At first, I am distracted by his looks because he’s so handsome. I am distracted by his voice because he sings great. I am distracted by his smile because it’s perfect. I am distracted by his laugh because it looks funny. And I am distracted by his eyes because it’s very captivating. Thus, I asked… Continue reading “You are The Distraction that turned into My Inspiration”
Category: Confessions
Before 2018 Ends
A letter to my 2017 plot twist, who didn’t stay until the end of 2018. Dear You, Plot twists are last minute surprises; they’re supposed to describe something or someone that has unexpectedly changed the game at the last minute. But because of my desperation, I forced you to be one, which was one of… Continue reading Before 2018 Ends
Bespectaled Girl in White Shirt
Hi. I saw you last night (12/2/2018 around 7 – 9 PM) in Starbucks SM Sta. Mesa. Ako yung girl na tingin ng tingin sayo – nakagreen na long sleeves and shorts. Nakalugay na hair 🙂 Sana hindi ka nacreepyhan sa akin 🙂 I was just hanging out with my friend then I saw you.… Continue reading Bespectaled Girl in White Shirt
Mess We’ve Made
“I’d been so strong for so long I could handle everything Now that you’ve gone through that door I can’t see anything” We’ve been through a lot. 3 years of friendship is not a joke. Adventures, emotional breakdowns through song covers, random hang-outs, and our never ending arguments (and you always win because i have… Continue reading Mess We’ve Made
To the Man I almost Surrendered Myself To
To the Man I Almost Surrendered Myself To I was in the most depressed state of my adult life when I met you. Most of all, it was the time that I struggled with my faith and rebelled against God. I was not that interested during your first few attempts to have conversation with me,… Continue reading To the Man I almost Surrendered Myself To
It’s almost the perfect fit
I found you in a very unexpected time, in an unusual place. We were almost the perfect fit, we complement each other. Our relationship is an example that couples should not only be a romantic couple but life partnership was should also be present. We’ve been through each milestones, rough times and breakthroughs. You and… Continue reading It’s almost the perfect fit
Affection without clear Intention
Hi, Im dating someone for 5months na, okay naman. Masaya ako na kasama sya. Kaso nga lang hindi ko alam kung nanliligaw siya, wala din kase syang sinabi. Todo effort siya, halos every weekend kaming magkasama. Kain kami sa labas, nood kami sine. Sweet kami sa isa’t isa. Parang kami pero hindi. Nafall na ko… Continue reading Affection without clear Intention
Panimula
pag-gising sa umaga mukha mo ang nakikita pagharap sa salamin bakit ikaw ang naaalala? isang taon ang lumipas mula ng ika’y makilala umayon ba kay tadhana na ikaw ngayon ay kasama mapalapit sa iyo hindi inakala wari ko’y isa kang pangarap nagulat akong andito ka sa aking harap hindi masabi anu itong kiliti loob ko’y… Continue reading Panimula
One who can’t find herself
Have you ever wondered what is your purpose in life? Are you in the right path from where you are right now? What’s your heart and soul desire? Me? I feel nothing. I am not myself anymore.. who am I? I feel stuck, I am a jobless person and don’t know what job is for… Continue reading One who can’t find herself
To the guy who decided to not put a label in us;
I have been wondering Why? and Why Not? Why are you making me feel this way? Why are you being so sweet? Why did you date me on valentines? Why made me special? Why did you make me feel like you’ve done stuffs with me for the first time? Cause honestly you told me… Continue reading To the guy who decided to not put a label in us;
I am not moving on
Hello there my dear.. How are you today? I missed you already, Nah, that was such an understatement for how I really felt since you left. I’ve been crying for so many nights that I already reached the point where tears are no longer enough to express how sad I was. I can no longer remember… Continue reading I am not moving on
Naalala mo lang Ako Noong Kinalimutan ka Niya
Lumapit ka at nagparamdam na parang may nais ipahiwatig. Dumaan ang mga sandali, araw-araw kang nagpapadala ng mga mensahe. Kamusta kana? Kumain ka na ba? Lagi mo ding sinasabi na mag-iingat ako. Pinaramdam mo sa akin na mahalaga ako at nasanay ako na lagi kang nandiyan. Isang araw tinanong kita, kamusta ang kondisyon ng puso… Continue reading Naalala mo lang Ako Noong Kinalimutan ka Niya
A man who moved on but can’t let go
hi . I’ve been in a almost relationship nalang siguro , na nagtagal din naman ng 18 months . di ko lang talaga alam kung bakit bigla nalang ambilis nya magalit parang maliit na issue pinapalaki nya pa . this happens back in feb. 1 month after kong makatungtong dito sa ibang bansa. almost 7… Continue reading A man who moved on but can’t let go
Confession with confusion
Yay! Thanks po. Pakitago nalang po ng identity ko. This is kind of a different kind of story/problem. Um.. It’s about me and my ex. She’s a SHE bte. Haha I’m a Lesbian, pero hindi yung out na lesbo. So yun, she and I broke up about 2months ago. She blocked me, after a misunderstanding… Continue reading Confession with confusion
“An Open Letter for the people who are battling with depression”
I’ve been battling with depression for 4 years and counting for more. It’s not easy. I almost crawl off to bed just to face the day. I look at the mirror and tell “You will survive this day, Orpha. God is with you”. But every day is a chaos for me, a battle that I… Continue reading “An Open Letter for the people who are battling with depression”
