Today, my family and I went to my parents’ retirement house. It played a significant part in my waiting, to be honest. I remember that a year ago, we stayed here while I waited to see him for the first time after we started talking. I remembered the way days Continue Reading
Relationships
Many changes of this World, but my love for you will never change.
For You Love: MARTina ❤️ First of all I want you to know I really love you, and I’ve always said to you my heart is always belongs for you.. yes I have many people I encountered but I never been attract of them, because I know to myself you Continue Reading
For Ben.
I wish God made more “you” so I can have one. It’s not that I am in a rush for love.I know Patience and LoveAnd how they agreed to meet at the same time and place.But drift aimlessly aroundBecause Patience lost it.Then Love tapped, and said“Stop looking for me.”“I will Continue Reading
You Exist in my Soul
Ang takbo ng buong taon. Tatlong daan tatlumpu’t anim at bago sumapit ay napuno ng mga pangyayaring hindi inaasahan, at mga kaganapang nagbigay kagalakan. Sa pagtakbo ng bawat araw, aking natanaw ang napakaraming pangarap na tila ba hindi na magkakaroon ng katuparan. Subalit sa kabilang banda may mga Continue Reading
a poem for the man I love enough to let go
Pinto. Sa buhay may mga pintong kusang sumasara. Hindi mo kailangang hilain o pilitin Sa sarili nitong hamba ito’y sasara. Meron din mga pintong kailangang hawakan Pigilan ang pagsara dahil baka sa oras na ito’y masarado Di na muling bubukas ang nakakandado. May nakita rin akong mga liwanag na unti-unting Continue Reading
Totoo Ngang Mahirap Mahulog sa Kaibigan
Natatakot akong umamin Kasi baka hindi mo ako tanggapin. Ngayon pa lang masakit na. Kasi alam kong mahal kita, Ngunit hindi ko ito sa’yo mapadama, Dahil takot akong pagkakaibigan ay mawala. Siguro itong tadhana’y talagang mapaglaro, Dahil tanggapin mo man ako, Ngayon pa lang masakit na. Magkaiba kasi tayo Continue Reading
Pure intentions never win in this Era!
Funny how people with a pure and good intentions always lose in love. Palagi silang nata-take for granted. All they want is someone who can love them despite of all their imperfections, but hindi nagiging gano’n yung outcome. Palagi na lang yung mga taong clear ang intentions ang nagsu-suffer, they’re Continue Reading
Oras na Para Piliin ko Naman Ngayon Ang Aking Sarili
Alam kong matagal na tayong magkakilala, ngunit hindi tayo ganoon kalapit sa isa’t-isat. Nag-aasaran tayo noong tayo’y hayskul pa. Naging magkatabi tayo noong tayo’y naging Baitang ika-pito. Pero kahit na ang tagal na nating magkakilala, ay parang hindi pa rin natin kilala ang isa’t-isa. Marami akong mga katanungan sa aking Continue Reading
Toxic Loyalty
I have only few people in my life and has always been loyal to them. Despite of always getting to a point when I have to play dumb and ignore the fact that I am left out, I always choose to stay beside them and always stay available for them. Continue Reading
I Hate 5 PM
The clock ticked. Time flew so quickly. We were sitting on a couch and all of a sudden, you ran from me…from our home. I chased you; mountains and trees barricaded the view. You went too far. I was trying to catch my breath after splinter pierced my foot—wasn’t able Continue Reading
What do we look like in your daydream?
