Boiling Waters
Nagmahal, nasaktan at minsan ng nakasakit ng paulit-ulit. Habang tumatanda tayo maraming mga taong dumadating, tumatambay ng saglit at bigla na lang umaalis sa buhay natin. Pero minsan aminin din natin na minsan din tayong nang-iwan at nakasakit ng iba ng di sinasadya, at minsan sinadya. Iba gumanti ang tadhana, Continue Reading
You broke me and i’m still hoping that one day you’ll fix me. You broke me and I said sorry. Nagmumukha na talaga akong tanga kakahintay sa wala. Wala na ba talaga? Bakit nasasaktan ka parin? Nasasaktan ka ba dahil pinili mo siya? Nasasaktan ka ba dahil sa ginawa mo? Continue Reading
Hindi ko inakala magiging kaibigan kita. Noong una hindi kita pinapansin acquaintance lang ang tingin ko sayo. Hanggang isang araw kinausap mo ako at doon nagsimula ang pagkakaibigan natin. Lagi mo ako kinakamusta sa text or chat hanggang nasanay ako. Inaya mo ako lumabas, at dun nagsimula magtanong ang isip Continue Reading
Kagabi nagsabi ka sakin na “isama mo ko sa lugar na kung saan hindi na ako makakawala.” Alam kong huli na, at hindi na ganun yung pagmamahal. Pero gusto parin kita dalhin dun balang araw at umaasa parin akong madadala kita sa lugar na yun balang araw. Umuwi ka na Continue Reading
MOVING ON Friends kept on asking me how to move on and I always answer them with “There is no such process we should follow for us to fully move forward from pain and heartache. There may be a process but it is unknown and it’s the challenge for us Continue Reading
Minsan, Hindi natin alam, kailan puso ay napaglalaruan. Masaya, Masaya kapag magkasama Tapos kapag uuwi ka, tetext mo siya “mahal Nasan kana?” Maghihintay hanggang umaga ang reply “ Nakatulog ako pasensya na” Mahal mo siya, handa kong ibigay ang mundo sakanya. Kahit anong gusto nya, handa mong ibigay mapasaya mo Continue Reading
Sabi mo sakin nung isang gabi na tama na. Sinabi mo sakin na hindi mo ko kayang titigan saking mga mata. Napakadali naman kaseng sabihin na ayaw mo na, pero ang tanong eh pinag isipan mo ba? Pinag isipan mo man lang sana. Di lang ikaw ang kawawa. Hindi dapat Continue Reading
You were someone that I didn’t fall for intentionally. For me, it was a coincidence. Yet, an experience that I would never trade for anything else. It was unplanned and unsure. My heart that was alone and lonely for a long time suddenly made a beat that was hard to Continue Reading
I know it’s quite late, the damage has been done. As much as I don’t want to, for I know these are words you despise to hear, I’ll say it still. I’m sorry. I’m sorry for being heedless. I thought I was cautious. I had my walls overrated. Continue Reading
To the guy who broke my heart and admitted he regret doing it; this is for you. You told me you understand my pain. You said that you’ve experienced it yourself. But I know deep in my heart, no one can ever comprehend the depth of pain I was going Continue Reading
Magdamag kong pinag isipan kung tama na ba talaga. Pagod na pagod na din kase ako. Pagod na kong umasa na magbabago ka pa. Pagod na kong isiping babalik ka pa. Hindi ko na alam gagawin ko bumalik ka pa. Ginawa ko na lahat ng katangahan maipakita lang na mahal Continue Reading
Pagnababasa or naririnig ko na sinasabi mo na mahal mo sya, ang sakit and i have to put up with a happy face na best friend kita. I’m proud of you, your achievements and all. I am. But i hope one day, if ever you’ll be in my arms, you’ll Continue Reading
It started with a “kain tayo”. I wasn’t hugry at all but i accepted the invitation. That same night, you shared your secrets to me, a stranger to you. I think that moment wasn’t perfect. There were neither butterflies in my stomach nor slow motion effects nor any background music. Continue Reading
NO is a big word that most of us, especially the younger ones, which can’t simply accept. Everyone has their share of rejection at some point in their life. Some rejections are just too easy to forget, but we all know that there were rejections that even deprived us of Continue Reading
Isa. Isang buwan tayo nun nung naghiwalay tayo. Pinilit ko paring maayos yun para lang sa tayo. Ginawa ko lahat ng di ko gawain para lang maging tayo. Tiniis ko lahat ng sakit at pagdududa sa sarili maging okay lang ulit tayo. Dalawa. Nakadalawang bote ako ng gin kagabi. Continue Reading
Hi bee! (Tawagan namin dati) Kumusta? Okay ka lang ba? Masaya ka ba? Nasasaktan ka ba? Malungkot ka ba? Babalik ka pa ba? Hahahaha Ang dami kong gusto sabihin sayo, pero paano? Ayoko din minsang magsabi sayo kase minamasama mo. Pero ngayon wala na kong pake kung mabasa mo o Continue Reading
Right now, I feel lonely. I wish someone would share the thrills and despairs of my beating heart. Loneliness is troubling me and it must be nice to have somebody who could truly get what I am going through. Still, I am convinced, that I am not alone. Surely, there Continue Reading
Lage lang akong nandito yun ang sabi ko sayo dati. Lage kitang tutulungan sa mga bagay na di mo makakayanan mag isa. Lage kita papatnubayan sa mga gabing ikaw ay nag iisa. Hindi madaling maging ako. Kahit kailan hindi naging madaling matalo at tumayo. Pinili mong umupo nalang sa isang Continue Reading
You used to kiss me whenever i’m mad. You used to show me love whenever im sad. I hope we can be together again like we used to. I hope you will love me again the way you used to.
