Alam kong matagal ka nang naghihintay. Matagal ka nang nag-hahanda. Ngunit patawad, Kaibigan. Dahil gusto kita pero hindi kita kayang mahalin. Patawarin mo ako kung hindi ko kayang i-pagsigawan. O sabihin man lang sayo ng harapan ang nararamdaman. Patawarin mo ako kung hindi kita mapahalagahan sa paraan na dapat mo sanang nararanasan. Patawarin mo ko… Continue reading Gusto kita pero
Category: Relationships
Akala ko kanta lang yun, totoo na pala…
We sing to let our hearts, pero sinong mag-aakala na magkakatotoo ang mga kantang inawit mo. Naaalala ko yung gabing kumanta ako sa KTV. Akala ko trip ko lang yung line up ng mga kanta, sabay kontra sa bawat lyrics na masasakit. Halika’t makiusisa saking playlist. Kathang Isip — unang kanta na aking inawit. Sa… Continue reading Akala ko kanta lang yun, totoo na pala…
This Tired Heart..
There’s this heart and it is strong This heart fought so many battles It knows no fear It gives its all It was shattered to pieces countless times But still comes back as whole everytime It doesn’t matter how painful the reason was It doesn’t matter if it still happens everytime This heart can love… Continue reading This Tired Heart..
Selfless.
Nasa punto ako ng buhay ko na lahat isusugal ko para sa taong nasa paligid ko, lalo na kung kaibigan ko at lalong lalo na sa taong mahal ko. Onti-onti akong naliliwanagan na kapag selfless ka, dapat handa kang walang matanggap pabalik. Ginusto ko namang sumugal, ginusto ko naman gawin yun, kaya dapat handa akong… Continue reading Selfless.
“Mahalin mo rin kahit katiting”
ELISA, di ka nag iisa. Dalawa kayo, na nabuong ikaw at ako ngunit nagbago pagdating sa dulo. Mga isip mo’y di matahimik dahil alam mo kung gaano mo minahal ng todo. Sapat na yun alam ko. Mga bagay na hindi na dapat pinag-uusapan ngunit dumarating sa puntong ikaw ang nagiging dahilan. Sabi mo mahal mo… Continue reading “Mahalin mo rin kahit katiting”
mahal kita, kahit kasukosuko ka na.
Ilang beses na akong umiyak nang dahil sayo, Ilang beses na rin akong naniwala na maaayos tayo. Pero bakit parang paulit ulit nalang? Parang lagi nalang? Iiyak, masasaktan, aasa at pag ok na ngingiti nalang. Mahal kita, kahit kasukosuko ka na mahal kita, kahit ako’y pagod na Mahal kita kita kahit na minsan balewala ako… Continue reading mahal kita, kahit kasukosuko ka na.
Let Go and Let God
The verdict has been set, you decided to go on your own journey. But all I wanted was to be part of it. At the time, you told me I thought you were selfish. I felt that you removed my right to be part of your life, but now that we are in the clear,… Continue reading Let Go and Let God
Mahal kita!
Everyone can say “mahal kita or I love you” but not all people can stand on the true meaning of it. For some they say this just to express only what they feel when they are overwhelmed, or when they are happy. It is hard to love someone, without loving God and yourself first. The… Continue reading Mahal kita!
Paalam
Paalam sa masasayang nakaraan, Sa nakaraan na tayong dalawa pa, Naaalala mo pa ba nuon? Sayo lang ako nagiging masaya, Pero sa iba kana pala sumasaya, Naaalala mo pa ba nuon? Sayo lang lang umiikot ang mundo ko, tapos nasa mundo kana pala ng iba, TANGINA Paalam kahit masakit, Paalam kahit ayoko pa Pero Salamat… Continue reading Paalam
Ang Daya Mo!
Ang daya mo Ang daya mo dahil isang ngiti mo lang nahuhulog na uli Ang dayo mo kasi pag may mga banat ka yung puso ko tila di na mapakali Ang daya mo kasi pag tinititigan mo ko hindi ko mapigilang mapangiti Ang daya mo dahil isang salita mo lang ay agad agad akong… Continue reading Ang Daya Mo!
