Sometimes, it is totally okay not to be okay. It’s okay to choose yourself. Sometimes we need to compose our self first before stepping into reconciliation. Ironically, you wanted to save the friendships, the best relationship you ever had with the most important people, yet you are still hurting. Keeping your distance to those people… Continue reading Now, I Choose my Worth
Tag: Moving On
Anew
“One should know when new beginnings are needed, where one must not continue to dwell in the midst of the pain and hurting.” Have you ever find felt like your drowning in the pain of the past and the hurts brought to you by the person/s you love? How’s the heart break from a broken… Continue reading Anew
FINGERSNAP
It wasn’t easy to cope with the pain insideDid you notice the intangibles chains?Failures, mistakes, and wrong decisionsPlus failed relationship and brokennessIt held your growth and development You wouldn’t able to see the beauty of lifeThe worst possible endings were regrets Scared of failing but ended the same outcome Couldn’t replay the past ,time was… Continue reading FINGERSNAP
Kalayaan.
Di ko alam kung saan magsisimula? Parang bang nasampal nanaman ako ng tigkabila sa aking mukha. Ako itong nag paalam pero bakit parang ako din yun nawalan at nagkulang? Akala ko ba’y bubuoin mo lang muna ang sarili mo habang andito ako sa tabi mo pero bakit habang tumatagal parang pati ako nawawasak ng unti… Continue reading Kalayaan.
Was there a lifetime waiting for us in a world where I was yours?
I really wanted to burst into tears upon hearing Ben & Ben’s ‘Lifetime’ so I decided to express how I feel and how I remember you thru this song. Was there a lifetime waiting for us in a world where I was yours? It’s kinda hard to accept that there is no way in this world that you would see me the way I see you. Obvious naman, Kuya. Minahal… Continue reading Was there a lifetime waiting for us in a world where I was yours?
An open letter: Para sa taong kasama kong bumuo ng pangarap
Alam kong dalawang taon nang mahigit ang lumipas. Sana masaya ka sa naging desisyon mo. Sana, unti-unti mo nang natutupad ang mga pangarap mo; mga pangarap mo na unti-unti nating binuo. Naaalala mo ba nung tayo pa? Nung mga panahong umiiyak ka saakin dahil ang liit-liit na ng tingin mo sa sarili mo dahil pakiramdam… Continue reading An open letter: Para sa taong kasama kong bumuo ng pangarap
Protected: Maybe Just Maybe.
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To the Person Who Refused to Love Me Back, It’s Okay.
I’m sorry, it took me a while to set my mind straight. Anxiety and confusion has been a handful for me to carry these past few days. But in case you might wonder how it was for me.. i’m okay even after knowing you refused to love me back. If my intentions do not spark… Continue reading To the Person Who Refused to Love Me Back, It’s Okay.
From Broken Hearted to Broken Chains
“Why does the Lord ask you to break up with him?” “If the Lord loves you, why does He break your heart?” (Some situation that breaks our heart may be used by God for our good–a part of our sanctification). These questions may be raised by people who do not know the weight of sin… Continue reading From Broken Hearted to Broken Chains
Bestfriend, hanggang dito na lang…
Wala namang problema kung lalaki ka at babae ako, diba? Yan nga din ang tawag ng mga tao sa atin — bestfriends. Best. Friends. Hanggang dun nalang ba talaga? Siguro hanggang dito nalang. Pero bago pa natin tingnan ang pait nitong dulo, maari mo ba muna akong samahan na sulyapan ang matamis na kahapon? Oo,… Continue reading Bestfriend, hanggang dito na lang…
Three Ideas To Stop Hoping sa Isang Torpe
You are pretty, wife-material and bagay kayo ni Guy according to your barkada. Yes, si Guy na close friend mo, na pati parents and relatives niya, ka-berks mo na rin. Pero sa years niyo nang pagiging close, sa dami na ng naipon niyang birthday cards and Christmas gifts from you, wala pa ring ligawan na… Continue reading Three Ideas To Stop Hoping sa Isang Torpe
What I almost lost when I held on to you.
Maybe I had to meet you, so that I would realize what things I hold important in my life, and what I should be holding on to instead of someone who couldn’t even hold my hand for long.
Dear Ex, I Don’t Blame You..
“I don’t blame you if you think that I am not good enough for you..” “I don’t blame you if you choose her instead of choosing me..” “I don’t blame you when you said that I am not the one for you..” ALSO.. “I don’t blame you for the countless nights of crying & for… Continue reading Dear Ex, I Don’t Blame You..
Are You a Victim of “Mahal Kita Pero…”?
“Mahal kita pero.. i’m still inlove with my ex..” “Mahal kita pero.. hindi pa ako handa..” “Mahal kita pero.. you deserve someone better. .” “Mahal kita pero.. marami pa akong gustong gawin sa buhay ko..” “Mahal kita pero.. i don’t deserve you..” “Mahal kita pero.. kailangan ako ng pamilya ko..” “Mahal kita pero.. naguguluhan ako,… Continue reading Are You a Victim of “Mahal Kita Pero…”?
Nagmahal. Nasaktan. Minahal ang Sarili.
Many people said that love is a beautiful thing, that love brings happiness and love makes you smile. Oo nga, nung minahal kita, sobrang saya ko, na halos mukhang emoji na smile ng smile ang araw-araw kong nakikita sa sarili ko. Pero hindi rin naman nagtagal ang saya na ‘yon. Ang maraming ngiti ay napalitan… Continue reading Nagmahal. Nasaktan. Minahal ang Sarili.
