May mga bagay talaga na dapat tinatapos na. Hindi na sana ako nagtataka kung meron ba o wala. Kasi sa tuwing ako ang iyong kaharap, ang iyong mga salita ay tila ba mapagpanggap. Mga salitang animo’y mga talulot ng bulaklak na humahalimuyak sa pamumukadkad. Bawat bigkas ay para bang hampas ng bawat nota sa… Continue reading Kung Pipiliin Mo, Pipiliin Ka Ba?
Category: Move On
To move on is not easy
To move on is not easy. Most of the time we tend to keep ourselves busy to forget what happened for a certain time. But being busy doesn’t mean you’re moving on. You’re just ignoring the pain for a moment. But at the end of the day, when you’re alone and your friends are gone,… Continue reading To move on is not easy
Kung sakaling bumalik ka, hindi na kita kilala
Isa, dalawa, tatlo.. tatlong buwan na nakalipas mula nung nawala ka sa unang buwan tila bang ayoko nang gumising pa sa pagkat sa puso ko ay may kulang na; wala ka na pala hindi maipinta ang mukha, sa madaling araw ay gising pa para bang wala ng mas sasakit pa, sa biglaan mong pagkawala sa bawat… Continue reading Kung sakaling bumalik ka, hindi na kita kilala
To My Girlfriends
Dear Girlfriends, It’s okay to have crushes, even to have a list of them. It’s okay to fall in love. It’s okay to be in a relationship. It’s okay to blush, get flustered and feel giddy when he’s around. It’s okay to enjoy all these feelings of being “in love.” It’s okay to exert effort… Continue reading To My Girlfriends
Dahil mahal kita, Malaya kana.
It took me 30 minutes to stare at my screen before I initiated typing. That 30 minutes have been the longest minutes of my life lately. Have you ever got that feeling that yes, you got the title ready for your piece and yet, there are no words coming out but there are hundreds of… Continue reading Dahil mahal kita, Malaya kana.
If I had the chance, I will choose you
When we were together, there were many times you have pushed me away. Many times that you threatened me that you will leave me. But I fought and I felt even happier for staying inlove with you. Now you have more reasons to leave and not to stay. It is not a threat anymore, but… Continue reading If I had the chance, I will choose you
AYOKO NA!
AYOKO NA Ilang ulit ko nang narinig mula sa aking mga labi ang dalawang salita, AYOKO NA! Ito ang mga panahon na hindi ko alam kung lalakad na nga ba pasulong O lilingon pa duon sa nag-iisang dahilan kung bakit ang mga mata ay tila ba nangangayaw na dahil sa dami ng luha na dumaan… Continue reading AYOKO NA!
REMINISCING THOSE GOOD OLD DAYS
“REMINISCING THOSE GOOD OLD DAYS” “C1 spicy miss, and large coke for dine in” As the service crew hand my favorite meal, I eventually left the counter and search for a table. I stopped for awhile— there’s a table caught my attention and t’was the spot that we used to sat. I smiled, and… Continue reading REMINISCING THOSE GOOD OLD DAYS
Dear Ex,
Hindi ako ATM o savings sa banko na kapag kailangan mo ay iwiwithdraw mo nalang. Hindi ako pokmaru na sasabihan mo lang ng matatamis na salita bigla na namang bibigay at pagkakatiwalaan ka ng tuluyan. Siguro nga ganyan ako noon Siguro nga mas tanga pa ako sa tanga noon Pero sinasabi ko saýo, lahat ng… Continue reading Dear Ex,
Her Worth👸🏻
We are all Sanchai’s wishing to meet our Dao Ming Si. Women of our age, we seek for a relationship that lasts. We seek for a man that will fight for us and will proudly introduce us to the world. But is not always the kind of story we want. We must love the wrong… Continue reading Her Worth👸🏻
Build up greater friction.
He has his own world now. He has his own worries, problems and care for someone right now. Don’t bother him because you still got yourself. And it’s the very thing you can have. You still got the most important thing with you – yourself, do not lose it.
Love is everything but loving you isn’t.
I love you, yes I do. And everyday, I still do. I love the time you can spare me. The love we shared that was bounded by the fact that you weren’t really mine. Wasn’t mine to hold, wasn’t mine to boast about, wasn’t mine at all. You are not mine. Masakit pero kaya kung… Continue reading Love is everything but loving you isn’t.
Sa Ngayon Tama Na
Akala ko madaling magmahal. Akala ko rin basta mahal ko, okay lang na hindi niya mahihigitan ang pagmamahal na binibigay ko. Ayos lang yun. Basta ang importante masaya ako. At makita ko na kahit paano, masaya din siya. Nagtagal naman kami. Yun nga lang hindi ko alam kung ako ba talaga. Mabait siya. Sweet din.… Continue reading Sa Ngayon Tama Na
Thank you and Goodbye!!
I never regret the day that I met you. You have the qualities of a nice guy;kind, caring, God-fearing, sweet and gentleman. I remember, when we became so close ;we talked almost everyday ,we discussed about our future plans and you even shared pieces of your personal life to me You simply became part of… Continue reading Thank you and Goodbye!!
Goodbye Feelings
For all these years, I kept you in my heart. It was not intended, but you became my part. I thought that someday, somehow, we are meant to be. But this was not our story. Only our memories behind us. So the feelings that I once had, I decided to bury it in the past.… Continue reading Goodbye Feelings
The woman who lost her leaves.
