Thank you for not staying Thank you for letting me go, So that i can grow As you walked away, the memories you left starts to sway. The wounds that you left, Becomes the lesson that i will never forget Before you and me, There was God and me I realize that when someone leave,… Continue reading Thank you for not staying
Category: Move On
Someday
Maybe I’m still on the process of progressing. Maybe I’m on my way on fully accepting things. Maybe I’m almost ready to grow while embracing the pain. Maybe i will have the most true smile again. There are many maybes. I’m in the season of hurting now. I can’t accept things or people that is… Continue reading Someday
What I Learned About Moving On
1. Focus on the right stuff Going through the Sacrament of Reconciliation takes a lot of courage and humility. But it benefits us in a lot of ways even in nursing a broken heart. It can also prevent us from causing more hurts to both parties. Confess to a priest and accept your penance. 2. Obedience Only… Continue reading What I Learned About Moving On
Intersecting Lines
It’s like what an average millennial quote would say- some are meant to cross paths and make such significant changes in each other lives…but are also meant to break their paths and form new paths with other people. In the end, we’re all just these lines intersecting with each other, and if destiny deems us… Continue reading Intersecting Lines
Panaginip
“Dama ko pa rin ang higpit ng hawak mo sa aking kamay, bagama’t alam kong ito ay pawang panaginip lamang.”
STOP
I know it’s painful but you need to stop. As Adults, we have experienced a lot of pains and sufferings. Now, why are we addicted to it? Why? For example someone broke up with you? You’ve tried to win him back? And what did you get? Cold treatment and further pain. Why are we doing… Continue reading STOP
7 Realizations while I move on (Pito para sa pitong taon natin)
1. It’s ok not to be ok. You are not ok, and its ok. Ok lang na umiyak ka araw araw, maging malungkot, maging broken, maging empty, maging misrable,uminom, magdrama, magalit, magsisi, mag breakdown, magwala. Ok lang na minsan hindi mo alam ang gagawin mo. Ok lang na paulit ulit ka nlng. Ok… Continue reading 7 Realizations while I move on (Pito para sa pitong taon natin)
An Open Letter To The Guy Who Kept Me Secret
The first time I saw you, I could vividly remember what I told myself: “Oh God, I like this man”. Never wondered you would bear the same thought and it was the most wonderful feeling, like butterflies sweetly tickling my stomach. There were nights I prayed to God for a man that I could keep… Continue reading An Open Letter To The Guy Who Kept Me Secret
I Never Stop Praying For You
To the person who broke my heart, yet gives me such a joy that’s never ending. You deserve what God’s best for you. It’s been 5 months since we last talked. I know it was not a good ending for the both of us, but I just want to say that I’m still thankful because… Continue reading I Never Stop Praying For You
Ibon Ka Pala
Isa ka pa lang ibon Ibon na malayang lumilipad noon Pero tinamaan ka ng isang tirador Nasugatan ang iyong pakpak saka ka bumagsak Umiyak ka at humingi ng saklolo Pero hindi nila pinansin ang bawat paghikbi mo Akala mo katapusan na ng mundo Akala mo mamamatay ka na sa sakit ng sugat mo At nakita… Continue reading Ibon Ka Pala
Thank you, for not pursuing me (An Open Letter)
Yes you, Thank you for not pursuing me. I still thank you for making doubts on the possibility of us, on making me your back up plan and your second option. I did question myself though ‘am I worthy to be pursued?’. I thank God I got tired of waiting, of wanting. I stopped believing… Continue reading Thank you, for not pursuing me (An Open Letter)
This Is the Sign You’ve Been Waiting for to Let Go
I know the struggle of not wanting to let go of certain things or people because they mean so much to you. Deep inside your heart, you know that it will hurt so bad. The pain throbbing in your chest so wild that you can hardly breathe nor grasp it. You don’t want to let… Continue reading This Is the Sign You’ve Been Waiting for to Let Go
An open letter to the sweet man I never thought I’d pray for…
I met you at the wrong stage of your life. You weren’t ready to see me as a girl whom you can love. I am not your bet and I think I will never be regardless of how pretty I am to other people and how my personality jive with you. Haay… Why do I have… Continue reading An open letter to the sweet man I never thought I’d pray for…
I Will Let You Go For now
I Will Let You Go For Now -PJ Hernandez The hardest thing in life is to let go the person even you still love them. I met you when I am not in my best to keep you. The sparks were now gone, the happiness was now gone, and the love was now gone. Maybe… Continue reading I Will Let You Go For now
Ulan
Tuwing umuulan maraming alaala ang bumabalik mula saakin naalala ko pa lagi tayong inaabutan ng ulan kapag tayo’y umaalis kalong kalo ko lahat ng ating gamit upang hindi ka mabasa kumbaga sa mga umiiibig sinasabi natin saating sarili na hindi bale na ako yung mabasa huwag lang siya Ganoon pala kita minahal noon na halos… Continue reading Ulan
Promise Ring
Naalala ko pa nung sinabi mo na tayo hanggang sa huli na tayo magsasama hanggang sa tumanda tayong dalawa pero tila ba bakit bigla nagbago ang lahat Mga pangakong binitawan mo saakin noo’y biglang napako na lahat na hindi inaasahan na tila ba’y mapapatanong kana lang sa iyong sarili na saan ba ako nagkulang Ano… Continue reading Promise Ring
To the guy who made me realize what love truly is.
