Category: Confessions

One thing that I learned over the past year was to say what , and how you really feel towards someone dear to you and to never missed it until its too late. 3 months after my fiance and I called off the wedding, I went to Starbucks to think and to refresh my mind… Continue reading To the girl I could never have.

You know love has been so mysterious for everybody, I guess. Simply because everybody has different definition of love, different way of receiving love, and different way of showing love. Iba iba kasi talaga tayo ng pananaw sa pag ibig e, diba? Iba iba ren tayo ng hinahanap para masabi natin na pagmamahal na ang… Continue reading No To Trial and Error

Ano ba talaga ako sayo kaibigan lang o kinaka-ibigan mo sa tuwing bored ka lang o malungkot. Ayoko na sabi ng utak ko, pero ang puso ko sinasabing gustong gusto ka parin. Pilit ko ng pinipigilan ang nararamdaman ko pero sa tuwing nakikita ka lahat ng plano kong kalimutan ka nawawala. Ang hirap umiwas kung… Continue reading Marupok

  “Perhaps our story will always be about you happening a little too early and me coming to my senses a little too late.” -Tala Gardoce Today, I am liberating myself from every emotions and giddy feelings I’d hidden from the very first day I’d laid my eyes on you. You came along at a… Continue reading A Letter written in Blue Waters

Di mo lang alam na namimiss na kita pero wala akong magawa. Dahil alam kong kapiling mo siya Alam kong sa kanya ka masaya Sobrang sakit na minsan gusto ko ng patigilin ang puso ko na tumibok para sayo Na sana hndi na lang ikaw Na sana iba na lang Na sana may magmamahal din… Continue reading An open letter to 17

I don’t know Kung Alam mo na Mahal Kita and I’m so sorry dahil iniwasan Kita. Alam mo Kung bakit? It’s because nasasaktan ako na makita kang may kasamang iba. I know na wala naman akong karapatan para mag selos kasi bestfriend mo Lang ako and I should know my place. Lumayo ako Kasi akala… Continue reading Walang label Bes✋💖

Kamusta Ka na? Kung sakaling magkita tayo, ang dami kong gustong sabihin sayo. Ang dami kong gustong itanong. Pero sa pagkakataon na ito, hayaan mo munang sa liham ko ipaalam ang nararamdaman ko sayo. Napakahirap lumaban kung ang iyong pinaglalaban ay sumuko na at may gusto ng iba. Gusto ng puso kong lumaban. Pero bakit… Continue reading KUNG SAKALING MAGKITA TAYO

N A K A R A A N Lahat tayo may kanya – kanyang nakaraan na pilit parin nating binabalikan. Maaring ito ay maganda o mapait mang alaala. Masakit mang isipin na ito’y tapos na ngunit ang dapat nating gawin ay tanggapin na. Oo,Ito’y maaring masaya, maaring malungkot pero sa diba wala narin tayong magagawa… Continue reading Nakaraan

Wala na akong ibang masasabi kundi, salamat.   Salamat dahil kahit sa ilang buwan lamang napangiti mo ako. Naparamdam mong may taong inaalalayan ako kapag nanghihina ako. Benta sa ‘kin ang mga biro mo at pang-aasar mo, pakiramdam ko kasi kapag ganoon tanggap mo ako. Namumula ang pisngi ko kapag tinititigan mo ako, natutunaw puso… Continue reading Salamat, natuto ako

Lord, siya na ba? Yan ang palagi kung tanong sa sarili ko. Ikaw na ba? SANA IKAW NALANG. Ngunit alam kung kahit kailan man hindi magkakaroon ng Ikaw at Ako dahil may mahal ka at hindi ako yun. Nasasaktan ako kapag naririnig kung kini-kwento mo sa mga kaibigan natin na ang saya mo dahil nakita… Continue reading Sana Ikaw Nalang

Hello there, buddy. How have you been? It’s been a month or so since we last crept onto each other’s skin and I almost moved on from the feeling you give me whenever I rode on top of you. The high I can never get enough of. I could honestly say that I’m done messing… Continue reading Hello there, buddy.

