Dear You, I’ve learned a lot from what we had yesterday. You taught me grace. You taught me love. You taught me patience. You taught me hope. I’ve been growing because of what we had yesterday. And because of you leaving, I found more of myself. I found my strengths, I found my passion. I’ve… Continue reading To the Man who was Unsure II
Category: Move On
To You Who Took the Risk
Dear You, I wonder how it happened. But it started somewhere. Everything starts at somewhere… Somewhere between my mind and my heart, I found something wonderful. Something that made me believe again. Somewhere along the aisle of my life, I found your words. Your words that was tested through time. Somewhere between my what ifs… Continue reading To You Who Took the Risk
Move to, HINDI Move on.
Dear You, Tayo’y masaya at nananahimik. Paglipas ng panahon, ako’y sayo’t ika’y akin. Ngunit bakit nawala sa ihip ng hangin? Anong nangyari sa atin? Sabi mo kailangan mo ng pahinga. Sabi mo kailangan mo ng space. Sabi mo kailangan mo ng oras. Sabi mo kailangan mo ng timing. Ngunit bakit iba ang iyong kasama? Bakit… Continue reading Move to, HINDI Move on.
Sunrise
One day, you will stop dreaming about the person who doesn’t care. Time will come that you will forget all the lies. You will not remember the way he looked at you, the way he held your hand, and the moment he walked you home. You will understand that you somehow fell for the ghost you… Continue reading Sunrise
I miss you but things have changed… 💔
We used to be so close to each other. We used to talk all day and all night. We used to have kilig chats and texts. But things have changed… You used to be excited to have coffee with me. You used to regularly tell me good morning. You used to bid me good night… Continue reading I miss you but things have changed… 💔
Kakayanin Ko Ding Bumitaw
“I always thought you are the best and I guess I’ll always will” My favorite song for you. Because since 2005 andito ka sa tabi ko,di man palagi pero pag kasama kita gusto ko ng huminto ang oras. Walang taong nagparamdam sa akin ng pag-aalaga na tulad ng sayo. At for the record na sa… Continue reading Kakayanin Ko Ding Bumitaw
A Thank You
The moment when you both chose to part ways Is the time you let yourself stand alone. It’s maybe a hard decision. But how will you know if you don’t try at all. Yes, memories will hit you so hard, just like it did to me However, it will slowly fade in to motions and… Continue reading A Thank You
Awit ng Ibon
Malaya ka na. Sa mga titig kong di maalis-alis Habang kausap ka; Sa mga ngiti kong ayaw maglaho Habang nakangiti at tumatawa ka; Malaya ka na. Sa mga gabing lagi kitang iniisip, Kahit wala naman dapat isipin; Sa mga araw na hanap kita, Kahit di ka naman kailangan. Malaya ka na. Sa mga panahong nami-miss… Continue reading Awit ng Ibon
I Lose the Game
I’m sorry, I lose the game. You won! Okay, I remember the line you once spoken… “Alkansi jud ang ma-fall.” For nights, it has been my choice to not go online. Yes, I was capable but I chose not to, for myself and for you. It is truly hard ignoring your texts, muting our messenger… Continue reading I Lose the Game
Hurt Till You Hurt No More
Moving on is never that easy. Letting go was meant to be hard. And loving someone who’s clearly over you is painful in ways you don’t understand. Nandyan yung naghihintay ka sa mga tawag niya kahit imposibleng tumawag siya. Nandyan yung update ka ng update sa my day mo kasi nagbabasakali kang titingin siya. Nagbabasakaling… Continue reading Hurt Till You Hurt No More
Tips Para Umusad Ka Na Agad sa Ex Mo Kasi Hindi Ka Naman Pagong (bakit ang bagal mo? charot)
RAVAN PARA SA PAG-USAD Mag-Biyernes Santong mukha-Umiyak-Magalit Normal naman to sa lahat ng break up. Feeling ko ito talaga ‘yung pinaka-mahabang parte ng proseso para sa “ravan” nating mga niloko/iniwanan sa ere/pineste/ginamit lang/ginawang option/pinaasang may forever kahit sa por-EVERWING na lang talaga yan… lahat na ng maisipan mong kawalang hiyaan ng ex mo. Kesyo ex… Continue reading Tips Para Umusad Ka Na Agad sa Ex Mo Kasi Hindi Ka Naman Pagong (bakit ang bagal mo? charot)
An Open Letter to The Guy Who Left my Feelings Hanging—
You knew what I felt from the very beginning, yet you didn’t say a word. I never received anything not even a rejection, even though it was clear for me that the feelings weren’t mutual. But for you, you believed that I have the right to feel what I feel. Because there was no rejection,… Continue reading An Open Letter to The Guy Who Left my Feelings Hanging—
Where do I go from here…?
