Hey. You might have heard from your friends, or my friends, the struggles I am facing. I think they don’t mean to bother you with that but in case that it did, you don’t need to come running back. It’s true… I am currently at loss. I’m tired of thinking, Continue Reading
Move On
Now, I Choose my Worth
Sometimes, it is totally okay not to be okay. It’s okay to choose yourself. Sometimes we need to compose our self first before stepping into reconciliation. Ironically, you wanted to save the friendships, the best relationship you ever had with the most important people, yet you are still hurting. Keeping Continue Reading
Anew
“One should know when new beginnings are needed, where one must not continue to dwell in the midst of the pain and hurting.” Have you ever find felt like your drowning in the pain of the past and the hurts brought to you by the person/s you love? How’s the Continue Reading
FINGERSNAP
It wasn’t easy to cope with the pain insideDid you notice the intangibles chains?Failures, mistakes, and wrong decisionsPlus failed relationship and brokennessIt held your growth and development You wouldn’t able to see the beauty of lifeThe worst possible endings were regrets Scared of failing but ended the same outcome Couldn’t Continue Reading
I will always remember…
People change, Feelings fade, Pictures burned, But, Memories remained. Love, I will always remember the times you made me laugh more than the times you drifted away, I will always remember the times you made me feel loved more than the times you said “i love you”, I will always Continue Reading
You.
You, You were that recurring thorn around my chest, You were a dagger to my heart, You were a riddle I couldn’t read, You were a memory I never wanted to keep, You were a poem I never knew how to write, You were once my sanctuary, You were once Continue Reading
Para sayo na lihim na nagmamahal at nasasaktan… move on!
Pssst… Oo ikaw nga… Dear, tama na, alam kong mahal mo siya pero ang tanong mahal ka ba niya? Lagi siya sa isip at puso mo pero ikaw ba naaalala pa niya? Todo effort kang kausapin siya, siya ba nagkusa man lang na ichat ka? Kapag nag- uusap naman kayo Continue Reading
Paglisan
Tahan na aking sambit sa sarili Lilisan ako at di na lilingon ulit Di na ko mangangamusta at pipiliting manatili Sapat na ang dalawang taon na andyan ako sa tabi mo at nagpabalik-balik Ayoko na magbakasakali sa pagmamahal na ikaw mismo ang di nagbahagi Ayoko ng umasa sa mga pangako mo na Continue Reading
To the man who saved and killed me.
I was a girl who loves fun, adventure and curiosity. There was a moment in my life that I partied till late. No going home until someone goes crawling and puking. I was the girl who never cared about others. Just my friends and enjoyment. Then came love. I am Continue Reading
One step at a time
I just realized the reason why I can’t move on is because I wasn’t allowing myself to let go and leave where I was left. What happened has happened, I can’t do anything about it. The love has been given and can’t be taken back. And the apology I wanted Continue Reading
Was there a lifetime waiting for us in a world where I was yours?
I really wanted to burst into tears upon hearing Ben & Ben’s ‘Lifetime’ so I decided to express how I feel and how I remember you thru this song. Was there a lifetime waiting for us in a world where I was yours? It’s kinda hard to accept that there is no way in this world that you would see me the way I see Continue Reading
Maybe I liked him too much before, but that’s not the same anymore.
I always believe that each person is meant for someone. Way back then, I was so busy building myself that I don’t have time to think about getting involved with someone. Then, I met you. It was my first time to feel something like this. It was my first time Continue Reading
Learning Plan for GROWN-UPS 👫
TOPIC: TAKOT SA BREAK-UP OBJECTIVES: At the end of the lesson these adults would: Learn to value themselves; Detached themselves from toxic people; Learn to ipon for themselves; and Decide when it is time to break-up. REVIEW: Na-scam ka na ba ng feelings mo? Kung oo, ba’t uulit ka pa? Continue Reading
You’re the worst person I know.
