Of course i wanted you to stay, beg you not to leave, kung pwede lang magpretend na walang nangyari, magtanga tangahan. Pero hindi, dahil baka hindi talaga yun ang gusto Niya para sa akin,kaya kinalabit na Niya ko at sinabing tama na… Tanga na kung sabihin ng iba pero never akong nagalit sayo, hindi ko… Continue reading So let this be my last letter to you.
Category: Move On
My Fault for Falling
I called someone love even when I knew it would hurt me. I called him love in spite of believing that there might be no happy ending. It felt so natural. It felt so real. It felt like time and the universe made some sort of deal. Like they knew I would fall and allow… Continue reading My Fault for Falling
Ako Naman
Iniisip ko. Bakit hindi ko namalayan? Iniisip ko kung bakit at paano nag simula? Bakit mo sinimulan at bigla mo na lang tinuldukan? Bakit ganoon na lang kabilis sayo balewalain ang lahat. Teka, binalewala mo ba o hindi ka lang talaga handa? Pero kahit ano pa man hindi naman ako nakaiwas na hindi masaktan. Bakit… Continue reading Ako Naman
Hindi na Ako
Hindi na ako ang una mong naiisip pag gising mo. Hindi na ako ang naghahatid sayo. Hindi na ako ang kasama mo magbreakfast. Hindi na ako ang inuupdate mo. Hindi na ako ang hinihintay mo mag update. Hindi na ako ang sumusundo sayo. Hindi na ako ang kasama mo magdinner. Hindi na ako ang nagpapatawa… Continue reading Hindi na Ako
To the Love that went Wrong
Letting you go doesn’t mean that I dont love you anymore, and definitely dont mean that I’m replacing you with somebody else. I let go of you because I know this will be the only thing that would let us heal and pick up the broken pieces our past left us with. I let you… Continue reading To the Love that went Wrong
Maybe, just maybe….
Maybe, just maybe… The chances we overlooked. The opportunities we didn’t take. The heartbreaks we have to endure. The what if that we continue to regret. Maybe, just maybe we really need to overlooked that chance. Maybe, just maybe we really need to missed that opportunity. Maybe, just maybe we really need to endure that… Continue reading Maybe, just maybe….
Hugot at Banat
Hindi lang alak at iyak ang sagot.
Alive
You were a breath of fresh air. Pain changes people, and I couldn’t agree more to it. I was one to believe in pure love and happy endings, but since reality (always) says otherwise, I have learned to be cold, to not get affected and attached, and rejected people after that bad heartbreak. It was… Continue reading Alive
The truth will set you free
Once you get hurt, you start to realize the truth. Hindi ka pinili, nagkataon lang na anjan ka. Hindi ka minahal, hindi ka kayang mahalin. When you get hurt, you start to see things clearly. Things you couldn’t see before, because you chose to believe instead.
To the love I cannot forget
I was sure of you, back then. I am assured that it is you that I’ll marry and have kids together. I am certain of the plan that you’ll meet my family and you’ll ask for their blessing to have me. You and I weren’t just a draft. Having an us in the near future… Continue reading To the love I cannot forget
Salamat, Paalam.
Salamat, kahit di naging tayo. Dito na pala magtatapos ang isang pagtingin na nagtagal at akala ko, ito na iyon, pero hindi pala. Salamat kasi nakilala kita, Salamat sa mga sandali na nakasama kita at sa mga alaala na iyong iniwan. Mahirap sabihin na hindi na kita iisipin, pero kakayanin at pipilitin kong di na kita… Continue reading Salamat, Paalam.
To the next Guy
To the next guy she loves, please treasure her. She went through tragedies and had her heart in pieces. Please make her happy. Spoil her. When she falls asleep in the bus, let her lean on your shoulder. When she’s on her period, be patient with her mood swings. Listen to her rants about work.… Continue reading To the next Guy
Thank You For Not Pursuing Me
For those years that we spent together, I wondered why you did not pursue me. My heart whispered that maybe I was not enough. Perhaps, I was not the woman you dreamed of. I just ended it with the reality that I was not the woman that you wanted to spend the rest of your… Continue reading Thank You For Not Pursuing Me
Ako Nalang Ulit Please
Saan ako mag sisimula? Im so lost right now, I dont even know how to begin this process. Kalimutan ka? Unlove you? How will I? Can I? For two years, My life revolved around you as if you were my world. You became my dream. I thought, ikaw na, ikaw na talaga yung nakalaan sa… Continue reading Ako Nalang Ulit Please
The moment I stopped chasing you.
In this one-sided love, I feel the love inside my heart, the genuine emotion for someone, wholeheartedly, unconditionally and passionately. Hoping someday, somehow that kind of feeling will be bounce back. Hoping one day, you will also see what I actually sees on the idea of “us”. Maybe somehow you’ll realised what I felt for… Continue reading The moment I stopped chasing you.
