Tanda mo ba kung sino ka at ako sa una? Tanda mo ba paanong takot ka sa madla? Tanda mo ba paanong iwas ka sumubok at pumalya? Tanda mo ba paanong takot ka mag-isa? Buo ako ng dumating ka. Malaya. Masaya. Walang takot kahit walang kasamang iba. Buo ako, pero, Continue Reading
Move On
Last song syndrome
I’ve been always listening to a particular song. This song is actually my daily lift and boosting my capability to work harder and be inspired. Someone gives the best music to me so far. First stanza, chorus, second stanza, bridge and chorus. The anatomy of a song which described our short Continue Reading
An open letter to angry hearts: A personal journey with anger
I’ll be turning 23 in a few months and I’ve spent the past decade being angry deep within myself. I know myself and I’m pretty sure I am not the vengeful type. I am a forgiver. I was young when it began, I think I was 12 years old Continue Reading
Wag Ka ng Bumalik Ka Na
Ano bang mali sa aking mga ginagawa?Nakikipaghabulan at nakikipaglaro sa’yo ng mataya-taya.Pero bakit ganon? Bakit tila wala kang tinataya? (na kahit ano)Kahit na ako’y nakatayo lang sa’yong tabi, pinagmamasdan ka at naghihintay na ako ang iyong sunod na hawakan.Kaya kitang dalin sa langit, ngunit di kita kayang dalin sa pangarap Continue Reading
SCOTCH TAPE
Sana naging katulad ko ang scotch tape. Kakapit hangga’t kaya pa. Naririyan hangga’t gusto pa. Pero kapag dumating ang oras na mawawalan na ng bisa ang pandikit nito, alam na niya ang gagawin. Unti-unti na itong bibitaw at aalis ng walang pamimilit—yung kusa. Dahil ayaw na niya. Hindi na niya Continue Reading
Sana
Sana. Isang salita, maraming nilalaman. Ang dami kong sana no’ng nakilala kita, pero lahat ng ‘yon hindi nangyari. Sana ako nalang yung pinili mo. Ako naman yung nandyan para sayo no’ng mga panahon na kailangan mo ng masasandalan at kausap kapag nalulungkot ka o may problema, lagi din ako yung Continue Reading
To the person I think about first thing in the morning…
It’s 1:00 in the morning. I have been woken up by the thumping of my heart because I was dreaming of you. I swear, I am drenching with sweat even though it’s cold in my room. I was dreaming of you: leaving me to go somewhere far from our country. Continue Reading
Paalam
Paalam. Paalam sa ating mga ala-ala na binuo nating dalawa. Mga ala-ala na kung saan naramdaman ko yung saya na gustong gusto kong maramdaman, yung mga tawang umaabot hanggang matapos ang araw, yung mga kwentuhan nating hindi natin inakala na nangyari pala ‘yon sa buhay natin, yung mga luhang binuhos Continue Reading
Kaya Pala, Ikaw Pala -TR
Umulan ng malakas, nanghina ang katawan, ewan ko ba parang nalungkot na lang bigla, ayaw na lang kumausap ng kung sino man. Nakahiga, nakatulala hindi sigurado sa nararamdaman, masakit? Masakit pa ba? O nasanay na lang sa pait. Nakatitig sa kawalan, buong araw ay nasayang nanaman, iniisip ang nakaraan, anong Continue Reading
To the Person Who Refused to Love Me Back, It’s Okay.
I’m sorry, it took me a while to set my mind straight. Anxiety and confusion has been a handful for me to carry these past few days. But in case you might wonder how it was for me.. i’m okay even after knowing you refused to love me back. If Continue Reading
Isang Sulat Para Sa Kanyang Di Pagpili.
Salamat! Salitang mahirap sabihin sa t’wing naiisip kita. Pero nung aking napagtanto, ito pala ang akmang salitang dapat kong sabihin kung magkikita man tayo sa hinaharap. Salamat, dahil sa iyong di pagpili ay natutunan kong piliin ang sarili ko. Salamat, dahil sa iyong pagtalikod ay natutunan kong pwede palang unahin Continue Reading
Oras Na Naman
ganitong oras na naman muling nararamdaman ang lungkot at pighati sa puso’y pumupunit bakit biglang nagugunita ang mga nilimot ng ala-ala pilit winawala sa isipan ngunit puso ang nagwawagi sa laban ganitong sandali ang ayoko napapangiwi, napapayuko napapaisip at natutulala pero walang pumapatak na luha siguro ikaw Continue Reading
Thank you, bye!
