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Categories Faith

Once Lost But Found Your Love

i was drowned into my own thoughts i was drowned into sadness i was drowned in thinking that i am alone i am unworthy i am unloved i am no one’s favorite i do not know what to do i thought i can’t survive it i went to sleepless nights Continue Reading

Categories Confessions

PAANO??

Hindi ko alam kung paano sisimulan ang istorya ng ating pag mamahalan. Dahil sa simula plang nman natapos na ang ating kwentong ako lang ang may alam. Minsan nga naisip ko na sumuko nlang kasi nakakapagod narin ang mahalin ka. Nakakapagod ng umasa na mapapansin mo pa. Ilang taon na Continue Reading

Categories Move On

Maybe.

Maybe I’ll stop now–or maybe not. But one thing’s for sure. I need Him first to rebuild me. To restore me. I’ve been so hurt that i didn’t realize the destruction of me. I’ve been so busy thinking of any ways to feel numb because of the pain that i Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Tulog ka na…

May kwento ako para sayo. Yung laman ng puso ko kanina. Paano ko ba to uumpisahan? at kapag naumpisahan, paano ko ba ito dudugtungan? Nais mo pa ba itong marinig? Teka lang… sandali lang… Bakit ako nagaalinlangan? Dati nama’y sabik ako… Hinihintay pa nga ang oras, Yung tamang oras na Continue Reading

Categories Move On

Nakinig naman ako sa’yo.

Hindi ba’t sabi mong pulutin ko ang mga basag na piraso ng puso kong winasak ng kung sinu sino? Pupulutin, Pagtatagpi-tagpiin, Bubuuin. Hindi ba’t sabi mo ingatan ko ang pusong ito, dahil isang araw may kukuha at mag-aalaga nito? Kukuhanin, Kukupkupin, Mamahalin. Hindi ba’t pinulot, pinagtagpi at binuo ko naman? Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Far From Your Hug

Our age may be pursuing each other, for it has a big gap. Not only 5years, but 9. It looks like it’s hard to handle, but I proudly can say it’s not. With your attitude, gestures, actions, and words, and most of all, your emotions towards me, really placed a Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

I Love You but I Can’t Pursue You

Yes, i do love you. I love your smile. I love the sound of your laugh. I love the way you try to make a cute face. But dear, you don’t even have to try because you’re beautiful inside and out. Despite all the feelings that are building up inside Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Letter I will never send

Persistency is the key. But I don’t think it would sti work out. I just read your messages earlier. Well, It has been 5 long years. I know you’ve been trying to reach me out for that 5 years in every communication channel you can. Yes, I read your chats, Continue Reading

Categories Move On

Scars turned into Stories

I remembered when I was a child, I tend to think that I want to skip childhood and be a mature adult already. I tend to look at things at a different way. But now, I have realized that I want to become a child again, and that pattern goes Continue Reading

Categories Adulting

Valuing my Values

My values are slowly becoming more apparent. I’m learning what situations to detach myself from. I’m no longer measuring the success of my happiness from the amount of social events I leave my house for, yet instead I learned to use a metric where I can validate my happiness based Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Singleness: Making the Most Out of it

Maybe the greatest temptations in singleness are loneliness and impatience. Impatience in waiting for our right soul partner and loneliness of being by ourselves. Perhaps you might wonder when will it be that your paths will cross or when will someone tell you, “I have been praying for you.” Our culture dictates Continue Reading

Categories Move On

Let Me Bleed

Let me bleed So the fear might heal Let me bleed So the pain will ease I cannot fully love If I am not fully done Bleeding. Crying. Closing. This wound won’t end Unless its cause is gone. After I bleed The scar will mar my innocent heart Thus lesson Continue Reading

Categories Contribution

Not a Game

It’s really a miracle to have him. Maybe because of time, circumstances or chances that could draw a line between our paths. He’s just a dream that somehow life could make it real, but our hearts are not yet connected. Can’t figure it out if I do really have the Continue Reading

Categories Confessions

LABELING OF HEART

sya yung lalaking pinapangarap ko sya  yung lalaking nag bibigay saya sakin kapag malungkot ako sya yung lalaking parang gamot na pasisiglahin ka pero minsan kapag na sobrahan ka ng inom ng gamot dun mo makikita yung side effect neto sayo. hindi mo namamalayan ung side effect na pala na Continue Reading

Categories Depression

A Lost Lamb

I failed an entry-level employment examination, twice this year. I started to question myself, what happened to my old self? What happened to the person that always strives hard to achieve his goals? What happened to the person that does not give up no matter how perilous and dangerous it Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Yakap

Pilit kinakalimutan ang nagdaan ngunit sa pagmulat ng mata sa isip ay ikaw kaagad ang nakalaan. Hindi maintidihan kung ano ang sayo’y naging aking kasalanan upang ang bigat na ito’y aking maramdaman. Hindi humuhingi ng kahit ano pa man. Malaman ko lamang na ang mga bagay sa iyo ay unti-unti Continue Reading