Categories Relationships

I Miss the Feeling of Being In love

There’s something truly magical about love. Like it gives your heart that warmth, that heavy deep feeling from your chest that makes it almost hard to breathe. But it’s beautiful. And it’s pure. That even it makes you cry for some nights, it makes you question your worth at times, Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Sorry, Sorry kasi….

Sorry kasi ito lang ako.. I’m in the LDR relationship rn for almost 3 years, lahat ng bagay iniintindi ko, time frame namin sa isa’t isa, madalas good morning good night na nga lang kung mag usap kami, update ng konti on how’s our day went. He doesn’t send pictures Continue Reading

Categories Move On

Let Them Lose You

Let them go. Let them lose the very person that you are. Let them lose you. Let them miss out on someone as amazing as you. Let them miss out on everything that you have to offer. Let them miss out on the beautiful things that could’ve transpired between you Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

A Love That Is Yet To Unfold

This is for the girl whom I cherish, adore, treasure, value, keep, and deeply, sincerely, genuinely, and truly love. I wanted you to know that you really mean so much to me. The way you move, the way you talk, the way you walk, the way you think, the way Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Loved you with no regrets

“Did you ever regret loving me ?” – Says he, out of nowhere.  At that moment, I was caught off guard. I didn’t know what to say. I spaced out. I was there standing in front of him yet my mind was wandering elsewhere. It was the same question I Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

To The Right Woman For Me

If by any chance that the right time for us will come one of these days, I won’t mind seeing you far from the best that you could be. I will take care of you, even if you’re a mess. When you get tired of doing your hair, drawing your Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

From Marupok to Marunong

Naging marupok ka nanaman ba? Nadala sa mga pambobola nya pero nauwi lang sa wala? Naniwala sa mga kasabihang? “It’s better to have loved and lost than have not loved at all”? Pero teka muna sandali, love ba talaga or fear of loneliness lang ang pinairal mo? Ayayay, chisbumbay!  Mag Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Love: a dream

Most often than not, people search for “love.” And that’s not a bad thing. But do I really know love? When I was young, I started watching some wedding videos and keep wedding songs. And I still do ’til this day. These videos made me wonder “will I ever get Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

7 Signs Na Infatuated Ka

Paano mo masasabing infatuated ka vs in-love ka? Baka naman kasi nag-fluctuate lang yung dopamine mo. It’s important to remember to have an anchor. Your perception of God might be undervalued, and in this undervaluation, the throne of your heart might be occupied by something or someone incapable of fulfilling Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

THIS TIME I AM CHOOSING ME

As a person who grew up with lack of support and attention, I crave love in any kind of form. Maybe this is why I am so drawn to those people who showed me even the tiniest bit of affection. I am always at the state of being in denial Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

My Turn

Am I looking at the wrong place? When will my time come? They say there’s plenty of fish in the sea, but why am I not catching any?   Those are the questions currently running through my mind, Everybody’s falling in love, settling down, everybody’s getting married, and here I Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

A LETTER TO MY FUTURE SELF

Hi self, how have you been ? Life has been tough, hasn’t it ? But hey, you still managed to keep moving forward. You know, I just want to say that I am so proud of you. Although you’ve made a lot of bad decisions in life, still you were Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Stoplight

Green, Yellow, Red Time stopped as you reached your hand Red, Green, Yellow I saw your eyes saying “Come on, you should follow” Yellow, Red, Green You reached out to guide me across the ped xing Stop, slow down, go My heart stopped as our hands reach The time went Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Keeping Me At Arm’s Length

You don’t want me. You don’t want me gone either. You’re sending off mixed signals. You’re more confused than I am. I don’t understand. I wonder what changed. We used to build dreams and a life together. You said you saw your future with me. I do, too. I can Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

On Your Shoulders

One day, on your shoulders will I lay my tired eyes On your shoulders will I feel the care of a mom to her child On your shoulders will I feel the warm of security despite this raging winter In your arms will I lay my sweet gentle head while Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Maling panahon–My One Great Love

Where should I start? I’ve been keeping this for so long, I dont want to cause any drama. I have survived 2 years thinking of her everyday, from the time I lost her up until the current. This was our little great love story. I met her in a training Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Wait— I’m here

My mind is flying I’m sorry- can you keep it coming You’ve been jealous of what goes on my mind You know it blocks me and makes me blind When my weather becomes gloomy Yours becomes foggy Wait— I think our visions need some wipers Our weather comes with some Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Let go and Let God…

Thoughts of you torment me. Dreams about you haunt me. Every day I suffer too gravely. Why have you done this to me? That bliss I once deemed would last, Everything sank in the river of past. No matter how hard I tried to grasp, It only left my broken Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

The One You Once Loved

Every day I miss you. There was never a day that I stopped thinking about you. Every day the thoughts of you always visit my mind and heart. The laughter we shared together. The places we’ve been. The food we ate. The stories we shared. Those are still vivid in Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Sana Ikaw na nga

Sana Ikaw na nga. Sana Ikaw na Yung matagal ko Ng hinihintay… Kung kinasasabikan Kong Makita,makilala at makasama Sana Ikaw na nga Yung tugon sa mga panalangin ko. Sana Ikaw na nga Yung magpapatibok Ng puso ko. Sana Ikaw na nga Yung magpapangiti at sa akin ay magpapasaya. Sana Ikaw Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

It is better

It is better…   It is better to set boundaries this time than to be hurt It’s better to be patient than to regret It’s better to wait for the best Cause true love waits and it’s worth the wait.

Categories Relationships

Alam ko

Alam kong dadating. Dadating ang panahon na unti-unti akong mawawala, maglalaho. Sa paningin mo, sa puso mo, sa isip mo. Sinabi ko na ito noon, bago pa tayo mahulog sa patibong ng puso. Pero kahit ganon minahal pa rin kita ng buo, masakit man, hindi ako susuko. Malayo ka, may Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Matatanggap pa rin ba kita?

Papano ba tanggapin ulit yung taong mahal na mahal mo pero nung mga panahon na nasaktan ka niya, pinabayaan ka lang niya? Papano kita tatanggapin ulit kahit may nararamdaman pa ako sayo pero masakit lahat ng nangyari dahil madami ng naapektuhan? Papano nalang kung humingi ka ulit ng pangalawang pagkakataon, Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

“Praying You Can Wait, Too!”

“Praying You Can Wait For Me, Too!” Are you doing well?I hope you are because life has become more demanding for me: different seasons, transition to transition, pressures, fears, disappointments, praises, victories, and growth. I was able to meet other people. I’ve met new friends. I have also met guys Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Aching Shape: Triangle

Our relationship got off to a less-than-ideal start. Concur without any mutual entanglements, but only by the bonds of affection and enchantment. Enthralled in the sweet surrender of intimacy, entwining in cuddles, and finding fulfillment. Not knowing that our souls are bound to plunge and are unaware of the impending Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Sana

Alam ko namang walang chance na mabasa mo ‘to lahat pero magsusulat parin ako. Akala ko okay na ako after the 3mos rule pero kapag may mga kasama akong kaclose, maya’t maya ako nagrerelapse. Like halimbawa may bumili ng matcha yogurt bigla kong sasabihin, ” Favorite din niya yan eh.” Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Mga Sinayang na Oras

Sobrang nasaktan mo ako sa lahat ng ginawa mo. You asked for a breakup 10 days before my birthday after that day nakablocked na agad ako sa social media mo. Talagang tinapat mo pa sa birthday month ko nuh? One month before third year of our first convo during pandemic Continue Reading