Category: Move On

Tanda mo ba kung sino ka at ako sa una? Tanda mo ba paanong takot ka sa madla? Tanda mo ba paanong iwas ka sumubok at pumalya? Tanda mo ba paanong takot ka mag-isa? Buo ako ng dumating ka. Malaya. Masaya. Walang takot kahit walang kasamang iba. Buo ako, pero, nakita kita. Isang basag na… Continue reading BINUO KITA PARA SA KANYA

I’ve been always listening to a particular song. This song is actually my daily lift and boosting my capability to work harder and be inspired. Someone gives the best music to me so far. First stanza, chorus, second stanza, bridge and chorus. The anatomy of a song which described our short term relationship between us. Like… Continue reading Last song syndrome

I’ll be turning 23 in a few months and I’ve spent the past decade being angry deep within myself. I know myself and I’m pretty sure I am not the vengeful type. I am a forgiver.   I was young when it began, I think I was 12 years old and I didn’t knew anger… Continue reading An open letter to angry hearts: A personal journey with anger

Sana naging katulad ko ang scotch tape. Kakapit hangga’t kaya pa. Naririyan hangga’t gusto pa. Pero kapag dumating ang oras na mawawalan na ng bisa ang pandikit nito, alam na niya ang gagawin. Unti-unti na itong bibitaw at aalis ng walang pamimilit—yung kusa. Dahil ayaw na niya. Hindi na niya kaya. Wala na siyang bisa.… Continue reading SCOTCH TAPE

Sana. Isang salita, maraming nilalaman. Ang dami kong sana no’ng nakilala kita, pero lahat ng ‘yon hindi nangyari. Sana ako nalang yung pinili mo. Ako naman yung nandyan para sayo no’ng mga panahon na kailangan mo ng masasandalan at kausap kapag nalulungkot ka o may problema, lagi din ako yung unang mong pinupuntahan kapag may… Continue reading Sana

It’s 1:00 in the morning. I have been woken up by the thumping of my heart because I was dreaming of you. I swear, I am drenching with sweat even though it’s cold in my room. I was dreaming of you: leaving me to go somewhere far from our country. I keep on running —… Continue reading To the person I think about first thing in the morning…

Paalam. Paalam sa ating mga ala-ala na binuo nating dalawa. Mga ala-ala na kung saan naramdaman ko yung saya na gustong gusto kong maramdaman, yung mga tawang umaabot hanggang matapos ang araw, yung mga kwentuhan nating hindi natin inakala na nangyari pala ‘yon sa buhay natin, yung mga luhang binuhos ko kapag ako ay nadidismaya… Continue reading Paalam

Umulan ng malakas, nanghina ang katawan, ewan ko ba parang nalungkot na lang bigla, ayaw na lang kumausap ng kung sino man. Nakahiga, nakatulala hindi sigurado sa nararamdaman, masakit? Masakit pa ba? O nasanay na lang sa pait. Nakatitig sa kawalan, buong araw ay nasayang nanaman, iniisip ang nakaraan, anong mali? Paano humantong sa hindi… Continue reading Kaya Pala, Ikaw Pala -TR

ganitong oras na naman muling nararamdaman ang lungkot at pighati sa puso’y pumupunit   bakit biglang nagugunita ang mga nilimot ng ala-ala pilit winawala sa isipan ngunit puso ang nagwawagi sa laban   ganitong sandali ang ayoko napapangiwi, napapayuko napapaisip at natutulala pero walang pumapatak na luha   siguro ikaw nga ‘yong sugat na hindi… Continue reading Oras Na Naman

I know that I am the one who started this friendship, and I know it is me who must end this. Thank you for always making me happy since day 1, I know right from the start,  friendship is all that I can offer. Little did I know, you will cherish this friendship of ours.… Continue reading Thank you, bye!