Where do broken hearts go? I can’t eat, can’t fall asleep and immediately when I wake up, my thoughts of you are coming in. So this is how broken hearted people feels like. I’m having difficulty already. I always have to listen to something so that outside sound can overpower my thoughts. I listen to… Continue reading Where do I go from here…?
WHY I HELD ON WHEN CLEARLY I SHOULD BE LETTING GO
I will be honest enough to admit that the only reason I was afraid to let go is my fear of being alone in this life. I thought that if I have someone, I will be happy and that I will not have to grow old alone. This thought crippled me and blinded me to… Continue reading WHY I HELD ON WHEN CLEARLY I SHOULD BE LETTING GO
Hindi Na Kita Naaalala
Lahat ng tungkol sayo, nakalimutan ko na. Ang tawa mo Ang boses mo Ang salita mo Hindi ko na marinig sa diwa ko ang tunog mo. Lahat ng tungkol sayo, kinalimutan ko na. Ang muka mo Ang ngiti mo Ang tingin mo Hindi ko na makita sa isip ko ang itsura mo. Lahat… Continue reading Hindi Na Kita Naaalala
To The One Who Shall Not Be Named
It was summer of 2018 when I first saw her. I was there for a job interview, nothing special, pero di ko akalain siya na pala ung taong mamahalin ko. Ang unang babae na mamahalin ko. It was risky and new. Risky because I knew when I fall, alam ko talaga that I will fall… Continue reading To The One Who Shall Not Be Named
Para sa aking sarili na nagmahal ng lubos ngunit luha ang bumuhos.
Para sa aking sarili na nagmahal ng lubos ngunit luha ang bumuhos. Self, nakikita ko na hirap kana sa dinadala mo, pagod ka na dahil sa bigat ng nararamdaman mo. Nauubos na ung lakas na meron ka dahil sa mga naiisip mo. Hindi n din makita ung mgagandang ngiti na kaya mong dalhin sa kahit… Continue reading Para sa aking sarili na nagmahal ng lubos ngunit luha ang bumuhos.
