I should save you before it all messed up. I never had the courage to proved my existence. I was never a good man. I’m trying to be better, improved. I always promised, I’m not the same mistake again but we ended. Now I faced the same fate. I thought I can be that tough… Continue reading I should be better
Category: Relationships
I feel like I’m losing you
All I want is a perfect relationship with someone, no limits and no boundaries, no expectation and no worries. For 5 years I always looking for that someone who I can lived with this expectation. Who I can share the same fate. I wanted the ending that was the similar on my favorite drama. It… Continue reading I feel like I’m losing you
I Failed
I’m going through healing by God’s grace Tumagal ng ilang taon yung relationship namin. Syempre hindi naging madali yun, andaming struggles yung pinag daanan namin. He, for being obsess, possessive and sex addict. I, for being self-centered and submissive. Nagkakilala kami sa dorm, nag usap about his artworks and hobbies, his family, their situation, etc.… Continue reading I Failed
Are you not ready?
Are you really afraid of risking? Are you really afraid of falling in Love? Hindi ka ba talaga ready? Siguro yung iba oo, pero sometimes Hindi. Natatakot tayong magrisk, nagdo-doubt tayo kung tama ba yung taong susugalan natin, and sometimes it’s not all about being afraid, may certain tao ka lang talagang inaantay para sugalan… Continue reading Are you not ready?
My anxiety was God’s cue
I am letting you go. The thought and the fantasy of being with you. That someday we’ll be together. It’s only been a while, yet it feels like a thousand days. You boldly opened your soul to me; unhesitatingly allowing me to immerse deeply in you. You told me things; I’d only expect to hear… Continue reading My anxiety was God’s cue
But If You Loved Me (the way they said you did)
I was on my breaking point way back then You hold my hand and said “I can” Day by day, you’re always there Making me feel that everything’s ok Everybody says you love me Everybody says you’re good for me But never i’ve got the chance to ask Never, never will ever have the chance.… Continue reading But If You Loved Me (the way they said you did)
Preventive Ways to Lessen the Hurt from Being Friend Zoned ni Guy
C.S. Lewis, in his book The Four Loves, describes what usually happens sa friendship between a guy and a girl. “the friendship which arises between them will very easily pass – may pass in the first half hour – into erotic love.” “Indeed, unless they are physically repulsive to each other, or unless one or… Continue reading Preventive Ways to Lessen the Hurt from Being Friend Zoned ni Guy
Para sa Taong gusto ko pero may gusto nang iba
Ang dami kong gustong sabihin. Pero siguro, sa akin na lang yun. Ayoko naman magmukhang kawawa sayo. Nakakadurog lang kase sa dibdib, na malaman kong may gusto ka nang iba. Sa katunayan, inexpect ko na to. Na darating din tong araw na to. Ang sakin lang naman, napapaisip ako… ano kaya ang kulang ko? Totoo… Continue reading Para sa Taong gusto ko pero may gusto nang iba
Game over
Yung moment na matagal sya nag mukmok dahil sa sakit na nararamdaman nya sa lahat ng heart aches na binigay at pinaramdam mo sakanya. Ngayong okay na sya doon ka babalik bigla kung kailan naka move on na sya saka mo guguluhin ulit yung buhay nya. Mahal mo sya pero ang tanong mahal ka pa… Continue reading Game over
Kung Nakokonsensya Ka Na, Puwes Magpaalam Ka
Na-flatter kita ng attention ko. Tinitext kasi kita, tinatawagan. Timing yata ako palagi kasi you reply to me naman. ‘Di ko alam kung bored ka lang nung mga time na ‘yon. Baka nahihiya ka sa akin. O ayaw mong maging rude or suplado ang iyong dating. Confident naman ako sa ganda at figure ko. Feeling… Continue reading Kung Nakokonsensya Ka Na, Puwes Magpaalam Ka
My Love Story. Ha. ha. (Page 1 of infinity)
So sabi nila maganda saw sya. Well cguro nga. Marami na sya nakasama lalake. Mahilag sya uminom at mag yosi. Same “hobby” namin. So it was inevitable na mag-kasama kami. She had an aura of mystery about her. She was quite reserved and unassuming pag nasa bar kami kasama mga officemates namen. Taena hieap mag… Continue reading My Love Story. Ha. ha. (Page 1 of infinity)
Unti Unti Kang Nawala
Ikaw ang lumapit. Nananahimik ako. Naging “consistent” ka, Nung una nga lang May pa-good morning at good night ka pa. Minsan pa, “Kumain ka na ba?” Dumating ang oras na tinanong na kita, “Ano ba itong ginagawa natin?” “Ano bang intention mo talaga” “Baka yung nararamdaman ko maiba na.” Sagot mo, “Crush kita pero mas… Continue reading Unti Unti Kang Nawala
Gusto, Pero Hindi Pwede.
Naisip nanaman kita kaya napasulat ako. Lagi ko kasi iniisip bakit kaya hindi pwede? We liked each other, we both even admitted. Pareho tayong single, sure ako diyan, so I thought, we are at the right pace. Kaso, nagbago ang lahat. Fast forward today, sa hindi ko malamang dahilan, lagi kitang hinahanap. Gusto kita i-message,… Continue reading Gusto, Pero Hindi Pwede.
Bakit??? Paano?
Paano ba magparaya? Kung ang tanging gusto mo ay siya, Paano bang makalimot? Kung palagi mo siyang nakikita. Bakit nga ba mahirap magmahal? Bakit kailangan pang masaktan? Kung pwede lang sanang puso ay turuan, Damdamin ko’y pipigilan. Pilit kong itinitigil, Sayang nararamdaman, Pilit kong tinitikom ngiti sa mga labi, Pero di ko maitago sa mga… Continue reading Bakit??? Paano?
