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Categories Move On

Hindi Ako Handa

Hindi ako handa noong dumating ka. Hindi ako handa noong ngumiti ka. Hindi ako handa noong minahal kita. Hindi ako handa noong ako’y pinasaya. Hindi ako handa noong unti-unti nawawala ka. Hindi ako handa noong paggising ko wala ka na. Hindi ako handa. Isa lamang akong bata noon na inosente Continue Reading

Categories Friendship

Blinded. Now I Can See Her

I was blinded by her “imaginary personalities”. Thought that she’s a perfect one even with flaws. Thought that she’s considerate, Despite her selfishness decisions. I believed that she knows how to understand But she did not even SERIOUSLY care for me. I fooled myself about all the things about her. Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

Sandali!

Tapos na ba ang masasayang sandali? Tapos na ba ang mga araw na kasama kita? May pagasang bang maulit ang mga ganung sandali? Na sana sa tamang panahon maulit muli. Ikaw nagbigay kulay Sa aking itim at puti na buhay. Kakaiba ka sa lahat ng aking nakilala. Angking kagandahan kaaya-aya Continue Reading

Categories Move On

Breath, my beginning

by: Jeecel Sacatrapuz “Let there be light” This is how the creation began “He separated the light into darkness” And it ceased into a seperation The moment was too long when you said goodbye Everything altered in a blink of an eye Your words left a sting Those times was Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

HE..

He came into my life and change my point of view about love ♡ All this time I have a fear, doubts & trauma when it comes to loving someone. I fear that all the people who’s coming into my life will also leave. They would leave once they get Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Dear College Students—Don’t Give Up!

Life can be tough, especially in college; you’re at that age where you’re not exactly an adult but also no longer a child. You’re somewhere in between, possessing just enough freedom to do what you want while still being held responsible for the decisions you make about your future. You’re Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

Single by choice

“Bakit hindi ka pa nagboboyfriend?” “Kailan ka ba magjojowa?” Ok, to clarify everything I want to share what are the things that I’m considering before having a relationship and this is not just to clarify things but to serve as a guide sa mga (atat) na kabataan (not generalizing tho) Continue Reading

Categories Move On

The Beginning after an End

It has been 100 days since you left me, it has been 3 months since you said those words that keep on repeating in my ears, as if they are reverberating. Day-to-day is a big picture of constant changes. I have learned to wake up every morning without your chats, Continue Reading

Categories Friendship

Status: Friend

Hindi masabi ang nararamdaman Pilit na tinatago kahit nasasaktan Pero ayos lang, sapat na kahit kaibigan lang Masaya ako sa kung ano ang meron tayo Masaya ako sa iyong pakikitungo Masaya ako kapag masaya ka Masaya ako kapag kasama kita Pero kahit ganito ang nararamdaman Sana dumating ang panahon na Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Wala lang, pero nasasaktan ka na

The hardest part in no label relationships is yung hindi mo alam ang isasagot na dahilan sa tuwing tinatanong mo ang sarili mo kung bakit mo siya minahal. Yung akala mong wala lang, ayun pala it already created a major heartache in your life. You enjoyed every moment na kausap Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Liwanag at Dilim

Ako’y naka tunganga sa mga bituin At sa buwan na asul ika’y nakatingin Sa kadiliman ang gabi’y liwanag ang aking katabi Na kahit sa tindi ng lamig ako’y umiinit   Ikaw ay liwanag Sa aking dilim Ikaw ay kabutihan Sa aking kasalanan Ikaw ay pag ibig Sa aking galit   Continue Reading

Categories Bdub

Move on, kahit hindi naging kayo

Ang weird lang sa pakiramdam. Nasasaktan ka. Kinikilig ka. Masarap sa feeling kapag kausap siya. Pero ang tanong, ano ka ba talaga sa kaniya? Baka past time ka lang kapag bored siya? O baka naman ineenjoy niya lang ang company mo kapag wala na siyang ibang makausap? And sadly. todo Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Mahal kita, bumalik ka na!

Paano tayo magtatagpo kung palagi kang nagtatago? Paano natin masasabi kung palagi kang nananahimik? Paano mo malalaman kung hindi mo inaalam?   Naaalala mo pa ba yung pangako mo sa akin? Naaalala mo pa ba yung mga katagang iniwan mo sa akin? Naaalala mo ba yung mga panahong sinabi mong Continue Reading

Categories Adulting

KUNG HINDI SA’YO, HAYAAN MO NA.

May mga bagay na hindi binibigay sa’yo dahil sa iba’t ibang dahilan. Pero paano mo malalaman ang mga dahilan na iyon kung patuloy mo pinipilit ang sarili mo sa bagay na hindi para sa’yo. Kung patuloy mo iniisip na dadating din ang araw na mangyayari ang nasa isip mo na Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Chasing after the wind

How many times did I feel it’s something How long did I chain myself within I felt like you are everything I thought it’s gonna “us” through thick and thin   I’ve been struggling a lot With this feelings I build I mold it like a pot And push myself Continue Reading

Categories Move On

Pareho ba tayo ng nararamdaman?

Yung tipong nakatingin ka sa kawalan at walang kagana-gana sa kahit na anong bagay. Yung tipong wala kang ibang nararamdaman kundi ang mabilis na tibok ng iyong puso dahil ng sobrang puyat. Yung tipong kahit anong isip mo umiikot ka lang sa pare-parehong mga tanong na naglalaro sa iyong isipan na “Bakit nya Continue Reading

Categories Move On

Sana Masaya Kayo

Noong gabing sinabi mong ayaw mo na, talaga bang ayaw mo na? Higit apat na taon tayong naging magkasama, marami at ‘di biro ang ating pinagdaanan. Sa paggising, una kong mababasa ang message mo – ang message mo na laging pinaparamdam kung gaano mo ako kamahal na siyang nagpapalakas sa’kin Continue Reading

Categories Move On

I Kept on Coming Back.

  I Kept On Coming Back. Did you miss me? Cause I do. I missed everything about you. I missed how you made me laugh in small things. I missed your sweet voice and sweet smile. Did you think about me? Cause I think about you. I kept on thinking Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

I Stopped Chasing

I Stopped Chasing. Time ran fasts. The last time I came here There were still you and me. The bell rang. It’s now or never. You stopped, I paused. The leaf withered. Here I am standing Thinking it was still spring. The photographs faded. Looked back, ended. Then I stopped Continue Reading

Categories Short Story

Ang Gabi ng ating Reunion 101

Excited na ang lahat sa upcomin reunion ng Batch. Walang tigil ang mga messages ng mga kabarkada kung sinu-sino ba ang mga aattend o kung anong oras ba magkikita-kita. Heto na ang most awaited day after 20 years tayo’y magsasama-samang muli bilang mga mag ka-kaklase or batchmates. Alam ko ako Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Sana Balang Araw

Lumipas na ang sakit sa tuwing naririnig ko ang “Sana.” Sana sinabi mo, sana nalaman ko. Nalaman kong sandali ka lang pala sa buhay ko. Pero sa kabila ng lahat, umaasa pa rin na balang araw ay babalik ka, sana.   Dumating ka at binago ang ikot ng aking mundo. Continue Reading