Mahal parin kita kaya ayoko na. Mamahalin parin kita kahit ayoko na. Ayoko nang mabalewala at masaktan kahit mahal kita. Ayoko nang piliting maging masaya para sayo kahit mahal kita. mahal na mahal kita kaya tama na.
Madilim na naman ang langit. Nasan kana kaya? Sino kaya ang iyong kasama. Naaalala mo pa ba nung tayo pa? Na sa tuwing umuulan eh tinatago ko yung payong ko para maghati tayo sa payong mo. Naaalala mo pa ba na sa tuwing umuulan eh yakap kita. Nakakalungkot lang isipin. Continue Reading
Pinaramdam mo sakin ang pagmamahal na walang katulad nung ikaw pa ay akin. Ni minsan hindi pumasok sa utak ko na kaya mo kong iwan. Naging kampante ako sa salitang “Hindi kita kayang iwan.” Masakit palang maiwan. Masakit palang mawalan. Ilang beses ko na ding sinubukan na bawiin at baguhin Continue Reading
Hindi tayo para sa isa’t-isa dahil iniwan mo kong nag-iisa. Pinaniwalang may kinabukasan ako na kasama. Nasubukan mo na bang pag-isipan muna kung tama ba ang iyong ginawa? Ang hirap umiyak mag-isa. Mag isa na naman ako dito sa aking munting kama.
Tonight their paths crossed once again And this time, both of them are ready to listen Tonight they can look at the past alright With new sets of eyes and souls Acceptance and contentment rushing through their cores She was surprised at how little she recalls He made her remember Continue Reading
Gagawan kita ng tula na nakakakilig sa simula Ngunit mag-iiwan ng kirot sa puso ng mga mambabasa. Unti-unting papatayin ang ngiti na nabuo sa paglalahad ng umpisa, Tulad ng paulit-ulit mong pagpatay sa puso ko sa tuwing magpapaalam ka. Gagawan kita ng tula na may malalalim na tayutay at may Continue Reading
My heart sank just when I thought about you, I wonder what it feels like. Would there be butterflies inside my stomach? Will my heart beat as loud as the drum? But when I thought I found you, I didn’t. My love, you don’t have to find me. Because from Continue Reading
People all have the right to label whatever this thing I felt for you: emotional dependency, infatuation, loneliness or anything they want. But I just want you to know, I love you. I always will: as a friend, a sister in Christ. I can still recall the first time we Continue Reading
Minsan naiisip ko talaga, will i still have someone to call my own my man. Yun hindi ako nangangarap lang. Gumagawa ng kwento sa isip, para maramdaman na hindi ako mag isa, may kaperaha ang puso ko. Ang sarap mag ilusyon, pero hanggang doon na lang ba? Sa mga ilusyon Continue Reading
Buwan lang ang lumipas simula nang ako ay umalis sa lugar natin, Pero dala-dala ko parin kung ano ang meron sa atin, Kay tagal ng oras kapag hindi kita kasama, Pero bat ganon din kabilis na makahanap ka ng iba? Mahal, bat pa natin pinatagal kung hindi naman natin Continue Reading
I once liked someone whom I considered a life saver. I have nearly forgotten Him during the past few months, and I have been pre-occupied with a lot of sudden changes in my life – probably the phase of adulting. But then, someone made me believe in Him again. We Continue Reading