REVERIE [A Daydream]
I’m a prisoner in paradise ’till you finally broke the ice The hopeless becomes hopeful And I felt so grateful. I can’t explain the feeling It hits me as fast as lightning It’s as if I’m barely breathing The moment we started talking I remember the first time we, Hold hands, we’re so carefree For… Continue reading REVERIE [A Daydream]
Tapos Na
Alam kong darating ako sa puntong makakausad din ako sa ating kwento. Paulit ulit na lumalaban araw araw pero hindi ko namamalayan, hindi na pala kita mahal Unti unting nabubura ang mga alaala kasabay ng panalangin na gusto na kitang makalimutan Siguro nga matagal, mahabang proseso ang kailangang pagdaanan pero pag dumating ka na sa… Continue reading Tapos Na
There is beauty in every ending
In life, we tend to be surprised. Unexpected people come, unexpected moments begin, unexpected changes take place. Every beginning taught me that endings are always possible. I was gullible and innocent before. I just went along with everyone who chose to enter my life. I left my heart unguarded. I was always hopeful. I was… Continue reading There is beauty in every ending
Letters of the Shore
It made me realized that the fastest it was written, the fastest it will fade away. You will see it beautiful written in soft, firm, beautiful sand, it is quietly amazing. It made me feel special seeing my name in that shore. But when the wave comes near it easily fades out. The same with… Continue reading Letters of the Shore
Doon Ka Na Kung Saan Masaya Ka
Hindi lahat ng pinaglalaban ay kalaban-laban May mga laban din na mas nakabubuting sukuan na lamang. Yan ang natutunan ko ng magmahal ako ng taong hindi ako ang mahal. Ganun pala ang pakiramdam, kasama mo siya pero iba ang pangalang binabanggit niya. Kasama mo siya pero nakikita mong nasa iba ang atensyon niya. Iba ang… Continue reading Doon Ka Na Kung Saan Masaya Ka
Pagbitaw
Ako ay nabigla, nagalit, nang aksidenteng nalaman Na ako ay pinagpalit mo nang walang kalaban-laban. Ilang buwang luksa, ubos ng luha, hanggang natauhan: Hindi kawalan ang taong hindi ako kayang ipaglaban At lalong hindi iniiyakan ang ‘di umaamin harap-harapan. Posibleng panahon at pananaw natin ay ‘di tumugma, Kung ako’y nagkulang, patawarin mo sana, Ngunit alam… Continue reading Pagbitaw
I Just Have to Give It Time
It’s that time of the night It’s that time of the night where emotions are kicking in and sleepiness is still far from coming It’s that time of the night where sadness is the only feeling even if you’re trying to turn on all your senses It’s that time of the night that is very… Continue reading I Just Have to Give It Time
Wag Sayangin
May lungkot Sa iyong mga mata Na dinadaan Sa iyong mga ngiti Akala mo makakaya mo Na sarilinin ang lahat Tila napapagod kana Tila kala mo Wala nang pag-asa Wag mong isipin Na walang nagmamahal sayo Wag mong isipin Na walang tutulong saiyo Wag mong Sayangin Ang buhay mo. Wag mong sayangin Ang oras mo
Bagong Kabanata
Kung pag-ibig ang pag-uusapan Parang napakarami na naging kasulatan Mapa-libro man o post sa social media Usapang puso’y patok sa takilya. May mga pagkakataong mapapaisip at matutula Dahil sa mga katagang makikita’t mababasa Na parang bang tumatatak at hindi maalis isipan At tatagos sa kasalukuyang nararamdaman. Sa bawat salita ay may kuwento Sa bawat linya… Continue reading Bagong Kabanata
Healing In Between Letting Go
While I was trying to heal you I was bleeding too While I was trying to keep you I was losing myself – yes I do Now I am sorry for finally leaving No more fighting My love, I need to start choosing and to you, I am drifting I am going to somewhere to… Continue reading Healing In Between Letting Go
End of conversation
Ilang araw na rin pala ang nakalipas noong huli tayong nag-usap. Hindi ko lang maintindihan, anong nangyari sayo? Sa atin? May nagawa ba ‘ko? O umaasa lang talaga ko na mayroon sa ating dalawa? Siguro ito na talaga ang huli. Tatanggapin ko na ang mga bagay na sa una pa lang ay ilusyon ko lang… Continue reading End of conversation
Let Me Wallow
There are these nights when nothing feels right but to get drown with the thought that we, you and me, are never going to happen. That night, when I asked you to make it clear and make our thing stop, I was actually hoping the exact opposite of your answer. “Agree.” I was actually… Continue reading Let Me Wallow
“Cheating turned to happiness: I stopped dwelling on my past and started being excited of my future”
“Cheating turned to happiness: I stopped dwelling on my past and started being excited of my future” Honey, we started lowkey but happy. We’ve always adore each other. Would always find time to ask one another how our day went amidst our busy schedule. We were happy even on small things, on silly conversations. We… Continue reading “Cheating turned to happiness: I stopped dwelling on my past and started being excited of my future”