Dear you, We have known each other for years, but I never saw myself getting attach to you. You were far different from my ideal man. You are shy, silent, and not confident enough in yourself, which made you a total opposite of the man of my dreams. But the universe really does magical things.… Continue reading To the guy who made me realize what love truly is.
An Open Letter to the Guy Who Could Have Been
It’s been a few months to almost a year now, I still miss you. I really do. But I guess, in the end we are just bound to fall apart. If I never gave it a shot to let you in, I would have never known. I would have spent so many nights wondering a… Continue reading An Open Letter to the Guy Who Could Have Been
One Last Shot?
Sitting at the mountain top while watching the city lights and the stars in the dark night sky. Suddenly, I saw a star falling from the sky. Something inside my head whisper to me, “Promise me that you will pull me back everytime I want to go far away from you”. Yes, it came from… Continue reading One Last Shot?
Left Hanging
I will never forget that rainy, summer night when we danced to Mandy Moore’s version of “Someday we’ll know.” With your hands on my waist and my arms around your neck we wandered far off to our own universe, in sync with the rhythm, lost in the moment. Neither of us spoke a word but… Continue reading Left Hanging
If you don’t
I am doing fine with my life I am happy on my own I am alright alone I’m building my life I’m building my self again One by one I’m trying to make my heart whole again Building the pieces little by little Slowly and accurately But then you came You’re stirring up my world… Continue reading If you don’t
Maybe.
Maybe I’ll stop now–or maybe not. But one thing’s for sure. I need Him first to rebuild me. To restore me. I’ve been so hurt that i didn’t realize the destruction of me. I’ve been so busy thinking of any ways to feel numb because of the pain that i didn’t realize that every piece… Continue reading Maybe.
Nakinig naman ako sa’yo.
Hindi ba’t sabi mong pulutin ko ang mga basag na piraso ng puso kong winasak ng kung sinu sino? Pupulutin, Pagtatagpi-tagpiin, Bubuuin. Hindi ba’t sabi mo ingatan ko ang pusong ito, dahil isang araw may kukuha at mag-aalaga nito? Kukuhanin, Kukupkupin, Mamahalin. Hindi ba’t pinulot, pinagtagpi at binuo ko naman? At hindi na ata namalayan,… Continue reading Nakinig naman ako sa’yo.
Scars turned into Stories
I remembered when I was a child, I tend to think that I want to skip childhood and be a mature adult already. I tend to look at things at a different way. But now, I have realized that I want to become a child again, and that pattern goes on. As a child, we… Continue reading Scars turned into Stories
Hai(na)ku
Hindi ka mahal Wag mo nang ipilit pa Kalimutan na
Let Me Bleed
Let me bleed So the fear might heal Let me bleed So the pain will ease I cannot fully love If I am not fully done Bleeding. Crying. Closing. This wound won’t end Unless its cause is gone. After I bleed The scar will mar my innocent heart Thus lesson learned no one can thwart… Continue reading Let Me Bleed
Mr. Temporary
The first time we met, I thought you’re kinda’ extraordinary. But yes, you are! You approached me, diligently and I fell, for those words and efforts that seems magically… You were the person that God used to change my perspective. You were the man, who let me experience those beautiful things, and I thanked you… Continue reading Mr. Temporary
Bakit Naging Kayo Ba?
Masakit na tanong ng mga taong nakapaligid sakin. Tingin nila wala akong karapatan na masaktan dahil sya’y may iba na. Oo, Hindi naging kame. Umasa lang ako sa bagay na akala ko, pwedeng mangyari. Ngayon malinaw na ang lahat, Sapat na dahilan na yun para umusad na naman akong muli. Pero para sakin ang pagmo-move… Continue reading Bakit Naging Kayo Ba?
NAKARAAN
Naghanap ng iba Nagkaroon ng iba ‘Yan ang sabi nila ‘Yan ang sabi mo ‘di ba? Ngunit lingid sa inyong kaalaman Kung ano ang aking nararamdaman Sakit ay pilit tinatakbuhan Sugat ay pilit na tinatakpan. Nagkaroon na ng iba Tila tama kayo ‘di ba? Ngunit sugat ay naandito pa Niloloko ang sarili na ako ay… Continue reading NAKARAAN
Why Is It Hard To Move On?
Why is it hard to move on Over someone you loved for so long? It is because you loved this someone More than you loved yourself Because you loved this someone More than anything else. You gave everything that you have And loved this someone With all that you had. You’ve settled your life to… Continue reading Why Is It Hard To Move On?