Answer to my Uncertain Feelings
I created the “uncertain feelings” before because I don’t want to hide it to myself anymore, and writing what I truly felt was my last resort to lessen my burden because I’m already tired of analyzing every words and every actions you’re doing to me. I was too focused on decoding your mixed signals, maybe… Continue reading Answer to my Uncertain Feelings
My Unexpected Love
You came in like a storm with no warning Thank you for coming into my life and blowing me off my feet. Thank you for being my puzzle piece I didn’t know I was missing. I thank God that our paths had crossed because if it hadn’t I have no idea where I’d be right… Continue reading My Unexpected Love
Bagong Simula
Ipinalangin ko sa Panginoon na nawa’y makapag usap tayo, dahil nais ko malaman ang dahilan mo. Una ko ipinalangin sa Panginoon na nawa’y tanggalin niya lahat ng negatibong emosyon sa puso ko at ito ay itama Niya para hindi ako maging bulag sa aking paghusga sa’yo. At lalo higit sa lahat maging handa ako kausapin… Continue reading Bagong Simula
Apology
I keep apologising because I’ve been completely in the wrong to be so childish, I wasn’t the friend I should have been but I don’t want to lose you because I think you’re worth holding on to. I’m honestly heartbroken, I’m really upset that I messed up and it was made me miserable for the… Continue reading Apology
Sorry
Sorry I had your hopes set high Sending signals I couldn’t deny But what I see is a good companion Not that thing- that’s forever in union Sorry, I am fond of making you smile Taking our conversations into another mile I tried to go deeper, I admit. But beyond friendship? I can’t commit. Sorry,… Continue reading Sorry
AN OPEN LETTER TO MY NOT GOD’S WILL:
Thank you. Thank you for the moments that we’ve shared. Thank you for showing me that genuine care and affection that I was constantly longing for. Thank you for the glance that you throw on me that little by little grow into many staring and eyes-sparkling. Thank you for listening to my stories and my… Continue reading AN OPEN LETTER TO MY NOT GOD’S WILL:
To all single moms
College time medyo pasaway i meet my bf sa clan that tawag namin is “chatter” world of different clans in 1 clan. Nawalan kami ng contact after a month binalikan ako ng ex ko and he was my 1st bf back then. I get pregnant i was 17 yrs old pero sa ex ko. I… Continue reading To all single moms
Bloodshed
Deep cut wounds eventually heals by far, what it left us is a permanent scar
Katotohanan
Ang katotohanan sa katotohanan na ikaw lang ang nagmahal, ikaw lang ang nasaktan, ikaw lang ang nagpaka tanga. sa una nangako sya na ikaw lang,na ikaw lang ang kanyang mamahalin, Ikalawa sinaktan ka na nya pero kahit inis o hinagpis iyoy tiniis, Ikatlo Nagpa ka tanga, nagpaka tanga ka nanaman na siyay tanggapin na parang… Continue reading Katotohanan
To the Lady who’s been waiting…
Hey! you there. I know you have been waiting. You’ve been waiting for the past few months, years or your entire life maybe. I just want to tell you that you are doing a great job. You’ve been fighting battles that no one knows. I know sometimes you might be impatient. Sometimes you may be… Continue reading To the Lady who’s been waiting…
Guarded
Minsan kailangan muna nating magpanggapPretend like walang nangyariPretend like walang nagbagoHanggang sa itong kawawang puso Ay tuluyang magbago at sumuko For the meantime, let your heart acheHayaan mo muna syang dumugoHayaan mo muna syang magluksa Hayaan mo syang mag wildKarapatan nya yun dahil nasasaktan siya. Nagmahal lang naman siya. Kasalanan nya ba yun? Time comes syay kusa lang… Continue reading Guarded
He is out there
In my past relationships, I have prayed to God to bless it but if He wants to end it I will gladly accept. All the relationships ended. But at some point I was not glad. I was angry most of the time, to myself. I almost hurt myself, but God is good. Actually, God is… Continue reading He is out there
REALITY
These smiles These laughters These are examples of how fake I am. Smiles hide the hurt Laughters conceal the truth Deep inside i have been broke Thoroughly i was messed up I am seriously faking my life What you see isn’t always what you get You can’t see the real ‘Cause i was made for… Continue reading REALITY
Because I have this habit of ending things before it even started.
I don’t want to get confused again. In your actions that even others might question too With your eyes that look at me as if its true To your words that make me overthink. I don’t want to fall from you Coz even I can’t still decipher What you truly feel about me Is still… Continue reading Because I have this habit of ending things before it even started.
Sana Tayo pa rin sa Huli
Nag tapos tayo ng High School ng walang bakas ng kalungkutan. Sobrang saya mo noon kasi finally tayo na. Sinagot kita kasi alam kong magiging masaya ako sayo at gusto kong simulan ang College life ko na kasama ka sa kwentong ‘yon. Ikaw ang unang estraherong lalake na nakahawak sa aking mga kamay kasabay ng… Continue reading Sana Tayo pa rin sa Huli
I WAS HERE
I was here. I am not wishing for good days like that. No, I wouldn’t want to see you looking into my eyes. Maybe by that time, fluttered as I might be, I will just look away as I smile a bit thinking of how heart-warming it is. Darling, I bet that would never happen.… Continue reading I WAS HERE
Untitled
Uy! Saka na lang Marupok ako pagdating sa’yo, grabe naman kasi ang mga masusustansiya mong salita kapag kausap kita, ni-hindi ko namalayan sa’yo pala ay nahulog na. Madami na akong nakuhang advices sa mga kaibigan ko sapagkat gusto ko na talagang umamin sa’yo ngunit hadlang sila sa desisyon kong iyon dahil, maraming pwedeng magbago! Kaya,… Continue reading Untitled
Someday, I’ll Stop
Someday, somehow, I’ll stop waiting for your responses, I’ll stop checking whether you have seen my messages, I’ll stop keeping an eye on your FB stories, and I’ll stop visiting your timeline, The day will soon come when I’ll stop talking about you with my friends, I’ll stop checking you out with your acquaintances, I’ll… Continue reading Someday, I’ll Stop
Hindi lahat nabibili ng pera
“pag mamahal nakakain ba yun!” Ilang letrang salita lang na kayang dumurog ng buong pag katao. Masaya naman tayo ng una, never naging issue kung sino ang meron o wala. Mga simpleng bagay na kaya kong ibigay at napapangiti na kita, pero bat ganun ng ikay kumuha ng pag ka abugado nag bago ng buong… Continue reading Hindi lahat nabibili ng pera
Paalam muna…
Wag kang mag alala… mahal prin kita…D n nga lang kikibo ang pusong pagod na..Magpapahinga muna s sakit na nadarama….Dahil d na alam kung dapat pang ipaglaban pa…. Wag kang mag alala… mahal prin kita….Sa aking paglayo, ikaw prin ang alaala….Aalisin muna ang bigat na dinadala….Upang sa buhay ay magpatuloy pa…. Wag kang mag alala… Continue reading Paalam muna…