Boiling Waters
“BAKA ‘DI TAYO” Ang saya ng ating samahan, Tila ayaw na kitang pakawalan. Magkahawak ang ating kamay, Sa kahit na anong pagsubok sa buhay. Naalala ko pa ang mga araw, Na tayo’y magsasama balang-araw. Habang pinagmamasdan kita, Ang puso ko’y nag-uumapaw sa tuwa. Tila nagbago ang lahat, At para bang Continue Reading
“KATHANG-ISIP” Isang masayang sandali, Ang makita kang muli. Masilayan ang matamis mong ngiti, Lungkot ko’y iyong napapawi. Parang magkahawak ang ating kamay, Tila tayong dalawa’y naglalakbay. Isa kang maliwanag sa bukang-liwayway, Na sabik kong kinahihintay. Gusto kong maglibot tayo, Kahit ikutin pa natin ang buong mundo. Kung ikaw naman ang Continue Reading
I encountered an argument on the comment section of a certain post. They’re discussing about praying and waiting. Both have their own point but this question certainly caught my attention. “You’re so idealist. Your definition of perfect timing is having no problem, stable emotions and perfect situations?” Here are my Continue Reading
In a world that’s trying to make you feel that it’s better to be a shithead or an asshole, be nice. Be warm, be compassionate. Be the better person not just for the sake of showing off as “being the better”, be understanding, be the one who gives a way. Continue Reading
Hi, Dyan tayo nagsimula na para bang masaya tayo na bumabati sa isat isa, hanggang sa naging magkaclose tayo at maging magkasangga, ang sarap lang balikan dahil masaya tayong nag simula, ngunit bakit ngayon tayo ay nandito na sa dulo at biglaan nalang nawala. Dumating tayo sa panahong alam kong Continue Reading
Self loving is when… You want to be the better version of yourself. Or tired and wants to rest physically and mentally. Or maybe you are healing from the pain of the past. If you are in this phase of your life. I am truly rooting for you and Continue Reading
Let’s start dreaming again. Just like when we we’re young, let’s dream again.Like when we we’re asked by our teacher what is our dream and we innocently answered what we heard on a television or our parents, let’s dream again.Like when we still do not know what is behind and Continue Reading
What if there are poems I want to write about you and the words don’t come? What if you’re looking at me and my lips are chapped and the love I want to speak is only silent? What if there’s no longer sentences so easily crafted between us? What if Continue Reading
We all met someone in our early days that we dreamt of becoming our future. We’ve spent months and years to sharpen and become our perfect selves thinking that it will all be worth it. But dear, life isn’t like that. As we are going through the process of what Continue Reading
You’re my MewIn a world filled with people who gotta catch them allMy foolish heart keeps on saying “I choose you” You’re my MewYou’re absolutely cuteWithout even trying to You’re my MewThere is greatness and passion in everything you do You’re my MewYou bring happiness to a world so blue Continue Reading
A letter to my first love, and our failed friendship. Hooh! It takes a lot of courage to send this, It’s been a year or two since I ended our friendship. Time flies so fast and I never thought I would be still writing letters on such a random day Continue Reading
Yes, it’s you, the man who got God’s yes. But maybe it’s not yet the time to step up to the next level. Perhaps this is still the season for us to embrace our singlehood, appreciate our friendships, and learn to persevere in the presence of God alone. It is Continue Reading
All of us had our fair share of pain, disappointments, heart breaks, failure, losses and struggles on our journey. I know that none of those things I mentioned gave us a good time right? Experiencing those eventually results to breakdowns, tears and we end up getting lost; if possible, maybe Continue Reading
Yung salitang mahal kita, kailan ba dapat binabanggit. Kapag ba andito na siya at nalapit? Dahil ba na attached kana kaya mo nasambit? O baka nasanay kalang kasi lagi siyang nakadikit. Mahal mo ba talaga? O gusto mo lang may magmahal sayo? Gusto mo lang ng tao na pagbibigyan ng Continue Reading
I didn’t realize who I was almost 7 years ago since I came from long-term relationships. I was too co-dependent with my two exes. The pain inside the relationship is very addicting, mapapatanong ka if mahal mo pa ba yung taong katabi mo or you just need that person. Magkaiba Continue Reading
