Categories Waiting

Bilin ni Pastor pero Paano kung sa Pastor’s Kid?

You may already heard the song “Bilin ni Pastor” “Bilin ni Pastor sa ‘kin ako daw manalangin. Maging maingat sa aking mamahalin. Huwag padadala sa bugso ng damdamin. Kay sarap mahalin bunga ng dalangin” You read the title right. This is a story about a girl (me) who unexpectedly fell Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

To that Man of God I really admire

Hey you, First of all, I want to appreciate you because you look so fine and manly. You have a sweet smile, a gentle voice, your beard looks good on you and can I just say how the look in your eyes can make someone feel so good that it Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

Sometimes, Someone.

Sometimes, someone loves us for who we are, and who we are not. Sometimes, someone comes into our lives to help us realize that not everybody is meant to stay in it. Sometimes, someone comes close to us to let us know who are worth keeping and who aren’t. Sometimes, Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Nakakapagod Din Pala

Nakakapagod Din Pala Nakakapagod din palang ipagpilitan ang sarili ko sa’yo Kahit alam ko namang sa dulo ako lang din naman ang talo Nakakapagod din pala ang pakiramdam na hindi magustuhan Dahil sa simula pa lang alam ko na ang turing mo lang sa akin ay hanggang isang kaibigan Nakakapagod Continue Reading

Categories Confessions

Letter of a Single Woman

I will wait on you, Lord, not because I am out of choices but because this time my choice is you. To my beautiful Lord Jesus, For many years, I have believed the lie in movies that finding a man who will love me is simply finding someone whom I Continue Reading

Categories Depression

Saloobin.

Ang saloobin. Magandang araw , ok ka lang ba? kamusta ka? sana ikay ok lang. madaming akong tanung! madami akong nais malaman. mahal mo ba talaga ako o sadya ka lang napipilitan? sa bawat oras na ikay kausap , sa bawat oras na ikay na kikita. ako ba talaga ang Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

What I’ve learned from the boys who almost loved me.

To the boys who almost loved me before, I thank you for coming into my life. It was indeed sad when you decided to leave, but now I’m finally able to start learning from the lessons you’ve left behind. With each hesitation, I’ve found my answers. With each uncertainty, I’m reaching a point of clarity.

Categories Relationships

On Love and Investments

“The higher the risk, the higher the return – but invest wisely, especially when it’s your time and love that you’re investing.”

Categories Waiting

I can’t have you… not yet.

I can’t have you… at least, not yet. I would first need to earn the right to deserve you. When that time comes, maybe, just maybe, the heavens will allow me to have you.

Categories Waiting

To the One that Got Away

When they said, “Kung kayo, kayo talaga”, my heart begged to disagree despite the acceptance of my brains. Maybe, in this lifetime of what if’s and maybe’s , you are that person my heart will ache for every now and then. Baguio City will always remind me of you; and Continue Reading

Categories Adulting

In God’s time.

I was shattered by past heartbreaks. It caused me to become uncertain about love and believed that happy endings only happen in fairytales. I intended to build the highest walls that no man can ever break nor climb. I enclosed myself in my own dark room and made myself invisible Continue Reading