Move On

I came to realize that unless I admit to myself that I have fallen in love with you, I will never get closure to what had happened between us. I will never be fully okay. I will never be at peace. Perhaps it is time to admit it to myself Continue Reading

  There are days or moments that you remember your past especially when you hear songs, or in other situations. You usually remember the people you shared those memories with, but did you know that you’re not really missing that person? It’s just the memories and the feelings that you Continue Reading

To be rejected by someone doesn’t mean you should also reject yourself or that you should think of yourself as a lesser person. It doesn’t mean that nobody will ever love you anymore. Remember that only ONE person has rejected you at the moment, and it only hurt so much Continue Reading

Just if after all that we have been through I am meant to say good bye and wave to you as I walk out of the door of your life, I want to tell you that you added a bright color to my life’s rainbow. My heart would never have Continue Reading

You were one of the few things I know I’m bound to lose You were like the first sip of coffee I know will run out as I go on But I drink anyway Because I love how it tastes like How every drop feels like life Or how its Continue Reading

For the past few days,sobrang weird nang perception ko sa mundo, sa mga tao, sa mga nakikita ko. Nalulungkot ako. We’re living in a generation wherein masyadong bine-baby o niroromantasize yung cheating. Naah, i’m not trying to be judgemental or what not. It’s just that, bat may mga taong pumapayag Continue Reading

I will really stop loving you. I will not even look at you. I will not talk to you if not needed. I will be cold towards you because that’s what you want me to do. I will not react if they tease me to you. You want this cold Continue Reading

Siguro nga dadating yung pagkakataon na makakakilala ka ng taong babago ng pananaw mo. Yung tao na gagawa ng kakaibang saya sa buhay mo. Yung taong papahalagahan mo, kahit kalimutan mo na ang sarili mo. Yung taong hindi mo kayang bitawan, kahit nasasaktan na ang buong pagkatao mo. Hindi mo Continue Reading

If we would be given a chance to look at each other’s eyes again, i would look at you so lovingly, radiating that unexpressed love i had for you. Then i would watch out for your reaction, and would settle for them whatever they might be. And then i’ll give Continue Reading

There was no sun as we began our trail and dark clouds hovered above us. As I ascend, there was no cool breeze and no soft whisper of the wind. Deep heavy breaths heard as the trail was getting steeper and difficult. Each step was carefully made. And then a Continue Reading

To you who doesn’t even have a clue That you caused my heart to feel blue Because you made me believe it’s you And that our love will never have its due   Oh, I just thought our love was true But after what you did to me, I knew Continue Reading

This is me staying away because sabi, respeto. This is me saying goodbye. No more sweet smiles. No more simple conversations leading to knowing each other. No more of that eye conversations. Because, sabi nga respeto. Anong karapatan ko when I cannot even give him up? When I am still Continue Reading

Nandiyan sya, nandito ako. Hindi sya kumikibo, ganun din ako. Gusto ko sya kausapin pero inuunahan ako ng kaba. Eto kami ngayon matapos ng ipatalo ko ang laban sa “kaaway” na walang ginawa kundi ipaalala ang lahat ng kasawian ko sa pag-ibig. Nagpasya akong bumitaw muna sa taong pinakamamahal ko Continue Reading

To the best woman i never had. We met during our college days. The first time I saw you i saw a broken woman healing from her past. At first i just want to be your friend but time goes by i fell inlove, not on the way you look Continue Reading

To the best woman i never had. We met during our college days. The first time I saw you i saw a broken woman healing from her past. At first i just want to be your friend but time goes by i fell inlove, not on the way you look Continue Reading

There’s this guy I admired a few years back. He was so charming and beautiful. He used to shower me with compliments. He used to tell me sweet nothings and empty promises. He used to make me feel loved and accepted. He used to do all these things, until us Continue Reading

ANOTHER CHAPTER OF MY LIFE HAS ENDED. SANA AFTER NYANG SINAGOT YUNG TANONG KO, SINABI NYA RING “HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY”, PERO HINDI TOTOO PALA YUNG SAGOT NYA. PAIN WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF THE PROCESS OF GOD. TO MOLD YOU, TO SHAPE YOU AS THE WOMAN THAT HE Continue Reading

Staring at the blank page, I don’t know how and where to start. I don’t know what thought can I express first. Billions of things are constantly running in my mind. The battle of my mind and my heart are really hard and painful.I don’t want to entertain it .But Continue Reading

“Lungkot at pait aking napadama Yakap at halik nais kong madama Pag-ikot ng mundo tila ay huminto Iyong pag alis di ko man lang napagtanto Hanggang kailan magtitiis Hanggang kailan mamimiss Bawat araw na dumaraan Umaasang damdamin ay gumaan Iyong mukha parati ang nasa isip Kasama hanggang sa panaginip Bawat Continue Reading

If happy is to be with her Then I’m happy for you As long as you won’t be hurt anymore Then I will now let go of you As long as you’ll feel loved I’m glad to let her take care of you As long it’s a genuine love that Continue Reading

Noong dumating ka sa buhay ko, ginising mo ng puso kong natutulog. Di ko alam na papasok ako sa isang relasyon na sang distansya natin sa isa’t isa ay ilang libong kilometro. Hindi ito ordinaryong relasyon, sobrang layo nito sa pinapangarap ko. Pero sumugal ako kasi pinasaya mo ako. Minahal Continue Reading

I used to admire you because you were always there for me. I am a typical girl who’s tired of games when it comes to love, because maybe I’ve had enough. But when it comes to you, I wanted more. I used to like you, really. It was not just Continue Reading

—WHY DO PEOPLE ARE AFRAID TO LET GO?   In life, there are some things that we cherished the most. Some things that are very important to us. Some things that we never thought that one day we need to let go of that thing because we need to and Continue Reading

I think we need to stop. Not because I wanted to, but we have to. I promised myself not to settle for anything less than what I deserve; to not settle for temporary happiness; to pray to be the right person to someone; to love myself more… …and then you Continue Reading

You were my all-or-nothing, worth the risk, and expect the unexpected. Our relationship was unplanned and yes I admit, it was so fast. I never thought I would fall for someone that fast. I am not that type who normally trust anyone, but you were different. I gave my full Continue Reading

To the one who build me up and tear me down, Somehow sometimes, we thought we’re a part of something so we wait.. woke up in the morning because that was only a dream.. A sweet, romantic and joyful kind of feeling.. that suddenly turned into sadness, a suffocating feeling.. Continue Reading

Hi Dalawang letra pero ang hirap sabihin sa tuwing nandyan ka dahil sa tuwing nakikita kita, yung dating  saya, natabunan ng sakit, sakit na pilit binubura ng masasayang alaala pero huli na.   Akala ko ikaw na. Akala ko ikaw na yung tutupad sa pangarap kong magkaroon ng one great Continue Reading

I prayed for the day wherein I will be able to smile. I prayed for the day where all the pain that resided my heart will go away. I prayed for the day where I can be as happy as you are. Or even more than that if it’s not Continue Reading

March 15, 2019 ———— E, Hi! Hindi ko alam kung paano ‘to sisimulan. Ang alam ko lang, sasabihin mo nanaman na ang corny ko. Sorry na agad. ‘wag mo muna ihinto pagbasa mo, malalaman mo (siguro) kung bakit ko ‘to ginawa. Paki appreciate na lang, kahit ito lang. First draft Continue Reading