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Categories Friendship

A Letter To My Long Lost Frenemy

For every bickering we had, I am able to treasure you in my heart. You are not just a friend nor a best-friend, you are my enemy and my sad reality. You are not just a person who is concern, you just there. Thank you for being my shoulder to Continue Reading

Categories Move On

You’re the worst person I know.

I wrote this because there’s too much burden in my heart. There’s too many unanswered questions left in my head. Maybe it’s better if those questions should just be left unanswered. Maybe it’s not worth waiting, it’s not worth fighting. Maybe, I deserve more than just being your “maybe”. Maybe Continue Reading

Categories Featured

How Long

Some of us made friends with darkness… for it knows the heartaches we couldn’t show in the light. The question is, until when are we going to hide?! How long are we going to bury our truth inside us while we’re still alive!? The truth of what genuinely matters to Continue Reading

Categories Move On

To my favorite person… before

Gustong gusto kitang kamustahin.. Madalas nag iisip ako kung anong ginagawa mo, kung masaya ka ba, or kung kahit minsan naiisip mo rin kaya ako.. These lines from Taylor Swift’s song hits me hard: ” and I just wanna tell you, it takes everything in me not to call you. Continue Reading

Categories Confessions

Bakit parang kasalanan ko pa? Part 2

So ayun na nga.. Trial and error lang ang nangyari. Sana’y sinabi mo kaagad para di na ko nangapa. Kayo na pala ng taong gusto mo talaga… “Bakit?” “Bakit sa iba kaya mong mag commit,bakit saken di mo kaya? “Bakit pag ako mali, pag iba tama” “Bakit mo ko pinaasa” Continue Reading

Categories Adulting

I hope

i hope you find your own happiness that exists on your own terms. i hope you truly take the time to figure out what moves you, what encourages your soul, what you deeply crave from life, and i hope you have the courage to believe that you are deserving of Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

How He Loves me

“Do you really love me?” That was the question that made me stopped while I’m having a good yet ugly crying moment tonight here in my room. With all the situations that have been happening right now— the COVID-19 pandemic; status of the nation; financial brokenness; emotional and depression tendencies; Continue Reading

Categories Confessions

Dear My Future Husband

Today (06/01/2020), I decided to write this letter for you. I had a strong feeling that next year will be the start of our love story. This year was such a hard one because there are many problems facing by everyone. So I accept that 2020 was not the year Continue Reading

Categories Contribution

Mga Inutang na binhi

Ang lupa ang aking buhay Ang mga punla ang aking pag-asa Dugo’t pawis ang pangdilig Ngunit, bakit sa aki’y walang bumabalik Libo-libo ang tinanim ngunit barya ko anihin Napaka lawak na lupaing inalagaan ngunit kailan man ay hindi matatawag na akin Ang mga bunga na kahit minsa’y di ko natikman Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Bakit?

di ko alam san ako nagkamali binigay ko lang nman ang alam kong dpat pero bakit parang ako pa ang mali binigay ko ng buung buo ang puso ko pero bakit unti unti nang nadudurog ito wala nman akong hinihingi sa yo kundi oras mo mali nga siguro na sa Continue Reading

Categories Confessions

Bakit parang kasalanan ko pa?

Balikan naten sa panahong ni tignan ka ay di ko ginagawa. Balikan naten sa panahong ni kausapin ka di ko iniisip. Tahimik at maayos ang buhay ko sa mga panahong yun kung iyong natatandaan. Ngunit habang lumilipas ang araw inunti unti mong pinasok ang mundo ko. Iniwasan at nilabanan pero Continue Reading

Categories Bdub

Para Sa Mga Single Pa Rin Hanggang Ngayon

Oo! Alam kong single ka pa. Pero sana alam mong okay lang yon. Sa panahon ngayon na naglipana ang dating apps, kasalanan na ang ‘di lumandi at ‘di magka-jowa. Sa panahon ngayon na lahat ng kaibigan mo ay in a relationship, kasalanan na ang mapag-iwanan ka. Sa panahon ngayon na Continue Reading

Categories Short Story

Light Source

Sarado na ang mga balay, tulog na halos tanan. Abri pa akong mga mata, nakatunganga sa bintana, nagahulat nga mahulog ang langit sa yuta. “Ingani diay ang lockdown?” Nakita nako ang bulan, nindot kaayo, dako og hayag sa layo. Ana sila naa daw’y dalawa ka side ang Moon, hayag og Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Pandora Box Opened