Alam ko ang dapat kong gawin pero hindi ko magawa. Sa tuwing nakikita ka o kaya nagpaparamdam nagiging marupok ako. Alam ko hindi pwede at malabong maging tayo dahil sa mga personal reasons. Mahal na mahal na kita gusto ko man sabihin sa iyo yan kaso pinipigilan ko sarili ko. Sa mga nangyayari ngayon, your… Continue reading Mahal mo lang ako in random

First of all I’m not good in saying anything so goodlucky sa reader nito. Ai gusto ko sana kumustahin ka Pero naisip ko wag nalang baka kase okie ka naman and your happy with her and I really hope na your doing fine your always on my pray boss.i know this will not matter in… Continue reading My one day guide”The sweeper”

Hello! Oo tama NBSB ako pero always broken. Paano nangyari? Well, I just want to describe myself first then tell me if you will believe in me. 21 years old. College graduate (Accounting Technology) at PLV. Maganda sabi nila pero cute lang talaga feeling ko haha. 5’3 height, chubby but sexy hmmm sabi din nila.… Continue reading NBSBBtAlwysBrkn 💔

Kung sakaling alam mo na, dahilan ng hindi maiwasang pag-ngiti sa tuwing makikita ka; ng matinding kabog nitong dibdib kapag palapit ka na; ng walang mapaglagyang tuwa kapag kasama ka. Kung sakaling alam mo na, kung bakit gustong-gusto kong inaalagaan ka. Kung bakit ganon na lamang kung ako’y mag-alala. Kung bakit sa buhay kong ito,… Continue reading Kung sakaling alam mo na

I was mesmerized not just by your looks but by the glow of the image of Christ through your smile Can it be possible? To adore someone you don’t even know personally? I started following you on IG glad you followed me back. Looking to your posts make me realize that you are more than… Continue reading An open letter to that Christian guy I adore (inspired by the one who wrote an open letter to tje christian lady he adores)

” I don’t know if God let me fall to the girl that of all the years searching, become my first disappointment when it comes that I am ready to love again…” It’s mid April 2018 when this girl happened to be part of my life as she replace a resigned co-worker of mine in… Continue reading Confession of a moved man

Nung una, natatakot ako magkagusto sa kahit kanino kasi sobrang baba nang tingin ko sa sarili ko, to the point na iniisip ko walang magkakagusto saken especially pabalik. Lalo na after my first heartbreak. I never tried again yet. Then ayon, simula nung nagustuhan kita, ofcourse mas lalo ako natakot kasi ang tagal na since… Continue reading Admiring you from a distance, and hiding behind our friendship.

When I gave my heart to the Lord, I promised to fall in love with someone who loves Him more than anything else. In that way, I can be confident that he will love me unconditionally. You know I have been to unpleasant relationships; I have experienced hurting someone in the same way that a… Continue reading I Want Someone Like You

I like you. I have always do. I never really know when it started. I have liked you even more when we get to be partners in almost every school works we had just because we live in the same apartment building. I have liked you even if I know you have liked someone when… Continue reading Dear You,

Allow me to love you because my heart says its True… Allow me to fight for you , even though I know I lose the battle ,losing my self… Allow me to express the serenity of love. Love that worth the fight but fighting is uncertain… Allow me to get addicted to you for this… Continue reading I love you, goodbye!

Figuring out is the most difficult, they say. Ironies, sarcasm. They make it quite hard to contrast appearance from reality. How can one be sane? Indifference is my ego defense. But I feel things, a lot of them. All the little things you do, I see them. I feel them. You don’t know how I… Continue reading Taguan

A “Jericho Walled Heart” as a defense mechanism. We are in a generation of being “marupok” is a disgrace. Long before that kind of stigma started, I have already developed a “Jericho Walled Heart”. I never had a boyfriend. But I had MUs, Chatmate, and even penpal back in Highschool. During college, I had an… Continue reading “Jericho Walled Heart”

Mahigit 4 na buwan simula nang malaman kong may nagugusthan ka nang iba kaya hinayaan kita sa desisyon mo. Masakit man pero kailangan kong tanggapin. Masakit man pero kailangan ko nang harapin ang realidad na hindi mo na ko mahal. Masakit kasi pinagpalit mo ang mahigit 5 taon  (na dapat ngayong december ay 6 na… Continue reading An open letter to my EVERYTHING that becomes NOTHING. 💔

Hi, Sorry sa lahat. Sorry sa mura at sampal last last night. Sorry if sobrang galit ako. I was intoxicated pero di naman excuse yon for how I acted. I just wished there was a better time haha pero tapos na. Last na ‘to since nahimasmasan na ko. Di na ako galit haha. Sorry for… Continue reading #HashtagNoFilter