Categories Poetry

I want you to keep me…

  I want you to keep me not a like jewelry you wear only for occasions, or like a camera that you want to capture only the good locations. I want you to keep me like a song you’d listen when you’re happy or not, like a poem without a Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Higit pa Sayo

Higit pa Sayo By: handydiary Sayo, maraming salamat sa iyo Salamat sa pagsasama nating akala ko walang hanggan Salamat sa masasayang ala-alang ating pinagsamahan Salamat sa mga tawanan at kulitan na tayo lang ang may alam Salamat sa mga takot at iyakan sa tuwing tayo’y magbabangayan Pero maraming salamat sa Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

I wish we could be…

It was as if the night wasn’t coming to an end. That it will always be dark, dim, and blurry.  Tonight you told me your wish, your first and last wish. We have this habit to ask each other for a wish. “What’s your wish?” we utter. But it has Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Malabo

Tama, mali na naman ako Sa pagkakataong binubuhay ko, Yung ‘gusto’ na ayaw mo. Oo maniwala ka, wag kang mag-alala Hindi ipipilit pa, iiwasan nang balikan pa Mga pagkakataong inihahayag ang nadarama. Oo, ikaw. Di ba’t hindi pa tayo handa. Sapagkat ang puso nati’y may hihinintay pa. Mali, tama nga Continue Reading

Categories Faith

God is my Fortress

Ayoko na, last na ito. I will end this now. Ayoko nang mag minister, bukod sa hindi ako para sa ganito at higit sa lahat nakakapagod na talaga. Ayoko na mag-aral. Ayoko na mag-work. Pagod na ako umasa sa mga promises na ilang beses ng nabalewala. Ayoko na mabuhay. It’s Continue Reading

Categories Confessions

Still

It’s been three years since the day we had our first hello. It’s been three years since we say that we liked each other. It’s been three long years since the day I loved you. It’s not easy to go through those years.  All along, I am thinking of you. Continue Reading

Categories Move On

MU baga (long post)

“Di kita papalayain , kasi kahit kailan naman, hindi ka naging akin.” This is just a usual love story. Boy befriend the girl, girl falls in love, boy says they’re just friends. Girl will cry. End of story. Pero gusto ko padin i-share ang kwentong ito. I’m Saira. I’m 23 Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

In My Dreams

Your blue orbs are looking at me; Your warm hands are holding me. You leaned closer, As I felt your lips into mine. My heart is pounding; My legs are trembling. But all of a sudden, I woke up. That was just a dream. I love you so much. You Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

It’s Not East to Say Goodbye

Goodbye is not the easiest word to say, when it’s time to go through our separate ways. From all the memories; good times and bad, You are the only one friend that I ever had. Letting go is not the easiest thing to do, when it comes to you. For Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

I Want More of You

Is it wrong to ask for more? Because honestly, I really do want more. I want more of you, more of us. I want more of you, more of your heart-melting stares. Your stares that make me blush until I turn red as a tomato. I always feel the sudden Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Near Yet So Far

How could it be possible? For you to be near yet so far Believing  you and I are not impossible Yet we’re both afraid to fight in this war. Turning our wounds into a scar while pain demands to be felt  in a bit But I chose not to wish Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Seasons for Reason 🍃

July 05, 2015 The moment that I’m in pain You’ve come just like the rain You wash heart and drain From the sadness it contain On my darkest evening In the room without anything You blast like a lightning That keeps me standing And when the snow falls I started Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

When The Universe Conspires

Maybe one day, we’ll meet again. In a different place, on a different time. Maybe we’ll meet again when our lives are less hectic and less complicated. When that day comes, maybe we’ll be able to understand why it had never worked out for us; why almost had never been Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Mahal Nya Ay Iba (A Poem)

Mahirap at masakit malaman Puso ng taong mahal mo sa iba nakalaan Ngunit mahirap din namang wakasan Pagmamahal mo sa kanya na lubusan. May mahal syang iba Ganun naman talaga diba? Pag nagmahal ka, madalas di nasusuklian ang halaga Kahit lahat na ibinibigay mo sa kanya. Pero anong magagawa ko Continue Reading

Categories Move On

Let go and move on

I never knew that loving someone so much could kill me like literally. Yes, masakit maiwan ng mahal mo, sobrang sakit. But let me tell you ladies out there, please stop begging for you ex to come back to you. I did it too. I begged him to come back Continue Reading

Categories Contribution

Tips sa mga naghihintay..