What can I say? My heart is wandering. Looking for you in every places I went to. I looked for you in my loneliness, thinking it is you who can maybe pull me out of this pit. I stayed in the pit expecting you to come and help me. I waited so long… yet you… Continue reading I Can’t Make You Love Me

Mahal,  Hinatid pa kita noong paalis ka na. Sabi mo ilang buwan lang naman at tayo ay muling magkakasama. Kailangan maintindihan ko ang sitwasyon dahil trabaho mo ito. Hindi ako dapat magduda kasi sabi mo mahal na mahal mo ako. Bago ka umalis, lubos pa ang ating kasiyahan.  Gumagawa pa tayo ng mga alala na… Continue reading OPEN LETTER: Sa Nang-Iwan ng Walang Dahilan

Many people are still asking me if I want him back. My answer is no. I still think of him as one of my greatest blessing in this lifetime but it doesn’t mean that I still want to build a future with him. It’s a type of love that doesn’t want to crawl back. I… Continue reading Burnout

We met and drifted ways eventually, like a two parallel lines that doesn’t meet, which doesn’t intersect. We just drifted apart but our stories doesn’t end. It is just a story that needs sequel, a sequel that doesn’t focus in the Prequel’s main character, wherein the story is not our story anymore. “How have you… Continue reading Some Stories Deserve a Happy Ending

After a break up, you think your life is doomed. That fear of being alone makes you want to question your worth and value. It feels like your days of overthinking are endless. For several days or weeks, there is not a single minute that you can put this person out of your mind. You… Continue reading ALONE AGAIN, WHAT NOW?

Pasensya ka na kung pipiliin ko muna ang aking sarili sa mga oras na ito. Pasensya na, dahil ito lang ang nararapat at kailangan kong gawin – ang piliin ang aking sarili noong unti-unti kang tumalikod at lumakad papalayo sa akin. Pasensya ka na kung may mga bagay akong nasabing nakasakit sa iyong damdamin. Alam… Continue reading Pasensya ka na

I’ 22 years old and I never had a Boyfriend since Birth. Sa morning, teacher ako. Sa hapon, i’m helping my parents sa Business nila. Ganun lang ka simple ang routine ng buhay ko. Then you came. You were introduced by our common friend. All three of us lived in the same subdivision. Nagmessage ka sakin… Continue reading Why, Bakit?

Araw araw kong hinihiling sa lumikha na bigyan ako ng dahilan upang sumaya At dumating ka sa di inaasahang panahon, sa di inaasahang pagkakataon. Binigyan mo ng bagong kulay ang mundong nababalot ng kadiliman, Walang hanggang kasiyahan ang iyong pinabatid sa pusong nangungulila, Noon akala koy wala nang katapusan ang kasiyahang nadarama, ngunit ang makulay… Continue reading Ang alaala

Hello, Love… This is a love letter, about someone I loved the most…and for someone I need to love more. The way our paths crossed wasn’t conventional. But it was still serendipitous, I’d say. When I first saw you at that bus station, with your blue Adidas shirt, jeans and mustard colored Chucks, I had… Continue reading Hello, Thank Yous, and Good bye, Love.

It’s almost a year since we broke up. 4 years na sana tayo. We started as classmates then lovers and we were in an on-off relationship. Dahil sa situation natin, nagkaroon ng 8 months na break up and I tried loving others pero hindi ko kaya because you gave me so much to hold on. We got back together nang 2018 and that… Continue reading OPEN LETTER to my greatest love: Malaya ka na.

di nakakatakot ang magmahal muli after ng masaklap na break up di ibig sabihin na iniwan ka or niloko ka ee ikaw ang nagkulang maraming dahilan,maraming posibleng nangyari kung bakit nya nagawa yun sayo. pero wag mong sisihin yung sarili mo, wag mong tanungin kung bakit, hayaan mo sya sa paglayo nya at unti untiin… Continue reading do not afraid to love again

This could be the last letter that I’m going to write for you. And it took a lot of me composing this. But just so you know, this came from my whole heart. And I meant every word that I’m going to say.    I admire you.   I admire every single thing about you.… Continue reading The Last Letter

I’ve seen you once and only for a brief moment but I will never forget that encounter. Right then and there, I could have pulled your hair, dragged you on the streets, cursed at you and humiliated you. Even until now, there were times I wished I’ve done those. But I did not and never… Continue reading Open Letter To The Girl Who Disrespected Me.