Heart vs Mind

Seasons waved "bye" without him at the table of your life.  Your 🧠: Is he  s t i l l  alive?! Your 💓: I've been receiving several forms of  love letters  from him, haven't you seen or felt it in your everyday life straight from the  unive...

TO YOU WHOM I KEEP ON WAITING – sorry na agad

Reasons I jotted down to justify bakit nga ba hindi natatapos yung paghihintay ko. 1. Why do I like him? at first talaga is because gwapo naman talaga sya kaya nga andami ding nagkakacrush sa kanya minsan nga nahihiya nako kasi pa...

I love you, but I love myself more…

I am tired of relationships. I am tired of the drama. I am tired of the unnecessary stress that goes with it In my four labelled relationships, I never had the chance to celebrate an anniversary. None of them lasted that long. There...

Nth Letter to say Goodbye to the One Great Love

At this point, I think I've written you more or less 100 unsent letters. I needed an outlet for my emotions because I know I can never tell you those directly. To be honest, it's been a long struggle for me to stay friends with you. Don...

Let’s walk away…

They say the truth will always set us free. But why the truth hurts so bad... that it almost crushed your whole being and left you broken into pieces... But I felt the beauty of brokenness... I always saw myself came running back at H...

Kuntento nga ba ko na maging kaibigan mo ‘lang’?

"Kaibigan kita. Pero masaya ko twing nakakausap ka. Kinikilig ako pag nagrereply ka. Naeexcite ako pag nakikita kong online ka kahit para yun sa iba. Okay lang. Kahit hndi mo man malaman tong nararamdaman ko, gagawin naman kitang inspirasy...

Bago Kita Binitawan

Siguro ngayon iniisip mo na ikaw ang may problema, ikaw ang may kakulangan, ikaw ang hindi kamahal-mahal kaya pinili ko na iwan ka, pinili ko ang bitawan ka. Cliche man at nakakainis pakinggan ang mga katagang "It's not you it's me" ng...

Sa Pagtatapos ng Kuwento Nating Dalawa

Maraming relasyon ang natapos sa kadahilanang, may isa na wala nang nararamdaman, may isa na napagod na o maaaring may isa na napamahal na sa iba. May mga konkretong dahilan. Pero iba ang kuwento natin sa kanila, dahil nagsisimula pa laman...

I wish I met you six years later

I wish I met you six years later, when I have become more mature and less irrational, less emotional.  Things would've been different. I would have made decisions differently. We would have not ended up like what we are right now; we share...

Sa Gwapo lang Kikiligin

"HINDI siya gwapo, pero mabait. He's someone that i've been looking for." Nagkakilala kami through chat. He messaged me after reading my comment on one of the posts of Boiling Waters on facebook. Nagsimula sa isang simpleng tanong, h...

To My Bestfriend Whom I Ghosted: Patawarin mo ‘ko.

I'm sorry I've had to disappear. I'm sorry I've smeared our best-friendship. I'm sorry I've had to leave it in ruins. It was just so pure and innocent back then. The afternoon sunlight passing through the windows creates sh...

A Fan Girl’s Confession

It all started when I supported you with your art, music. Everybody loves Music. Music brings people together as they say. and that's where it all started. I Love Music in the sense that it gives me peace. and you play the music for people...

Kapag nahulog, pupulutin mo ba?

Ako sa'yo ay parang bulaklak. Hindi ko alam kung pupulutin mo ba ako sa sandaling makita mo akong nahulog na sa'yo... At sa huli, aasa ako na kapag nahulog ay pupulutin mo.

Everytime I Missed You

Everytime I Missed You "I miss you." I hope pwedi ko 'tong sabihin sa'yo ngayon. Sana pwedi kitang e pm at kumustahin. Ayos ka lang ba? Antagal na din nating di nag-uusap. Kumusta sa work? Nakakakain ka ba sa tamang oras? Sana i...