Tips sa mga Naghihintay.. Una, don’t focus on waiting, kapag naghihintay ka, maiinip ka talaga. Focus on what God wants you to do. 🙂 Pangalawa, enjoy your singlehood. Being single is a journey, not a destination. Hindi sakit o kasalanan ang pagiging single. Panget lang ang nagmamadali. 😉 Pangatlo, pray. Continue Reading

Categories Bdub

I Cannot Pursue You Yet

I cannot pursue you Yet, And I might never do. I may be starting to like you a lot, in more ways than I had expected. I like all your good things, your beauty, your positive outlook on everything, your kindness, your positive energy that draws everyone closer. But, the Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Sa Wakas Ako’y Sayo

“Hindi na mahalaga kung sino ang nauna Maaaring nasa huli ang tunay na itinadhana Matagal man akong maghihintay Sa pag-ibig na iyong alay Asahan mong andito ako para samahan ka habambuhay Hayaan na muna natin ang isat isa’y maglakbay Sapagkat pagtatagpuin din tayo ng Maykapal Naniniwala ako na iginuhit na Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

I Will Never Pursue You

Maybe I’m beginning to like you a lot, but I will never pursue you. Around me, I’m tempted by all these pawns calling me to use them, looking me in the eye, saying maybe you and I can ”accidentally” bump into each other in a coffee shop; maybe we can Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Mahal Mo Pa Rin Siya

Kung mahal mo siya dahil maganda siya. OK. Pero kung mahal mo siya kahit kita mo na lahat ng dumi niya, mahal mo nga talaga siya. Kung mahal mo siya dahil maibabandera mo siya. OK. Pero kung mahal mo siya kahit ikaw mismo hindi mo na siya matignan pero pinipili Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

I Am Less

Iam less Sa barong-barong lang ako natutulog. I can’t date you in resto only in tuhog-tuhog. I am less ‘Wag ka munang mahuhulog— Sa ugali kong may freebies unli supply ng toyo, Sa mga kilos kong parang pamintang buo- hindi pa kasi pino. I am less Wala pa akong trabaho; Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Bumitaw Ka Muna

Bumitaw ka muna. May mga bagay na kailangan munang bitawan upang sarili ay mapahalagahan. Bumitaw ka muna. Dahil minsan ang totoong kaligayahan ay makakamit lamang sa kalayaan. Bumitaw ka muna. Lalo’t hindi ka naman sigurado sa bagay na iyong pinanghahawakan. Masakit, mahirap pero kailangan. Para sa’yo. Para sa kanya. Para Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Kabute

Anjan na naman siya ‘te! Parang kabute Biglang susulpot at mananabotahe Naka-move on ka na nga Biglang magpaparamdam Ending ulit: nganga Parang di mo naman alam Anjan na naman siya ‘te! Parang kabute Susulpot, mawawala, kung saan siya komportable Kung kelan OK ka na Tatawag bigla Miss ka na raw Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Lulubog, Lilitaw.

Lulubog. Lilitaw. Naging busy lang daw. Pero mahal daw niya si ikaw. Wala ka daw kaagaw naniniwala ka ulit kahit masakit Nagmahal kang nakapikit ngumingiti nang pilit Naghintay sa pagdating sabi mo ‘magbabago din’ Kahit hanggang dumilim Wala man lang pahangin hanggang isang araw lumubog. Lumitaw. Pinaikot kang parang isaw. Continue Reading