I should save you before it all messed up. I never had the courage to proved my existence. I was never a good man. I’m trying to be better, improved. I always promised, I’m not the same mistake again but we ended. Now I faced the same fate. I thought Continue Reading
Relationships
I feel like I’m losing you
All I want is a perfect relationship with someone, no limits and no boundaries, no expectation and no worries. For 5 years I always looking for that someone who I can lived with this expectation. Who I can share the same fate. I wanted the ending that was the similar Continue Reading
I Failed
I’m going through healing by God’s grace Tumagal ng ilang taon yung relationship namin. Syempre hindi naging madali yun, andaming struggles yung pinag daanan namin. He, for being obsess, possessive and sex addict. I, for being self-centered and submissive. Nagkakilala kami sa dorm, nag usap about his artworks and hobbies, Continue Reading
Are you not ready?
Are you really afraid of risking? Are you really afraid of falling in Love? Hindi ka ba talaga ready? Siguro yung iba oo, pero sometimes Hindi. Natatakot tayong magrisk, nagdo-doubt tayo kung tama ba yung taong susugalan natin, and sometimes it’s not all about being afraid, may certain tao ka Continue Reading
My anxiety was God’s cue
I am letting you go. The thought and the fantasy of being with you. That someday we’ll be together. It’s only been a while, yet it feels like a thousand days. You boldly opened your soul to me; unhesitatingly allowing me to immerse deeply in you. You told me things; Continue Reading
But If You Loved Me (the way they said you did)
I was on my breaking point way back then You hold my hand and said “I can” Day by day, you’re always there Making me feel that everything’s ok Everybody says you love me Everybody says you’re good for me But never i’ve got the chance to ask Never, never Continue Reading
Preventive Ways to Lessen the Hurt from Being Friend Zoned ni Guy
C.S. Lewis, in his book The Four Loves, describes what usually happens sa friendship between a guy and a girl. “the friendship which arises between them will very easily pass – may pass in the first half hour – into erotic love.” “Indeed, unless they are physically repulsive to each Continue Reading
Para sa Taong gusto ko pero may gusto nang iba
Ang dami kong gustong sabihin. Pero siguro, sa akin na lang yun. Ayoko naman magmukhang kawawa sayo. Nakakadurog lang kase sa dibdib, na malaman kong may gusto ka nang iba. Sa katunayan, inexpect ko na to. Na darating din tong araw na to. Ang sakin lang naman, napapaisip ako… ano Continue Reading
Game over
Yung moment na matagal sya nag mukmok dahil sa sakit na nararamdaman nya sa lahat ng heart aches na binigay at pinaramdam mo sakanya. Ngayong okay na sya doon ka babalik bigla kung kailan naka move on na sya saka mo guguluhin ulit yung buhay nya. Mahal mo sya pero Continue Reading
Kung Nakokonsensya Ka Na, Puwes Magpaalam Ka
Na-flatter kita ng attention ko. Tinitext kasi kita, tinatawagan. Timing yata ako palagi kasi you reply to me naman. ‘Di ko alam kung bored ka lang nung mga time na ‘yon. Baka nahihiya ka sa akin. O ayaw mong maging rude or suplado ang iyong dating. Confident naman ako sa Continue Reading
My Love Story. Ha. ha. (Page 1 of infinity)
So sabi nila maganda saw sya. Well cguro nga. Marami na sya nakasama lalake. Mahilag sya uminom at mag yosi. Same “hobby” namin. So it was inevitable na mag-kasama kami. She had an aura of mystery about her. She was quite reserved and unassuming pag nasa bar kami kasama mga Continue Reading
Unti Unti Kang Nawala
Ikaw ang lumapit. Nananahimik ako. Naging “consistent” ka, Nung una nga lang May pa-good morning at good night ka pa. Minsan pa, “Kumain ka na ba?” Dumating ang oras na tinanong na kita, “Ano ba itong ginagawa natin?” “Ano bang intention mo talaga” “Baka yung nararamdaman ko maiba na.” Sagot Continue Reading
Gusto, Pero Hindi Pwede.
Naisip nanaman kita kaya napasulat ako. Lagi ko kasi iniisip bakit kaya hindi pwede? We liked each other, we both even admitted. Pareho tayong single, sure ako diyan, so I thought, we are at the right pace. Kaso, nagbago ang lahat. Fast forward today, sa hindi ko malamang dahilan, lagi Continue Reading
Bakit??? Paano?