Sigurado pero sumuko

I remember the time I asked you, "Sure ka na ba sa akin?" And sabi mo "Oo naman, hindi naman ako papasok sa ganito, kung hindi endpoint ang marriage" Everything was too good to be true. You pursued me even if I said no to a courtsh...

Each Time

I hate you. I hate you for being so dang romantic. I mostly end up drifting off into a dreamy mode and drown in my own thoughts... of you... and I... each time. Each time, I see you on screen... acting our love story. Turning our conver...

My ALMOST

As I am writing this post, I am scrolling through old scribbles and notes which had me recall a time where I experienced an almost relationship. It was probably the hardest breakup(in a sense with myself since we never really did have one)...

The heartbreak that you never knew

I wonder all the things that could happen if I said yes to you at that time. I wonder if I said yes, I won't have to feel this heart ache, I wonder if I said yes, we'll end up saying I do and live happily ever after, I just wonder ...

Hanggang dito nalang ba?

Ang hirap kapag nagkagusto ka sa matalik mong kaibigan. Pero wala ng mas mahirap kung ramdam mong parehong may gusto kyo sa isa't-isa pero walang may lakas ng loob umamin. Paano ba namin magagawang umamin kung simula't sapul alam namin ...

“24”

Iniiibig Kong, Heathcliff,             Siguro nagtataka kung bakit nakatanggap ka ng sulat mula sa akin. Wag kang magalala, nagtataka din akong umabot ako sa punto ng buhay ko na sumusulat sa iyo. Wala akong masabing tumpak at tamang rason ...

To the right girl I lost and felt regret

I really feel I need to share this personal experience of mine here in boiling waters. Setting my pride aside, and looking on a positive perspective, Im actually thankful na may flatform or chance na maishare ang kahit anong thoughts or exp...

Maghintay Tayo

Sana maghintay ka din kahit hindi para sakin. Hayaan mo lang na maghintay tayo. Pinipili kong hintayin ka kahit hindi ako sigurado, pero hayaan mo lang. Sa paghihintay ko sayo, aayusin ko ang sarili ko. Kung dumating man ang panahon na hind...

An Open Letter to My Twin Soul

Hey TOTGA (I actually put his name in this, I just changed it for the purpose of posting here), I hope you’re doing great. And I do hope that you won’t be able to read this. Funny it is but all I want is to express these feelings and words ...

Quarantine Mood

The heaviness of 2020 is something to look back to. After months of being locked up at home, it seems my life is not the same anymore. I always caught myself feeling blue and my eyes seem in great distress. The things that I put are thin...

“PINILI”

Para sa'yo, sa taong gusto ng gusto ko, Marami akong gustong sabihin sa'yo; Una, sana ay tanggapin mo siya, Ang lahat lahat sa kanya; gaya na lamang ng bigla biglang pagtigil niya sa daan, Bigla ka ...

An Open Letter to the One Who Broke Me

It's been five years since you left me for someone else; for someone I never expected to cause me so much pain. ever since that day you wanted that breakup, it has never been easy, it never has. the first 3 months were full of slee...

Born Again and Again

  The time God awakened me of His existence, I wanted to die. I have felt the weight of my sins and I do not want to be aware of my sins anymore and to continue sinning from then on so my immediate solution is to die because I kn...

“KAIBIGAN?”

Kaibigan, Walong letra, isang salita Sumisibolo ng sampung numerong maglalahad ng nararamdaman ko para sa'yo. Isa, Umaasa, heto nanaman tayo, teka sandali wala pa lang tayo; pasensya na kung nalilito...

Kung sakaling mabasa mo

Katulad ng tula at awit na isinulat ko, itatago ko nalang katulad ng pagtingin ko sa'yo. Ngunit kung sakaling mabasa mo, itong nararamdaman ko... Pwede bang ikaw nalamang ang mag tago ng lihim kong ito?

Everyday

It would be such a great delight if you just stay. Don't fade away. I have learned to love you the way the beauty and sound of nature slowly heals and breathtakingly enchants me... everyday. Afternoon whiff of thought. May you find yo...