakikita ka, masaya ako. Sa bawat simpleng pag-sulyap sa’yo, nakukumpleto ang araw ko. Talagang ikaw ang aking gusto. Matagal ko nang nalaman ito, pero pilit ko pa ring tinatago. Kailangang pigilan ang sarili na lapitan at kausapin ka. Kailangan kong maging matapang. Maging matapang na ipakita na para sa akin, ikaw ay wala… Continue reading Malungkot, pero kakayanin ko

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The Man Spirited Woman

I am a woman, but I am gutsier than that man I secretly loved a man for 7 years Soon enough I confessed to him my feelings “You’re still young, focus on your studies” he said.  Rejected.  I am a woman, but I am smarter than that man I was not so in love and… Continue reading The Man Spirited Woman

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getting there…

… I have imagined this conversation a thousand times that it is old news and yet every time I do, fresh tears still come streaming… … I have a lot of questions and as I imagine you answer each one of them, the conversation takes unexpected turns, road blocks and eventually dead ends… … yes… Continue reading getting there…

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Bye My Almost

Instead of sitting someone down to talk about our feelings, we play guessing games. We avoid asking questions about labels because we are worried about coming across as clingy or desperate or controlling. We let the love of our lives get away because we are holding back our emotions, censoring our conversations, raising our guards.… Continue reading Bye My Almost

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