Paano ba magparaya? Kung ang tanging gusto mo ay siya, Paano bang makalimot? Kung palagi mo siyang nakikita. Bakit nga ba mahirap magmahal? Bakit kailangan pang masaktan? Kung pwede lang sanang puso ay turuan, Damdamin ko’y pipigilan. Pilit kong itinitigil, Sayang nararamdaman, Pilit kong tinitikom ngiti sa mga labi, Pero Continue Reading
Mahal pa rin kita
Magandang buhay jhunelloves! Kumusta ka na? Masaya ka na ba? Alam ko naman may iba ka na. Pero sana mabasa mo to. Gusto ko malaman mo na minamahal pa rin kita. Hindi nagbabago pagmamahal ko sayo kahit masakit. Mahirap pero kailangan kong tanggapin. Miss na kita. Nami miss mo rin Continue Reading
A Door Closed by COVID
February 22. I saw you and naisip ko ang amazing mo naman. You seemed carefree. Hindi atat ma-in love di tulad ng iba diyan. I like that about you. There is no rush. Only laughter. No pressure. Just fun. Kaya ginusto kong mas makilala ka. Malaman yung mga bagay that Continue Reading
Kaibigan
Taong nandyan sayo sa oras na siya’y kailangan, Gabay sa tuwina kapag ika’y patungo sa kawalan. Siya ang taong kaya kang ipaglaban, Sa mga taong ika’y inaapi at kinakalaban. Kanyang kamay ay laging bukas, Handang hawakan ka at maging iyong lakas, Kaagapay sa tuwina sa problemang malalim ang bakas, Hindi Continue Reading
Hey! Brave heart 💙
Hey brave heart! I know you’ve been weary and feeling drowned. You keep smillin to everyone to mask your frown.. I hope you will never loose hope and keep your crown For someday.. someone will come to turn everything up side down.. Hey brave heart! You’ve been battling so great Continue Reading
Pusong sawi sa pag-ibig
Unang tibok ng puso ko, sayo natagpuan ito, wari’y sinag ngaraw ang pag-ibig mo, na nagbigaymadilim na mundo ko. Mga alaala nating nagdaan, ay puno ng pagmamahalan, Continue Reading
Selda
Hindi maalis sa isipan ang seldang kinamulatan Ang selda na nagsilbing dahilan upang mas maging matatag sa isang araw sa loob ng piitan Ang selda na nagbigay leksyon at nabigay direksyon kung saan nga ba tayo tutungo Isang araw na puno ng iyakan at pag mamakaawa sa taong dahilan kung Continue Reading
For Someone Who Belongs To My Future (An Open Letter)
Dear you, I hope you find this letter well.I would like to start by saying, Thank you.Thank you for praying and patiently waiting for me. I have been looking forward for this day to happen- Where I can finally meet you and tell you how much I love you.I know Continue Reading
What I’ve learned from the boys who almost loved me.
To the boys who almost loved me before, I thank you for coming into my life. It was indeed sad when you decided to leave, but now I’m finally able to start learning from the lessons you’ve left behind. With each hesitation, I’ve found my answers. With each uncertainty, I’m reaching a point of clarity.
Pag ibig
Minsan tayo ay nasasaktan Sa mga taong magaling mang iwan Pinag palit tayo sa mga sexy at maganda Pero para sa atin ayus lang talaga Pag ibig na akala natin talaga bakit ang pag ibig na iyon ay kinuha ng iba Na dapat para lang sayoh talaga ngunit inaangkin na Continue Reading
Aking Kaibigan
Oh Aking kaibigan Na laging andian Para akoy tulungan Sa oras na akoy na nganga ilangan Ang Turing ko a sayo ay parang kapatid na Kase sa Tuwing akoy may problema Ginagawa mo ang lahat upang akoy mapasaya KYa ng papasalamat ako sayo Kase nGing parte ka ng buhay ko Continue Reading
“pagod na”
“PAGOD NA” Isang salita na lagi kung nadarama Sa pang araw-araw kung pakikipagsalamuha Walang sino man ang nakatanggal Wala din naman taong magtatagal. Pagod na ako sa lahat ng aking naranasan Pwede bang ipagpaliban mo na yan Baka di ko na makayanan At makagawa na ako sa dios ng kasalanan Continue Reading
Sa tabi mo
Unang gabi na kasama ka Parang may mali bat andito ka Di ako sanay na katabi ka Dahil biglaang kasama ka Gabi na ngunit dpa ako makatulog, Tinititigan mukha mong tulog Gabi na d pa ako inaantok Ikaw namn antok na antok Niyakap moko ng mahigpit At pilit akoy iyong Continue Reading
On Love and Investments
“The higher the risk, the higher the return – but invest wisely, especially when it’s your time and love that you’re investing.”
PAG- IBIG
Pag ikaw ay aking kasama parang langit nadarama Bawat araw ay masaya At walang katapusang ligaya Ganito pala ang makiramdam Kapag ika’y pinagmamasdan Parang langit nadarama Kapag ikaw ay masilayan Parang walang katapusan Ang aking tinatamasa At ating pagsasama Sa mundong puno ng paasa Lahat pala may katapusan Kaya Continue Reading
ANG ATING GABAY
A Whiff of Thought…
When a challenge summons a committed heart, it aims for, mostly, a permanent resolve. The uncertain, on the other hand, takes off.