I know that I am the one who started this friendship, and I know it is me who must end this. Thank you for always making me happy since day 1, I know right from the start, friendship is all that I can offer. Little did I know, you will Continue Reading
Bestfriend, hanggang dito na lang…
Wala namang problema kung lalaki ka at babae ako, diba? Yan nga din ang tawag ng mga tao sa atin — bestfriends. Best. Friends. Hanggang dun nalang ba talaga? Siguro hanggang dito nalang. Pero bago pa natin tingnan ang pait nitong dulo, maari mo ba muna akong samahan na sulyapan Continue Reading
I Can’t Make You Love Me
What can I say? My heart is wandering. Looking for you in every places I went to. I looked for you in my loneliness, thinking it is you who can maybe pull me out of this pit. I stayed in the pit expecting you to come and help me. I Continue Reading
OPEN LETTER: Sa Nang-Iwan ng Walang Dahilan
Mahal, Hinatid pa kita noong paalis ka na. Sabi mo ilang buwan lang naman at tayo ay muling magkakasama. Kailangan maintindihan ko ang sitwasyon dahil trabaho mo ito. Hindi ako dapat magduda kasi sabi mo mahal na mahal mo ako. Bago ka umalis, lubos pa ang ating kasiyahan. Gumagawa pa Continue Reading
Burnout
Many people are still asking me if I want him back. My answer is no. I still think of him as one of my greatest blessing in this lifetime but it doesn’t mean that I still want to build a future with him. It’s a type of love that doesn’t Continue Reading
Some Stories Deserve a Happy Ending
We met and drifted ways eventually, like a two parallel lines that doesn’t meet, which doesn’t intersect. We just drifted apart but our stories doesn’t end. It is just a story that needs sequel, a sequel that doesn’t focus in the Prequel’s main character, wherein the story is not our Continue Reading
ALONE AGAIN, WHAT NOW?
After a break up, you think your life is doomed. That fear of being alone makes you want to question your worth and value. It feels like your days of overthinking are endless. For several days or weeks, there is not a single minute that you can put this person Continue Reading
Pasensya ka na
Pasensya ka na kung pipiliin ko muna ang aking sarili sa mga oras na ito. Pasensya na, dahil ito lang ang nararapat at kailangan kong gawin – ang piliin ang aking sarili noong unti-unti kang tumalikod at lumakad papalayo sa akin. Pasensya ka na kung may mga bagay akong nasabing Continue Reading
Why, Bakit?
I’ 22 years old and I never had a Boyfriend since Birth. Sa morning, teacher ako. Sa hapon, i’m helping my parents sa Business nila. Ganun lang ka simple ang routine ng buhay ko. Then you came. You were introduced by our common friend. All three of us lived in the Continue Reading
Ang alaala
Araw araw kong hinihiling sa lumikha na bigyan ako ng dahilan upang sumaya At dumating ka sa di inaasahang panahon, sa di inaasahang pagkakataon. Binigyan mo ng bagong kulay ang mundong nababalot ng kadiliman, Walang hanggang kasiyahan ang iyong pinabatid sa pusong nangungulila, Noon akala koy wala nang katapusan ang Continue Reading
Three Ideas To Stop Hoping sa Isang Torpe
You are pretty, wife-material and bagay kayo ni Guy according to your barkada. Yes, si Guy na close friend mo, na pati parents and relatives niya, ka-berks mo na rin. Pero sa years niyo nang pagiging close, sa dami na ng naipon niyang birthday cards and Christmas gifts from you, Continue Reading
Hello, Thank Yous, and Good bye, Love.
Hello, Love… This is a love letter, about someone I loved the most…and for someone I need to love more. The way our paths crossed wasn’t conventional. But it was still serendipitous, I’d say. When I first saw you at that bus station, with your blue Adidas shirt, jeans and Continue Reading
What I almost lost when I held on to you.
Maybe I had to meet you, so that I would realize what things I hold important in my life, and what I should be holding on to instead of someone who couldn’t even hold my hand for long.
OPEN LETTER to my greatest love: Malaya ka na.
It’s almost a year since we broke up. 4 years na sana tayo. We started as classmates then lovers and we were in an on-off relationship. Dahil sa situation natin, nagkaroon ng 8 months na break up and I tried loving others pero hindi ko kaya because you gave me so much to hold on. We got Continue Reading
do not afraid to love again
di nakakatakot ang magmahal muli after ng masaklap na break up di ibig sabihin na iniwan ka or niloko ka ee ikaw ang nagkulang maraming dahilan,maraming posibleng nangyari kung bakit nya nagawa yun sayo. pero wag mong sisihin yung sarili mo, wag mong tanungin kung bakit, hayaan mo sya sa Continue Reading
The Last Letter
This could be the last letter that I’m going to write for you. And it took a lot of me composing this. But just so you know, this came from my whole heart. And I meant every word that I’m going to say. I admire you. I admire Continue Reading
Dear Ex, I Don’t Blame You..
“I don’t blame you if you think that I am not good enough for you..” “I don’t blame you if you choose her instead of choosing me..” “I don’t blame you when you said that I am not the one for you..” ALSO.. “I don’t blame you for the countless Continue Reading
Open Letter To The Girl Who Disrespected Me.
I’ve seen you once and only for a brief moment but I will never forget that encounter. Right then and there, I could have pulled your hair, dragged you on the streets, cursed at you and humiliated you. Even until now, there were times I wished I’ve done those. But Continue Reading