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Big Lesson #2: Learned

It’s been almost three years. It’s been 3 long years since I have surrendered the pen to God. As what Pastor Joshua Harris said in his book, it’s been a long time since I kissed dating goodbye. With my trembling hands, I remember giving God the pen not out of Continue Reading

Categories Move On

GOODBYE MY SUNSET

Even though we ended-up not as beautiful as the sunset… I  have to admit how I loved seeing the sun-sets with you. One-of-so-many memories I’ll keep for good. No more you. No more us. No more JuLce. For Good.    

Categories Poetry

To Whom It May Concern

I’ am the moon and the sun is You, And i can’t shine without You. For I’ am a Lightning without a thunder, I’ am Da Vinci without Mona Lisa. I’ am a pencil without a lead, POINTLESS! For Your presence make my day fully dark like night, And my Continue Reading

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Please stay.

I wanted to fix myself. But how can I do that when you’re not around? You said you want things to be okay. But do all these seems alright to you? You said it’ll all be better if you go away. You said you’ll be fine if you stop hurting Continue Reading

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“Why Should I Hire You?”

Puwede ba? Pwede bang ako muna? Ako muna ang magpasaya sa’yo Habang naghihintay ka Habang ‘di pa dumarating Habang wala pa siya Puwede bang ako muna Promise Gagalingan ko Papatawanin kita Papaiyakin sa kakatawa Hangga’t maisip mo na lang Na tinatamad ka na Tinatamad ka nang antayin siya Puwede ba? Continue Reading

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“Hindi Pa Rin Ako Sanay”

Hindi pa rin ako sanay magising mag-isa sa umaga Wala na kasing nakatitig sa mukha ko pagdilat ko Wala nang nagsasabi ng, “Good morning, I love you” gising na Wala nang nagpuputol ng kuko ko habang tulog ako Ang pangit mo kasing gumupit at ‘di ka marunong Tapos bigla mong Continue Reading

Categories Move On

You Were My Illusion

My admiration to you started almost instantly. By your kind gestures, you being the gentleman that any girl will appreciate. Plus the bonus of your handsome smile. I barely get attracted to someone, maybe because of the standards that I set. The promise that I made to myself. “He has Continue Reading

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Unspoken Words

We are the best of friends,  we’ve known each other since forever. You are like a twin brother that I never had, because I don’t need to speak for you to know that something is wrong, you can read me like an open book. You are my dear diary, we Continue Reading

Categories Single

Single in her late 20’s

This is a funny thing to write , really. It’s quite not cute to write about your singleness is it? But i think I have enough good reason to blog about this season I’m currently at. And I hope this speaks plenty to the many still singles around. The past Continue Reading

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It will Come

  Time will come that I’m gonna forget you Days will pass that I no longer miss you That moment will come that I’ll be over you And I’m gonna be that someone whom you’ll regret to lose.     (Photo from pexels.com)

Categories Relationships

Seen and Unread Messages

Ikaw ba ay nabiktima na ng SEEN message or UNREAD message pero online naman sya? Mag-ingat. Dahil sila ang mga taong kunwari busy pero hindi naman talaga..wala lang talaga silang pake sa message mo, in short hindi ito importante sa kanila.Sige, sabihin na nating “busy” nga sila kaya UNREAD yung Continue Reading

Categories Bdub

7 Years Of Being Single And Counting!

People are asking on how I stayed single for 7 years. Yes! 7 years, some can’t just believe it and I don’t understand why. But trust me, it was definitely a ride. For the first few years, I was so scared. I built a wall that I didn’t even let Continue Reading

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5 Steps on how to heal a Broken Heart

Ang sarap sa feeling kapag nameet mo yung taong magpapatibok ng puso mo. Yun bang sobrang compatible nyong dalawa na it makes you realize na he/she’s “The One”. Bubuo na kayo ng image ng magiging future nyo, mag iinvest na kayo sa isa’t isa mentally, physically and financially to make Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

“Buo ang Loob ko Sa’yo”

Maraming salita ang gusto kong marinig galing sayo Wag na yung “I love you” mahal, tipikal na yon Maraming effort din ang gusto kong manggaling sayo Wag ka na magpost about satin sa social media, mainstream na yon Dahil para sakin hindi sukatan ang “I love you” at social media Continue Reading

Categories Short Story

Mawawala Tayo

“Landian lang ang gusto ko. Nagustuhan kita, kaso ikaw, e. Ayaw mo naman,” ngisi niyang nanunubok. “Hindi ba pwedeng kaibigan lang? ‘Yong pagpapalitan natin ng opinyon sa mga bagay-bagay, ‘yong pagha-hangout, ‘di ba pwedeng ganun lang?” Hinawi niya ang buhok. Nag-isip. Nag-alangan sa isasagot. “Pwede… Kaso ‘di iyon ang gusto Continue Reading

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Mundong Magkaiba

Marami na tayong pagkakatong nasayang. Minsan, dahil sa laro ng tadhana. Pero madalas, tayo ang may gawa. Bakit nga ba? Yun din ang aking tanong. Siguro nasanay na lang tayo na kahit kailan, hanggang dito lang . Laging my mahabang guhit sa pagitan natin na tayo lang ang nakakaalam. Sa Continue Reading

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Hindi lahat ng SINGLE.

Hindi lahat ng SINGLE.   Hindi lahat ng single bitter. Ang iba mas piniling maging single muna. Dahil sugat sa puso ay pilit na naghihilom pa. Hindi lahat ng single ay manhid. Ang iba masaya lang talaga sa kasalukuyang estado nila. Pait at tamis ng buhat ay ninanamnam pa. Hindi Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Wait ‘Til The Bad Days Get Gone

We’ll begin by leaving old places and spaces.. We’ll get along in the middle by taking in deep breathes when the heart breaks a little for what was left behind. We’ll pretend our legs are strong when we take another step. We’ll face the day with a smile untrue, dried Continue Reading

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Laro Tayo

Isa, kakaumpisa ko pa nga lang magbilang nakatago ka na.. Dalawa, itinuloy ko pa kahit wala ng kwenta. Tatlo, ikatlo pa nga lang pero alam kong talo na ako..   Sa lahat ng laro na nasalihan  ko, ito ang laro na di ko sinalihan pero naglalaro pala ako. Sana kung Continue Reading

Categories Faith

Dear Lord,

  Dear Lord, This is the first time that I will write something to you about the person I like. Lord, I’m giving up. I’m giving this to You. I can’t control my feelings for him anymore. I like him more and more each new day. I don’t know if Continue Reading

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THE WRONG PUZZLE

You tried to figure me out as a woman, I tried to understand you as a man.  We fell into the land of assumptions, rivers of complications, perplexed by the contradictions.  We tried to put the pieces together working on the wrong puzzle. Focusing on the wrong solutions because we Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

Let Go, Let God: To my almost

5am in the morning, I ate my spiritual breakfast together with God. And after my devotions, I asked Him if how could I surprise Him even though I know that He will figure it out because, yeah, He is God, He knows what would happen in the future. Then a Continue Reading