Mahal pa rin kita
Magandang buhay jhunelloves! Kumusta ka na? Masaya ka na ba? Alam ko naman may iba ka na. Pero sana mabasa mo to. Gusto ko malaman mo na minamahal pa rin kita. Hindi nagbabago pagmamahal ko sayo kahit masakit. Mahirap pero kailangan kong tanggapin. Miss na kita. Nami miss mo rin ba ako? Ni minsan ba… Continue reading Mahal pa rin kita
A Door Closed by COVID
February 22. I saw you and naisip ko ang amazing mo naman. You seemed carefree. Hindi atat ma-in love di tulad ng iba diyan. I like that about you. There is no rush. Only laughter. No pressure. Just fun. Kaya ginusto kong mas makilala ka. Malaman yung mga bagay that makes you laugh. Things that… Continue reading A Door Closed by COVID
Kaibigan
Taong nandyan sayo sa oras na siya’y kailangan, Gabay sa tuwina kapag ika’y patungo sa kawalan. Siya ang taong kaya kang ipaglaban, Sa mga taong ika’y inaapi at kinakalaban. Kanyang kamay ay laging bukas, Handang hawakan ka at maging iyong lakas, Kaagapay sa tuwina sa problemang malalim ang bakas, Hindi ka iiwan hanggang sa wakas.… Continue reading Kaibigan
Hey! Brave heart 💙
Hey brave heart! I know you’ve been weary and feeling drowned. You keep smillin to everyone to mask your frown.. I hope you will never loose hope and keep your crown For someday.. someone will come to turn everything up side down.. Hey brave heart! You’ve been battling so great and so hard Soon.. God… Continue reading Hey! Brave heart 💙
Pusong sawi sa pag-ibig
Unang tibok ng puso ko, sayo natagpuan ito, wari’y sinag ngaraw ang pag-ibig mo, na nagbigaymadilim na mundo ko. Mga alaala nating nagdaan, ay puno ng pagmamahalan, … Continue reading Pusong sawi sa pag-ibig
Selda
Hindi maalis sa isipan ang seldang kinamulatan Ang selda na nagsilbing dahilan upang mas maging matatag sa isang araw sa loob ng piitan Ang selda na nagbigay leksyon at nabigay direksyon kung saan nga ba tayo tutungo Isang araw na puno ng iyakan at pag mamakaawa sa taong dahilan kung bakit nasa piitan Puno ng… Continue reading Selda
For Someone Who Belongs To My Future (An Open Letter)
Dear you, I hope you find this letter well.I would like to start by saying, Thank you.Thank you for praying and patiently waiting for me. I have been looking forward for this day to happen- Where I can finally meet you and tell you how much I love you.I know things are not going to… Continue reading For Someone Who Belongs To My Future (An Open Letter)
What I’ve learned from the boys who almost loved me.
To the boys who almost loved me before, I thank you for coming into my life. It was indeed sad when you decided to leave, but now I’m finally able to start learning from the lessons you’ve left behind. With each hesitation, I’ve found my answers. With each uncertainty, I’m reaching a point of clarity.
Pag ibig
Minsan tayo ay nasasaktan Sa mga taong magaling mang iwan Pinag palit tayo sa mga sexy at maganda Pero para sa atin ayus lang talaga Pag ibig na akala natin talaga bakit ang pag ibig na iyon ay kinuha ng iba Na dapat para lang sayoh talaga ngunit inaangkin na pala ng iba Naranasan na… Continue reading Pag ibig
Aking Kaibigan
Oh Aking kaibigan Na laging andian Para akoy tulungan Sa oras na akoy na nganga ilangan Ang Turing ko a sayo ay parang kapatid na Kase sa Tuwing akoy may problema Ginagawa mo ang lahat upang akoy mapasaya KYa ng papasalamat ako sayo Kase nGing parte ka ng buhay ko Kahit minsan nagtatampuhan tayo Nagiging… Continue reading Aking Kaibigan
“pagod na”
“PAGOD NA” Isang salita na lagi kung nadarama Sa pang araw-araw kung pakikipagsalamuha Walang sino man ang nakatanggal Wala din naman taong magtatagal. Pagod na ako sa lahat ng aking naranasan Pwede bang ipagpaliban mo na yan Baka di ko na makayanan At makagawa na ako sa dios ng kasalanan Gusto ko ng magpahinga Pagod… Continue reading “pagod na”
Sa tabi mo
Unang gabi na kasama ka Parang may mali bat andito ka Di ako sanay na katabi ka Dahil biglaang kasama ka Gabi na ngunit dpa ako makatulog, Tinititigan mukha mong tulog Gabi na d pa ako inaantok Ikaw namn antok na antok Niyakap moko ng mahigpit At pilit akoy iyong naipit Tinaggal ko iyong kamay… Continue reading Sa tabi mo
On Love and Investments
“The higher the risk, the higher the return – but invest wisely, especially when it’s your time and love that you’re investing.”
PAG- IBIG
Pag ikaw ay aking kasama parang langit nadarama Bawat araw ay masaya At walang katapusang ligaya Ganito pala ang makiramdam Kapag ika’y pinagmamasdan Parang langit nadarama Kapag ikaw ay masilayan Parang walang katapusan Ang aking tinatamasa At ating pagsasama Sa mundong puno ng paasa Lahat pala may katapusan Kaya dapat ika’y praktikal Wag lahat… Continue reading PAG- IBIG
ANG ATING GABAY
A Whiff of Thought…
When a challenge summons a committed heart, it aims for, mostly, a permanent resolve. The uncertain, on the other hand, takes off.