Darling Polan, Do you daydream? Do you sit and spend your afternoon daydreaming of things you have always wanted? I do. I do a lot of that on weekends when I can be alone with my thoughts and when I can hear my heartbeat. On weekdays, I try to focus Continue Reading
Put yourself first
Ever wondered if your partner truly loves you? I’m really honest with my feelings. I don’t want to keep anything from my partner. As much as possible, I want to share my thoughts that are bothering me to make us feel more secure. Sometimes, on a random day, I usually Continue Reading
Comeback Isn’t Real (Hindi Lahat Dapat Balikan)
After breakups, cool offs, hanapin-ko-lang-sarili-ko momints, and such, people around often romanticize the idea saying, “If you truly love someone, then win him/her back.” Funny how they put an intensifier ‘truly’, when in fact it meant the opposite for some. However, the truth is that the so-called comeback depends on Continue Reading
To the Man who just waste my love
I never asked you to come into my life. You wanted to be a part of it. You were so convincing because, in some moments, I saw you looking at me like I was everything you’d been looking for. You used all your ‘resources’ to make me fall for you. Continue Reading
My treasured testimony
In the generation nowadays, some people grow ignorant about who Jesus is, as a result, many of the said individuals have become slaves to sin and impurity. When we were kids, we were taught in our respective houses, on how to worship, pray and to connect with God based on Continue Reading
When a No is a Yes
Love doesn’t have to be hard. It doesn’t choke—ain’t suffocating. Rather, love, in fact, is gentle. It will make you realize that you are worth much more than a gold; you are deserving of all sorts of happiness in this world. A priceless gem. One of a kind. It will Continue Reading
Trust Issues 101
Who says having trust issues is easy? Most people wish that it was as easy as 1,2,3 & a,b,c. Have you ever been with someone that gave you different kinds of vibes? Their words are contradictory to their actions. This makes it difficult to tell what is true and what Continue Reading
Purity
I think the saddest part of being able to be with someone who pour nothing but good intentions with you is that, the comfortability you felt the days you were with them. It sucks that you miss the bond and stuffs you used to do together. We tend to feel Continue Reading
An Open letter to myself
Hi! I know you went through a lot, and you’re still discovering more about yourself. Sorry for always accepting challenges in our life. Letting people come into our lives that we might know in the end that they will hurt us..but still you keep on surviving the challenges in order for you to Continue Reading
Sun and …not Moon
Sol, my almost, What is the essence of morning without you? How unfair and how playful the fate is, that even in my perihelion, I, somehow, am still off the beaten path and watch you from afar as I revolve. I know I shouldn’t, but at some point, I envy Continue Reading
I want to be your stable love
When we meet again, don’t expect that you are meeting just me. You are meeting all the versions that I have had since the last time we met. You are meeting all the versions of me that I have worked on and still currently healing to become the person that Continue Reading
To be loved…
How does it feel? To be shown off to the world or just even in social media To have someone who’s so proud to have you To be engaged To be touched To be caressed To be held Tight Warmly Lovingly How does it feel? To received flowers even when Continue Reading
How do you define love?
Love came when I was not looking for it because I was busy living, enjoying my single life and being contented with the love of my family and company of trusted dear friends. Love came when I was not expecting it. It came to me differently. It came in a Continue Reading
Do you think we can make it?
Do you think we can make it now? Do you think this time we can do this right? Do you believe this time is the time for us to try again? To start risking again? Do you think that this is the time for us? That the universe gave us Continue Reading
Loyal Ghoster
Hello BW just wanna share my experience about a guy I meet in Facebook dating. I am 33 turning 34, honestly sobrang pressured na ako sa buhay single, 7 years na akong single at 7 years na rin na malamig ang pasko. Fast forward– about the guy I meet sa Continue Reading
The defeat of waiting..
open letter to my future husband in the times of waiting.. Few days ago seemed so rough for us, situations after situations begin to scramble us up. We never expect anything to happen but problems after problems came at our doorstep.“Hindi lagi okay. hindi lagi masaya.”That is always true about Continue Reading
A Series of What If’s
I’ve always felt uncertain about my future. As days passed by, the fear haunts me. The pressure, the judgements, the assurance of others from me. I’ve been drowing on these series of what if’s in my mind. My thoughts and doubts keeps on poking me. I’ve been so afraid that Continue Reading
Salamat sa Iyo
Salamat sa mga alaala. Salamat sa mga panahon na ninais mo akong makita. Salamat sa mga pag uusap na makabuluhan. Salamat sa mga oras na iyong ipinahiram. Salamat sa pakikinig. Salamat din at ako ay iyong napakilig. Salamat at ang lahat na ito ay natapos din. Salamat at ang lahat Continue Reading
Someday
Someday let’s do the things we planned to.. Watch you play basketball while I cheer for you on the bleachers; Watch you play the guitar while I sing you a song just like how you used to tease me with all your favorite classic songs– volumes up, together singing Continue Reading
Paglisan
Nararamdaman ko ang nalalapit ko ng paglisan Eto na ba ang katapusan? Paanong ang walang hanggan ay umabot sa dulo? Ang pangarap na sabay nating tinitingala ay ako na lang ang mag-isang aabot Sa aking paglisan sana ay iyong maramdaman ang pangungulila sa ating dalawa Labis na kalungkutan Continue Reading