Babaeng Mababa Ang Lipad
Babaeng Mababa Ang Lipad I have a boyfriend and almost 4 years na kame, of course may mga ups and downs madaming struggle na kaming na encounter. Pero kahit ganon nanatili kame together, I dont know kung love pa ba yung nararamdaman ko o talagang tanga lang ako kase ilang beses nako niloko pero hindi… Continue reading Babaeng Mababa Ang Lipad
Sana
Sabay sa pag putok ng araw, Ang paglaho ng mga bulalakaw. Lumagpas ang gabi, Ng hindi nakahiling. Binalot ng lungkot, Pangamba at takot, Na ang hiling ay di matupad. Ngunit bigla ko naalala, Kahit ilang bituin ang bumagsak, Katotohanan ang bibiyak Sa isip kong nangangarap Na sana ako iyong kayakap. At hindi sana luha ng… Continue reading Sana
Kung Pwede lang, SANA
Kung pwede lang, sana di na kita nakilala Hindi na sana nahihirapan at naguguluhan pa Kung pwede lang, sana natuturuan ang puso Hindi sana nararamdaman itong pagkalumo Kung pwede ko lang sanang sabihin Ngunit ayaw na kitang abalahin Masaya na akong kita’y abot tingin Na sana pwede “tayo,” bulong sa panalangin Masaya na ako sa… Continue reading Kung Pwede lang, SANA
My Happy Reminiscing
A letter of HAPPY reminiscing 🙂 Nakilala ko siya 4thyear ako, 3rd year siya. Sa Jade Valley, nagpapicture siya sakin, (joke! haha!) Nagpapicture ako, sa kanya, tawag ko pa sa kanya ‘SUPNET’, di ko alam 1st name niya that time. Haha. Dun nagstart ang lahat. Ü March 29, 2007, Officially naging kami. Di naging… Continue reading My Happy Reminiscing
I can’t tell you I LOVE YOU (but i do)
I look at you as more than you are to currently.Because to me you are everything i’ve ever wanted but mostly because you treat me as though i matter.As if my opinions and everything i want is to you too.And that was love is .But i can’t tell you iloveyoo.I can’t tell you every nights… Continue reading I can’t tell you I LOVE YOU (but i do)
I Froze When It Mattered; My Words Never Left My Tongue
I talked to my dad about her and how things went south during our hike (I was too passive despite all the planning and preparation because I froze when it mattered. Imagine nearly 12 hours of awkward silence–a 4-hour drive, a 3-hour hike, and another 5-hour drive–superficial small talks and stilted conversations. I fear she… Continue reading I Froze When It Mattered; My Words Never Left My Tongue
Move On
All things work together for good. This was my story nung ma-brokenhearted ako sa EX kong si BJ. It was suppose to be a 21-day blog kung paano kong ini-handle yung pain ng breakup namin at kung paano ako nag-moveo on, pero umabot ng 6months. Ang tagal bago ako naka-move on sa kanya ng tuluyan.… Continue reading Move On
In a perfect timing
First year college kame nun sa Saint Louis University sa Baguio ng makilala ko sya that was year 2011. Bukod sa maganda sya matalino sya kaya di maiiwasan na mapansin talaga sya at madame magkagusto. Naging mag kaibigan naman kame at nag attempt ako manligaw. Kaso basted,priority nya muna daw ang mag aral. Nagka girlfriend… Continue reading In a perfect timing
Malapit, malayo pa din!
Tinanong mo ako noon kung kailan nagumpisa, hindi ako sigurado sa sinagot ko sa iyo. Pero pagkatapos ng ilang taon, simula ng nagdesisyon tayo na maghintay muna, ngayon sigurado na ako. Tanda mo ba ng umupo ka sa tabi ko? Nakapikit ang mga mata ko ng oras na iyon. Hindi ko man napansin ang pagdating… Continue reading Malapit, malayo pa din!
Almost
I just want to share my story. I used to like this guy for 1 year and 8 months. Though sinabi nya na sakin nung 1st month pa lang ng friendship namin na friends lang talaga kami, naghintay pa din ako, kasi naniniwala akong may idedevelop pa tong samahan namin, may idedevelop pa yung feelings… Continue reading Almost
Wag, brad.
So I was living on the same house hold with my ex’s cousin. We treated each other like real cousins as we have been together for quit some time. We live normally for years. Been ironing his hair, helping him on his homeworks. Doing this and that. I even picked his graduation suit. Until one… Continue reading Wag, brad.
How you mean to her
She may not be perfect, she has a lot flaws, she made mistakes in the past, but she loves you morethan you know. She will do everything for you. She may give you headache at some time but trust me shes doing her best for you both to work out. She may be fragile due to… Continue reading How you mean to her
Akala Ko
Akala ko okay nako di pa pala. Bumalik ako sa lugar kung saan kita unang nakita, nayakap, nahagkan. Nagka ayaan kasi uminom ang tropa at di ko alam na kapitbahay mo pala siya. Nasa lot 9 ka, nasa lot 5 lang ako Di ako makagalaw ng maayos, pinagpapawisan ng malamig. Konting hakbang lang, konting lingon… Continue reading Akala Ko
CONFESSIONS OF A DEPRESSED CHRISTIAN
It’s been more than two years. There were days where despair and anxiety would drown me slowly like in a quicksand. I couldn’t get out. I didn’t know what to do. I couldn’t even cry. I envied those who could cry so easily because I knew there was a sense of relief after crying. In… Continue reading CONFESSIONS OF A DEPRESSED CHRISTIAN
To the Guy who thought I’d Never Leave
‘I’m leaving.’ I remember the night I said this. I remember the state I was in. I remember the best of us. ‘Sigurado ka?’ That was unexpected. ‘Yes.’ That was a lie. ‘Kung yan ang gusto mo.’ That was agonizing. I remember it all. I remember everything. I remember the pain. I remember feeling lost.… Continue reading To the Guy who thought I’d Never Leave