I wrote this because there’s too much burden in my heart. There’s too many unanswered questions left in my head. Maybe it’s better if those questions should just be left unanswered. Maybe it’s not worth waiting, it’s not worth fighting. Maybe, I deserve more than just being your “maybe”. Maybe Continue Reading
To my favorite person… before
Gustong gusto kitang kamustahin.. Madalas nag iisip ako kung anong ginagawa mo, kung masaya ka ba, or kung kahit minsan naiisip mo rin kaya ako.. These lines from Taylor Swift’s song hits me hard: ” and I just wanna tell you, it takes everything in me not to call you. Continue Reading
MAY NAKALAAN PA PARA SAYO
Maaaring iniisip mo parin yung mga ‘sana’ at ‘what ifs’. Maaaring nanghihinayang ka pa rin sa kung ano na sana kayo ngayon. Maaaring iniisip mo pa rin yung mga panagarap na sabay ninyong binuo at mga alaala na ginawa ninyo ng magkasama. Maaaring hinahanapan mo pa rin ng mga kasagutan Continue Reading
Ayaw Mo Na
Naaalala ko pa, mga linyang iyong binitawan, na kahit anong mangyare, wag kitang iiwanan.Pero bakit ngayon, mga pakiusap mo tila ako na ang nagbibigkas.At ang tali na nagdudugtong sa ating dalawa, ay nalalapit ng mapigtas. Diba sabi mo noon, ako lang at wala ng iba.Walang sino man ang makakapag hiwalay Continue Reading
To The One I Loved, Yet Broke My Heart
To The One I Loved, Yet Broke My Heart I don’t know how to start this, but I just wanna get this all out of my chest–it has been too heavy already. I couldn’t sleep well. I couldn’t eat. I barely lived. It was lock-down. There are too many crisis Continue Reading
Let Go and Let God
The world is full of transient people, we meet them in an unexpected leap of time. In the spectrum of the eyes, gazes entangled, heart pounded for a minute, mesmerized by the twilight of unequivocal feelings. That was the day— blurs reality from supernatural. Aye so blue, they come and Continue Reading
Just Done
Tonight, I’m uncaging myself from you; From the pain, from the heartache, And from the hope of an us. ‘Tis a decision I have to make and A risk that I must take. For as much as I want you, As much as I want to pursue you, I’m just Continue Reading
Salamat sa Panandaliang Saya
Salamat. Salamat sa kaligayahang binigay mo sa’kin sa napakaisking panahon na meron tayo. Yung kaligayahan na hindi ko makakalimutan kung paano mo’ko pinasaya sa sarili mong paraan, kung paano mo hinulma ang isang malawak na ngiti sa aking itsura dahil sa mga salitang matatamis na binitawan mo, at kung paano Continue Reading
Everything must Go, so everything can Grow.
Everything must go, so everything can Grow. Taking heart to let go of someone that has been part of you is such a brave thing to do! Courage, strength and grace yung kailangan mo. After the decision here comes the process- The process. This is the braveness of oneself take Continue Reading
Hanggang dito nalang tayo
Maaring sa pagbasa mo ng pamagat na ito, mabanggit mo ang isa sa mga sikat na famous lines, “there was never an us!” Nais kong simulan ang panulat ko na ito sa isang analohiya: Ako’y mahimbing na nakahimlay sa malambot na kama nang ako’y iyong ginising, “tara’t mag almusal”, iyong Continue Reading
Hindi mo katapusan ang nakaraan
Minsan talaga, akala natin katapusan na ng lahat. Pero ang totoo, simula pa lang ng pinakamagandang istorya ng buhay natin. Nakaraan (Verb)- kung patuloy ka pa ring sinasaktan at nagdudulot pa rin ng panghihinayang. Sasaktan ka ng mga alaala, ng mga ngiting sobrang linaw pa rin sa isipan mo. Paiiyakin Continue Reading
Paglaya at Pag-asa
“Malamig siguro ng mga panahon na yun, kaya mas pinili nya na manatili ng sandali para magpa-init.” Paalam. Yan ang salitang hindi ko nasabi ng maayos nung panahon na pinili kong lumisan. Panahon na hindi ako nag-isip at mas sinunod ko kung ano ung nakakapagpasaya at alam kong makakabuti para Continue Reading
Huling Tula Para Sayo
This could be the last letter that I’m going to write for you. And it took a lot of me composing this. But just so you know, this came from my whole heart. And I meant every word that I’m going to say. I admire you. I admire Continue Reading
Sumuko Na Ako Pero Nandito Lang Lagi Ako Para Sayo
Magulo ang isip ko. Minsan kapag nandiyan ka biglang nagbabago lahat. I want to tell you how much you mean to me. I want you to know na ikaw lang ang gusto ko. Siguro ramdam mo na or maybe you really know how much I like you. Alam mo na Continue Reading
This is How You’ll Find Yourself in the Chaos
With the numerous problems in our society, fear creeps in as we lay in our beds, uncertainty looms over us. The saying Let go and let God sounds easier said than done, especially amid the Coronavirus pandemic. We’re creatures of habit, and we all want to have control over Continue Reading
Di pweding maging tayong dal’wa
Di pweding maging tayong dal’wa. Tama O Mali, mahal kita palagi. Tama ang mahalin ka,Pero maling sambitin na bakit ikaw pa. Ikaw na mahalaga, ikaw na mahal ko na sana. Masaya tayo sa simula, biglang hihinto sa may bandang gitna. Teka lang muna, ako ba tong hindi handa? O ikaw Continue Reading
I love her more than you love her
Things in life are so complicated. There are things I don’t understand but I clearly see it. Yes, I like you and I love you but the reality is some people will definitely not like me because of the past choices I made. I just need to accept the fact Continue Reading