I came and I first saw a tree with blooming leaves. Kissed by the sun, blessed by the water and hums with the wind. At days you can see her dance as the wind blows. There were also days where the rain stormed and her leaves trembled. Oh how amazing and resilient this tree is… Continue reading The woman who lost her leaves.
This day-
This day I’m going back. I’m going back to things I wanted in the first place: My passion. My dreams. My invulnerable self. I’m going back to time when the felicity of life was real. I’m going back to places where my mind was united with my soul. I’m going back to memories which brought… Continue reading This day-
Para sa Paborito kong Pagkakamali
Gustong gusto kitang kamustahin at kausapin, gusto kong sabihin sa’yo na ikaw ang taong nagturo sa akin kung paano maging matapang, totoo at piliin ang sarili sa dulo. Pero bago ko matutunan ‘to, aaminin kong nasaktan ako ng sobra bago ako makabangon mula sa pagkahulog. Kinailangan kong ikulong ang sarili ko sa aking silid, umiyak… Continue reading Para sa Paborito kong Pagkakamali
You made me realize
You made me realize many things. You made me realize that i should expect the unexpected. The things that i didn’t imagine i would love was now my favorite things. Because of you. You made me realize that i should give more importance to life. Because life is short. I should do what i need… Continue reading You made me realize
Getting Over Her: Journal Entry # 1
GETTING OVER HER: FIRST DAY Today’s my birthday. I should have been happy today. Unfortunately, the greetings I got from friends, as well as the thought of being thankful for having another year, was dulled with the pain I felt from my heart. A result of a love unreciprocated and never confessed to the woman… Continue reading Getting Over Her: Journal Entry # 1
Half-loved?
I remember how I told God, “Lord, I like this man!”. How I cried when He said, “No, not yours”. . . We clicked in instant! Every voids, you seem to fill it all. You came to me in a time where I am ready to give it all. But then, you already gave your… Continue reading Half-loved?
You were my season.
To the man that was never even meant to be mine, Thank you, for some reason, I thank you. For bringing happiness into my life. For putting spices into my boring planned life. I always say that you came to me in a very wrong time. But each day that passes by, I realized that… Continue reading You were my season.
You will be the last
I’ve been into a lot of failed relationships, ghosting stages, and unrequited love but recently was the most unreasonable thing to keep. My heart and mind keep battling up why it has to happen for me again? What I have done wrong? Did I made mistakes to others that I have to suffer like this?… Continue reading You will be the last
You deserve to be someone’s priority, not an option
To you who’s broken and weary, maybe you have always struggled with your emotions. You tried so hard to fight it. You even cried for countless times. You were so desperate to find your way out; and yet, you always find yourself struggling again. Maybe someone treated you unfairly. Maybe that person made you believe… Continue reading You deserve to be someone’s priority, not an option
An Open Letter to the Man I can’t Have
I never thought this one will come. How could I know that you will mean so much to me? How could I not fall in love with those laughter’s and deep conversation we’ve shared? How could I not treasure those memories I think we could’ve had? I admit it, I fell for you not even… Continue reading An Open Letter to the Man I can’t Have
Minahal kita, kahit hindi naging tayo.
Hindi ka kahit kailan magiging sa akin pero minsan ko nang pinangarap na mapa-sa’yo ang isang tulad ko. Hindi ko na rin mabilang ang mga beses na nabanggit ko ang pangalan mo sa mga dasal ko kahit na ibang pangalan naman ang sinisigaw ng puso mo. Sandali lang tayo pinagtagpo pero habang buhay kong pasasalamatan… Continue reading Minahal kita, kahit hindi naging tayo.
Sa aking pagbibilang
Isa, dalawa, tatlo ako’y maglalakad palayo sayo. Segundo, minuto, oras ang binibilang maiahon lang ang pusong ito. Isa, dalawa, tatlong linggo na rin ang nagdaan ng ako’y linisan mo. Binibilang ko ang araw simula ng yung iniwan dahil ang puso’t isipan ay patuloy na nananatili sa ating nakaraan. Sinasabing ika’y kakalimutan pero habang araw at… Continue reading Sa aking pagbibilang
Nasaktan ako pero mas mahal kita
Para sa taong nagwasak ng puso ko, ngunit nagbigay sa akin ng hindi napapawing kasiyahan. Ikaw ay karapat-dapat sa pagpapala ng Panginoon. Limang buwan na ang nakalipas nang tayo ay huling mag-usap. Alam kong hindi naging maganda ang ating pagtatapos, subalit ako pa rin ay taos pusong nagpapasalamat dahil nakilala ko ang isang katulad mo… Continue reading Nasaktan ako pero mas mahal kita
Don’t Blame Me
Don’t blame me for boring youWhen you said things became routine. Don’t blame me for asking peopleBecause I wondered where you’ve been. Don’t blame me for your decisionTo leave when you could have stayed. Don’t blame me for your actionsWhen you cheated and you betrayed. Don’t blame me for when you quicklyDeveloped feelings for another.… Continue reading Don’t Blame Me
Thank you, but I deserve better.
I wished you didn’t treat me special You appreciated me at my achievements You encouraged me at my disappointments You complimented me and tell me how beautiful I am You are kind to me and I thought you are indeed a gentleman I admit I already fell for you without you knowing You don’t know… Continue reading Thank you, but I deserve better.