Our promises were so sweet at first Source of happiness and trust A burst of confidence existed But also the fear of my past subsisted The Dreams and goals that we planned It was futuristic and something to keep But sadly, all of that were vanished So fast like a Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

I know what I deserve but…

Bakit parang ako palagi? Sa tuwing may tampuhan, sinusuyo kita, iniintindi kita. Pero pag ikaw na ang taya, wala na. Ekis na. Uwian na. Kasalanan ko pa. Dahil sa ako ang hindi marunong umintindi. Dahil sana naisip ko man lang yung mararamdaman mo bago ako mag tampo? Sabi mo nga, Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Twisted

A ranging wind.. A ranging heart. A storm. I curl up my body.. twisted.. from our reality and my fantasy. Oh, old soul, a hope of you in a distance a chance.. to touch (your hand) to caress (my soul) Telling, My Love, I am with you always. But I, Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

Next time

I cannot fathom why   I  still have  this crazy  habit of thinking  about  you 24 hours a  day  even if I do not  see  you anymore.  I hope  that  this  is simply fondness and not  some sort  of  a romantic affection,  but  I  confess that   I might fall in love  Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

Waiting shed

How can the sky cry in a lovely way? How can the cold tears of it feels so warm? How can be the weather feels so nostalgic? It was heavy yet fulfilling. It was raining heavily that day, the trees were uneasy, the clouds was gray. There were consecutive flashing Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Ghosted: We Were Almost

How does it feel to be ghosted? In today’s modern dating, there is no way for anyone not to experience being ghosted, at least once. Ghosting does not only happen to people who exclusively date, but also to those who flirt. It happens everywhere to anyone. It is the new Continue Reading

Categories Confessions

SAGLIT, NGUNIT SULIT

Ang saglit na ating pinagsamahan sa akin ay nag-iwan ng malaking bakas sa nakaraan. Sa mundong paningin ko ay kakaiba, doon tayo ay nagkita.   Ang sakit at pait na karanasan ng iyong paglisan sa aki’y nagdulot ng aral. Isip ko ay nabuksan. Ang aking halaga ay nalaman.   Ngayon Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

The 3 C’s Of Great Relationship

CLARITY Clarity is the state of being clear. Know what your intentions are in a relationship. Intentions are meant to be pure and clear. A relationship is like journeying to a particular place. With clear intentions you are more likely to reach your goal that is to arrive at your Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Huminga

“Ilang oras ka na bang nakahiga? Di alam ang sasabihin Di mawari ang libro sa damdamin Tahimik ngunit maingay Ano ba ang dapat gawin? Sa unan nang iyong mga luha Huminga ka nang malalim Ngumiti at umahon sa dilim Imulat ang iyong tingin Baka kasi ika’y nakapikit Sa mga kislap Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Whenever I Call

The universe know my name. It knows the intention of my heart. It matches the frequency of my thoughts. It sees each tear that rolls down from my face and it hears me when I call for God’s grace. Afternoon whiff of thoughts… May you find yourselves between the lines. Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

KAPE (coffee)

Sa pag silay ng umaga Haharapin ang lamesang May nag iisang tasa. Hihigop ng mainit na kape Ngunit hindi sapat sa nanunuyong pait ng lalamunan Sa pag buntong hinga Mag lalakbay ang pait simula sa iyong lalamunan Patungo kung saan Wala ka nang maramdaman.. Patuloy itong dadaloy araw-araw dahan-dahan.. Unti-unting Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

What goes around, comes back around

What goes around, comes back around. This is the basic principle of how karma works. This means that if someone treats other people badly he will eventually be treated badly by someone else. Same thing around in relationships. When someone cheats, he’ll be cheated also in the future because his Continue Reading

Categories Confessions

Ingatan ang puso

“Ingatan ang puso…” Tatlong salita na hindi ko inasahang sa iyo pa mismo magmumula. Gusto kong paniwalaan. Pero paano? kung ikaw naman mismo ang bumasag sa pusong ito? Kung ikaw mismo ang lumapit at nagbigay mobito para ipaubaya ito sa iyo. Naalala mo ba? Nung mga oras na sobrang saya? Continue Reading