Nawala Pero Hindi Nagpaalam
Ikaw ‘yung tinatawag ko na “My Unspoken Goodbye” Sobrang dami nating napag-usapan.Ano ang paborito kong pagkain.Ano ang paborito mong movie.Humingi ka pa nga ng payo sa akin.Kung anu-ano na lang ang topic, ‘di ba? Pero nung nawala ka, hindi ka man lang nag-informed. Andami mo ng alam tungkol sa akin.Andami ko ding nadiskubre tungkol sa’yo.Mga… Continue reading Nawala Pero Hindi Nagpaalam
Why i Choose To Let You Go
Yes, i choose to love you but i choose not to tell you. Yes, i choose to message you but i choose to stop it anymore. Yes, i choose to read our conversations but i choose to delete it & unfriend you. If only i have chosen to guard my heart at the beginning, then… Continue reading Why i Choose To Let You Go
To the One that Got Away
When they said, “Kung kayo, kayo talaga”, my heart begged to disagree despite the acceptance of my brains. Maybe, in this lifetime of what if’s and maybe’s , you are that person my heart will ache for every now and then. Baguio City will always remind me of you; and so does the black coffee… Continue reading To the One that Got Away
Waiting for you is the hardest part
Naniniwala ka ba sa sinasabi ng iba na “If you love somebody, you have to let them go. And if they comes back, they were always yours. If they don’t, then they never were.” But why will you let go of someone you love in the first place? 6th of May when he broke my… Continue reading Waiting for you is the hardest part
Last night, I dreamt about HIM
Legend says that if you dream of someone it means that they are also thinking about you. Sana nga scientifically proven, para atleast ma-convince ko yung sarili kong naiisip mo din ako. Pero ano ba talaga ang gustong sabihin ng subconscious mind natin? There are many reasons why are we dreaming about someone particular, and… Continue reading Last night, I dreamt about HIM
Today, I stopped.
Read this if its you. ” Remember if you are uncertain and unhealed, it’s not okay to tell people that they’re special and then treat them like they don’t matter. Its not okay that you treat them like your most valuable treasure in this world then leave them like a trash. Its not okay to… Continue reading Today, I stopped.
Pagsuko
May mga bagay na dapat panghawakan at may mga bagay ding dapat nating bitawan. Pero minsan kahit alam mong dapat ka nang bumitaw, dapat ka nang tumigil, dapat mo nang kalimutan, kahit pa alam mong mali, kahit pa alam mong bawal, di mo pa din mapigilang sumugal. Ngunit dapat pa bang ipilit ang bagay na… Continue reading Pagsuko
The moment I stopped chasing you.
In this one-sided love, I feel the love inside my heart, the genuine emotion for someone, wholeheartedly, unconditionally and passionately. Hoping someday, somehow that kind of feeling will be bounce back. Hoping one day, you will also see what I actually sees on the idea of “us”. Maybe somehow you’ll realised what I felt for… Continue reading The moment I stopped chasing you.
The Art of Letting Go
We all know how it feels to be madly deeply in love with someone. When everything feels right and everything feels light, our heart is filled with too much happiness. We smile often, we laugh hard and we always wish it to never end. But at some certain point some things will not go the… Continue reading The Art of Letting Go
“Just A Friend”
15 years ago,You were my best friend. You said you loved me, and I loved you back.“Will you be more than just my friend?” you asked. I said yes. A year ago, Our dreams were within sight. We were getting married. You got permission from my dad. We were happy. You said, “I can’t wait… Continue reading “Just A Friend”
For the Woman Who Loved a Confused Man
Even if you’ve been together for years, Even if he asked your father for your hand in marriage, Even if he set a date for your wedding, Even if he said he hoped to love you forever: Confused men will make promises they can’t keep. And you realize you must learn to walk away; Walk… Continue reading For the Woman Who Loved a Confused Man
To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before
Not once. Not twice nor even thrice. A couple of times have I already experienced the bliss of the so-called Love and everything that comes thereafter. But before I take a chance at love again, let me say a few more things to the people I’ve fell in love with once upon a time. Sorry.… Continue reading To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before
One day, I won’t remember.
One day, I won’t remember. I won’t remember how you always appear in my dreams when I sleep.Then the morning after, I would get a “You think of me too much” smirk. One day, I won’t remember. I won’t remember how you can go on for hours telling stories, just because you hate dead air.So,… Continue reading One day, I won’t remember.
Move to, HINDI Move on.
Dear You, Tayo’y masaya at nananahimik. Paglipas ng panahon, ako’y sayo’t ika’y akin. Ngunit bakit nawala sa ihip ng hangin? Anong nangyari sa atin? Sabi mo kailangan mo ng pahinga. Sabi mo kailangan mo ng space. Sabi mo kailangan mo ng oras. Sabi mo kailangan mo ng timing. Ngunit bakit iba ang iyong kasama? Bakit… Continue reading Move to, HINDI Move on.
To You who brings back the Past
Dear You, Torn between risking and leavingYou put my book on trialFlipping pages of torn and tan at your fingertips Every sheet unravelled by your eyes It wrenched my guts to seeIt pinched my nerves to feelThe memories, the peopleAnd me in the pages of yore How do you come and watch it all hurt?How do… Continue reading To You who brings back the Past