Boiling Waters
Thank you for asking me to give up, thank you for encouraging me not to let this story goes on since, in the first place we didnt know where it begins, thank you for not doing anything to change my mind, thank you for not pushing me to tell the Continue Reading
Dito, inaamin ko na gusto kita. Pero alam kong hindi pwede talaga. Una, taken kasi ako, Pangalawa, baka may maglaho. Pangatlo, kaibigan lang naman ang tingin mo, Panghuli, ako’y sayo’y may respeto. Paghanga sayo’y napakatindi, sa bawat “tara” palaging may “sige”. Ako lamang ang nakakaramdam ng ganito, Isip ko’y nagugulo, Continue Reading
It was when the pain of rejection took over my excitement — The pain that scurried through my bone marrows with unwanted torment. It seemed that my clock had just ticked counterclockwise, And the sun had just risen from west to east with its teary eyes. It’s hard to comprehend. Continue Reading
Tuwing kailan nga ba nagiging kumplikado ang isang bagay? Kapag ba kaya mong iwan, pero hindi pwede? O gusto mong iwasan, pero hindi mo magawa. Napakadaming paraan dito sa mundo, napakadaming dahilan din. Pero mas marami ang mga bagay na naghihilaan. Naghihilaan in a sense na, kapag ginawa mo ‘tong Continue Reading
I am doing fine with my life I am happy on my own I am alright alone I’m building my life I’m building my self again One by one I’m trying to make my heart whole again Building the pieces little by little Slowly and accurately But then you came Continue Reading
I sat on a concrete pathway along the grass-filled plains as the bevy of girls played dodgeball nearby. Hearing them laughing and shouting in enjoyment, wonderful thoughts conquered my mind. A lot of “what ifs” popped out as I viewed the watery plains, the insects, and the dragonflies. After a Continue Reading
i was drowned into my own thoughts i was drowned into sadness i was drowned in thinking that i am alone i am unworthy i am unloved i am no one’s favorite i do not know what to do i thought i can’t survive it i went to sleepless nights Continue Reading
Hindi ko alam kung paano sisimulan ang istorya ng ating pag mamahalan. Dahil sa simula plang nman natapos na ang ating kwentong ako lang ang may alam. Minsan nga naisip ko na sumuko nlang kasi nakakapagod narin ang mahalin ka. Nakakapagod ng umasa na mapapansin mo pa. Ilang taon na Continue Reading
Today I will finally start getting over you,I was so blinded of all the butterflies I felt before and the idea of helping you get through your demons, I thought I can and I thought you will. I’m so amazed by the happiness I felt whenever you’re around, and I Continue Reading
Maybe I’ll stop now–or maybe not. But one thing’s for sure. I need Him first to rebuild me. To restore me. I’ve been so hurt that i didn’t realize the destruction of me. I’ve been so busy thinking of any ways to feel numb because of the pain that i Continue Reading
May kwento ako para sayo. Yung laman ng puso ko kanina. Paano ko ba to uumpisahan? at kapag naumpisahan, paano ko ba ito dudugtungan? Nais mo pa ba itong marinig? Teka lang… sandali lang… Bakit ako nagaalinlangan? Dati nama’y sabik ako… Hinihintay pa nga ang oras, Yung tamang oras na Continue Reading
Hindi ba’t sabi mong pulutin ko ang mga basag na piraso ng puso kong winasak ng kung sinu sino? Pupulutin, Pagtatagpi-tagpiin, Bubuuin. Hindi ba’t sabi mo ingatan ko ang pusong ito, dahil isang araw may kukuha at mag-aalaga nito? Kukuhanin, Kukupkupin, Mamahalin. Hindi ba’t pinulot, pinagtagpi at binuo ko naman? Continue Reading
Our age may be pursuing each other, for it has a big gap. Not only 5years, but 9. It looks like it’s hard to handle, but I proudly can say it’s not. With your attitude, gestures, actions, and words, and most of all, your emotions towards me, really placed a Continue Reading
How’s life lately? We barely seen each other for sometime. Seasons changes and so we are. We’re not the same people we used to be, aren’t we? Back in time when the clock was still in our hands, we used to stay awake and talk about life; did crazy things Continue Reading
Have a blessed Sunday! God bless! ♡♡♡
Yes, i do love you. I love your smile. I love the sound of your laugh. I love the way you try to make a cute face. But dear, you don’t even have to try because you’re beautiful inside and out. Despite all the feelings that are building up inside Continue Reading
Persistency is the key. But I don’t think it would sti work out. I just read your messages earlier. Well, It has been 5 long years. I know you’ve been trying to reach me out for that 5 years in every communication channel you can. Yes, I read your chats, Continue Reading
I remembered when I was a child, I tend to think that I want to skip childhood and be a mature adult already. I tend to look at things at a different way. But now, I have realized that I want to become a child again, and that pattern goes Continue Reading
Hindi ka mahal Wag mo nang ipilit pa Kalimutan na
My values are slowly becoming more apparent. I’m learning what situations to detach myself from. I’m no longer measuring the success of my happiness from the amount of social events I leave my house for, yet instead I learned to use a metric where I can validate my happiness based Continue Reading
To you who are in the midst of chaos. Standing firm on the narrow road at nahihirapan, pause for a while. If feeling mo para ka nalang tumatakbo paikot ikot at hinahabol ang isang bagay na hindi mo maabot abot, baka time na for you to stop. Stop chasing your Continue Reading
Maybe the greatest temptations in singleness are loneliness and impatience. Impatience in waiting for our right soul partner and loneliness of being by ourselves. Perhaps you might wonder when will it be that your paths will cross or when will someone tell you, “I have been praying for you.” Our culture dictates Continue Reading
Mahirap maniwala sa isang salita na ang bilis lang binitawan at walang kasiguraduhan. Ganyan ang nararamdaman ko sa tuwing kausap ka. Sa tuwing nakikita ka. Sa tuwing naaalala ka. Parang laging may pagdududa. Hindi ko man maintindihan, pero walang malinaw na direksyon kung saan nga ba tayo papunta. Sa ngayon Continue Reading
When you felt that she’s into you, you should’ve have said something. You should’ve stopped her. You should’ve rejected her upfront. But you didn’t, instead, you watched her fall for you so deep and did nothing. You fueled her feelings with your constant “whatchadoin?”, with your “didn’t you eat yet?”, Continue Reading
Let me bleed So the fear might heal Let me bleed So the pain will ease I cannot fully love If I am not fully done Bleeding. Crying. Closing. This wound won’t end Unless its cause is gone. After I bleed The scar will mar my innocent heart Thus lesson Continue Reading
It’s really a miracle to have him. Maybe because of time, circumstances or chances that could draw a line between our paths. He’s just a dream that somehow life could make it real, but our hearts are not yet connected. Can’t figure it out if I do really have the Continue Reading