Sa bawat rebolusyon ng mundo sa araw, kasabay ang ikot nang mundo kong tila’y naiwan sa’yo. Habang umu-usad ang panahon, ako’y naglalakbay pabalik, Pabalik kung saan nandoon pa tayo. Kung saan malinaw at may kulay pa ang lahat. Pilit kong pinaniniwala ang sarili ko Na isa lang itong kabanata sa Continue Reading
Bulalakaw Sa tuwing dumaraan ka, Binibigyan mo nang liwanag ang kalangitan kong naba-balot sa kadiliman. Hindi ko mawari ang hiwagang dala mo, Sa pagka’t ako’y nabubulag sa liwanag na taglay mo. Sana sa mga susunod na pag daan mo ay tangayin mo na ko, Balutin mo ko sa iyong init Continue Reading
First things first, I just dont want to force anything on you. Maybe you’re tired of the games, picking up the pieces to make you whole again or maybe you’re waiting for someone to comeback which is the hardest to deal with. Loving someone doesn’t mean they have to return Continue Reading
Habang papasikat ang araw na tuluyang magbibigay ng liwanag sa lahat, Aking naitanong “Babalik pa ba sa normal ang lahat?” Ingay at tawanan ng mga batang naglalaro tila ba’y naglaho at ngayon ay napalitan ng pangamba at takot. Sikat ng araw, dala ay saya at pag-asa sa panibagong araw, Ngunit Continue Reading
Hindi naman mahirap ang magmahal… Napatunayan ko ‘yan dahil marami-rami na rin akong inibig. Marami-rami na rin akong sinuyo. Pero bakit ang ibigin ay parang pag-abot sa mga bituin Bakit ang pagnais na ako naman ang mahalin ay napakahirap makamit? Gusto ko lang malaman, Ganoon ba ako kahirap mahalin?
At first, I thought making people believe in something you say or do is hard, but now I have realized that making yourself believe in something is harder. It’s harder to make yourself believe that you don’t care anymore when all you do is check up on them. It’s hard Continue Reading
Ako, ito, dito. Sa tagpuan nang ‘di mawaring dako. Sa lokasyon nang ‘di mawaring anggulo. Itutuwid na ang liko. Maninindigan na’t hindi magtatago. Para na rin matigil ang gulo, Mahal, lalaban ako. Pero hindi… Para sa’yo. Away-bati. Buo, kalahati. Okay tayo tapos maya-maya hindi. Ang gulo lang! Ang hirap umintindi. Continue Reading
Dear future wife, I thought everything will be smooth with my growth as a man that God designed me to be, but unfortunately, I still have a lot of room for improvement. I trained and disciplined myself so hard that I believe it is already okay and enough but I Continue Reading
I was writing …when I remember the last time I held this pen was the time I said “I’m okay” though it means “I’m in pain.” …When tears started falling and I used it as my ink …when I wrote letters to find peace but I found no ease The Continue Reading
A realization: You’re always available for her, alam niya ‘yon at sinabi mo pang “andito lang ako for you”; pero at the end of the day, it’s who she chooses to be available for her. Ang panalo ay kaninong “andito lang ako” ang pipiliin niya.
Ipinagtagpo pero hindi itinadhana, pwedeng ipaglaban pero hindi pwedeng ipagpilitan. Ipinagtagpo tayo sa panahon na hindi nakalaan para sa atin. Ilang beses subukang ipaglaban ngunit nagkakaroon lang ng pagitan. Maling panahon nga ba? o hindi lang talaga tayo para sa isa’t isa? Hindi pumapayag ang tadhana kahit na isang kunwari. Continue Reading
Cold eyes. Cold lines. Missing the old times. Digesting all the butterflies, in my stomach. Searching for roads leading to a way back. Flashback. Reminiscing. Smiling. Like crazy I’m diving to the memories I’ve treasured, but is it meant to be forgotten? Asking, hoping for an answer ‘coz it’s hard Continue Reading
Paalam na sa dulo na hindi natin naabot. Nasa gitna pa lang pero bigla nang natapos Mahirap tanggapin ang katotohanan na pinagtagpo pero hindi pinalago. ‘Yun bang hinayaan manahan sa presensya ng bawat isa, hanggang sa bigla na lang huminto Hindi akalain na hahanapin yung bagay na dati naman ay Continue Reading
Say this to yourself: CHOICE AKO NI LORD. Pinili ka ng Diyos dahil alam niya ang kayayahan mo. Pinili ka niya dahil alam niyang KAYA MO. Pinili ka niya dahil alam niyang kaya mong maglingkod ng buong puso. Hindi aksidente pag dinala ka ng Lord sa isang lugar o ministry Continue Reading
For the past 3 years, Itinago ko ang mga totoo kong ngiti sa aking mukha. Lahat ng ngiti at tawa na pilit kong ipinapakita dati ay walang katotohan. Biglaan nalang itong naglaho! Habang lumilipas ang tatlong taon ay pilit ko itong hinanap. Hanggang ikaw ang aking nakita. Hindi ko napapansin Continue Reading