Pagtanggap
Hindi ikaw Oo hindi ikaw ang nilaan mg Diyos para sa kanya Papaano kung ang sakit na paglisan nya ang dahilan para makilala niya ang taong nilaan ng maykapal para saknya Paano kung ang sakit na pagiwan niya ang daan upang matagpuan niya ang taong bubuo sa pagakato niya Pagtanggap ang kailangan mo ngayon ay… Continue reading Pagtanggap
Pinapatawad Na Kita
Pinapatawad Na Kita Sinagot na ni Lord ang matagal ko nang hinihingi sa Kanya. Natagpuan ko na ang matagal ko nang hinihintay na pag-ibig. Lahat ng binanggit ko sa Kanya, nasa sayo na. Lubos ang pasasalamat ko dahil ilang taon sa Kanya ikaw ang bukambibig. Lahat ng sa ati’y perpekto. Kahit malayo tayo sa isa’t… Continue reading Pinapatawad Na Kita
Sorry
Sorry Sorry kung hindi ako naging sapat para pag gising mo sa umaga, ma-excite kang makausap at mapangiti ako. Sorry kung hindi ako naging sapat para sa buong araw mapangiti kita sa tuwing pumapasok ako sa isip mo. Sorry kung hindi ako naging sapat para mamiss moko at gugustuhing marinig ang boses ko o lalo… Continue reading Sorry
Fallen Strangers
They say it is easier to open up to a Stranger. No judgement. No pretenses. Just being the vulnerable you. Never did I expect that a day would come When I crossed paths with this stranger, A stranger with a wandering soul A stranger with a broken heart A stranger with a shattered mind. The… Continue reading Fallen Strangers
BEAUTIFULLY BROKEN
Let go the idea of happiness that turned out to be a counterfeit. You aren’t happy. You aren’t impassible. Allow yourself to cry. Accept that we can’t always be happy. Love is sometimes hard to navigate. Your heart will be broken and you’ll feel the pain. You’ll get hurt but please do recognize the pain. Don’t… Continue reading BEAUTIFULLY BROKEN
OUR KIND OF LOVE STORY
I HAD LOVED YOU AND I HOPE YOU FELT THE SAME WAY TOO. It was still haunting me. That night when we sat beside each other. The silence filled the space between the two of us. No one dared to open the mouth. We just stared outside. I don’t know how long it lasted. But… Continue reading OUR KIND OF LOVE STORY
Para Sayo
Ang iwan ang taong mahal mo ay walang kasing sakit Tutulo ang luha mo kahit mata’y nakapikit Ang matapos ang araw na hindi ka nakikita Pusoy nalulumbay at nangungulila sayo sinta Ang hiling koy magbalik ka, ngunit alam kong malabo na Ang dati kaya ay maibabalik pa? Noon tayoy masaya pa,noon halos araw araw pa… Continue reading Para Sayo
Difficulty
Let him/her go or not? – Minsan napapaisip ka kung bibitawan mo na ba or hindi pa , kadalasan minsan ang sagot is hindi pa . Kasi umaasa tayo na pwede pang maayos ang relasyon na kahit komplikado eh akala mo sigurado kaso pagdating sa partner mo he or she already give up hindi… Continue reading Difficulty
To the man who broke me, Thank you- Part 1 (The One That Got Away)
I used to think that being single won’t make me less happy. I was alone but never lonely. I have friends to eat with, travel with, grow with and do other stuff any other couples usually do. Not until you came into my life. I felt a different kind of happiness, one that friends couldn’t… Continue reading To the man who broke me, Thank you- Part 1 (The One That Got Away)
The wave that started it all
Yes! It’s all started with a wave. That is supposedly just for fun, but little do I know that it is where it’s started. I waved, you waved back, from that day to ALMOST a year. Yes! Almost a year. Chat, videocall, roadtrips and more, we enjoy every moment as if we knew each other… Continue reading The wave that started it all
Pain will change you
Let the pain change you. It is definitely true that the pain will change you. But i pray that you are not one of the people who isolated themselves because of pain. Be that someone who will think that the change that came from the pain is worth it. Be that someone who became stronger… Continue reading Pain will change you
Strangers Again
I saw a note from the planner you gave me that says, ” I promise to love you no matter what, and I’ll stay as long as you want me to..” I remembered having this conversation with you. When you told me to stand by my words, ‘Coz you’ll stay whatever it takes.. But what… Continue reading Strangers Again
Pinili parin ang patuloy at paulit-ulit na Magmahal kahit masakit.
Siguro di kayo maniniwala na ang lalaki ay nasasaktan din dahil kaya din naming magmahal ng totoo, lubos at bigay todo. Yan ang nangyari sa akin. Siya nga pala isa akong widower na may 3 anak. Naging masaya naman in general ang pagsasama namin kahit may isang masakit na pangyayayari din sa loob ng aming… Continue reading Pinili parin ang patuloy at paulit-ulit na Magmahal kahit masakit.
Magpatawad? Siguro. Makalimot? Ewan.
Kayang magpatawad e, pero yung makalimutan mo? Hindi yata? Oras oras kang magtatanong kung naging sobrang sama mo ba para gawin yun sayo, kung deserve mo ba talaga yung pain at yung masakit na salitang sinasalo mo. Lagi nilang sinasabi na regalo sa sarili ang pagpapatawad. Tayo na nga yung sinaktan tayo pa yung may… Continue reading Magpatawad? Siguro. Makalimot? Ewan.
MY HEART WAS BROKEN ON THE FIRST DAY OF OCTOBER
I knew from the start that this day would come. I just didn’t expect it to hurt this much. Lahat naman tayo may pangarap, hindi ba? Pangarap na bahay, pangarap na kotse, pangarap na kaibigan, pangarap na pamilya. Minsan, PANGARAP NA TAO. In my case, nangarap ako na sana.. sana isang araw pagmulat ng mga… Continue reading MY HEART WAS BROKEN ON THE FIRST DAY OF OCTOBER