Category: Waiting

You may be afraid to love again and entrust your heart to someone. You may have been beaten down by your past heartbreaks. You think that true love is hard to find. You are so careful not to fall for someone. You closed the door of your heart. You were too terrified. Your relationship heartaches… Continue reading To the woman who became tired of love, never lose hope!

5am in the morning, I ate my spiritual breakfast together with God. And after my devotions, I asked Him if how could I surprise Him even though I know that He will figure it out because, yeah, He is God, He knows what would happen in the future. Then a verse suddenly popped in my… Continue reading Let Go, Let God: To my almost

Huwag gisingin ang pag-ibig, maliban kung tama na ang panahon. Pero iyong ipagpaumanhin mo kung naalimpungatan muli ang aking puso sa piling mo, Iyong ipagpaumanhin kung masyadong nasanay sa hele mo hanggang sa mahimbing sa pagkakatulog. Sadya lang sigurong nasabik sa tunay na pahinga pagkatapos mapagod ang aking puso. At alam kong pagod rin ang… Continue reading Himbing

Writing this to share (some of) my experiences and observations during my short-lived journey on dating apps, particularly Tinder and Ok Cupid(OKC), as these are what I tried and tested. Regardless, I think any other dating app works pretty much the same way. At first, I was skeptical to try these sites cause in my… Continue reading Hey Tinder! What’s good?

Nabitin ka na ba? Badtrip diba? Masarap na sana kaso naudlot pa. Bitin na tulog. Bitin na pagkain. Bitin na kanta. Bitin na… Sa pantalon at blusa lang yata bumagay ang bitin. Kung ako ang tatanungin, isang bagay ang hindi pwedeng bitinin, ang pag-ibig. Ang pag-ibig na bitin ay nakakatanga. Alam mo yung masayang masaya… Continue reading Bitin

I am sorry dear but just this time I have to give up the love I feel for you. I have to stop imagining the two of us somewhere out there glorifying His name and crying our hearts out in worship. I have to suppress all my emotions in bursting all of a sudden and… Continue reading God’s will over mine

To My Love / God’s Best for Me… Hi Kuya! Gusto ko lang sabihin sayo na I’m looking forward to meet you. Excited na talaga ako at the same time sobrang curious din kung sino ka hehe.. Di ko alam kung kelan at saan tayo pagtatagpuin ni Lord pero ang masasabi ko na lang, patuloy… Continue reading A Letter to the Man whom I Prayed for…

Mula sa masakit na nakaraan, pinili nalang maghintay ng di mo alam. Pero dumating ang panahon na ang puso’y pagod na. At ang sakit ay ramdam ko na,Iniba ko ang dalangin ko para sayo, Na kung saan dati “sana tayo ang itinadhana” naging “hiling na sa dulo nito ay ang kaligayahan mo.” Tatapusin ko na… Continue reading Maghihintay kahit di man ikaw

18 August 2018 Hey there, How are you? Hope that you are doing fine and somehow warm in the place you are in. I really want to talk to you badly this past few days to tell you something. Something that I don’t understand. Something in the way I see and feel when I am… Continue reading A Letter for HIM

PAANO MO NASABI? Paano mo nasabi na mapagkakatiwalaan ka, kung ngayong nag-iisa ka palang ay nandaraya kana? Ulet. Wait lang. Teka lang, bubwelo lang. . . Ayan. Eto na. May kasabihan tayo na kung hindi ka mapagkakatiwalaan sa maliit na bagay? Paano ka mapagkakatiwalaan sa malaking bagay? Ganun din naman, kung napagkakatiwalaan ka sa maliit… Continue reading PAANO MO NASABI?

According to a pretty famous book, “We accept the love we think we deserve.” And I would agree. Despite being a church leader and pretty successful in my career, I have settled for a few unclear and undefined relationships in the past. Most are puzzled with this fact, but looking back, it all made sense.… Continue reading The Love We Deserve

Mahal ko, Alam kong maaga pa para sulatan ka pero ihahayag ko sayo ang damdamin ko sa araw na ito. Gusto ko lang malaman mo na sa pagdating mo, baka hindi na ako madaling mahalin. Maagang nagpakilala ang buhay sa akin at  marami na akong inilaban para maka-abot sa oras na ito. Pero maipagyayabang ko… Continue reading Para saiyo, Aking Mahal..

Hindi kita gagayahin. Hindi kita tutularan. Hindi ko gagawin kung ano man ang ginagawa mo ngayon, Hindi ko susubukang gumawa ng mga bagay na pwedeng makasakit sayo, tulad ng nararamdaman ko sa mga ginagawa mo. Hindi ko susubukan dahil hindi ko naman alam kung may sakit karin bang mararamdaman kung gagawin ko din iyon. Hindi… Continue reading “Ang Hindi Ko”

I am waiting and serving. I have a lot of things to do. So, please do not come to me if you do not have a “go” signal from God for you will only awaken and distract me. You will only prolong our waiting. Even though at times I am eager to know you right… Continue reading Dear my future husband

Hihintayin kita sa kung saan tayo unang nagkita. Magpapatuloy ako sa paglalakbay, pero magiiwan ako ng palantandaan para sa pagbalik mo, hindi ka mahirapang hanapin ako. Hihintayin kita sa araw na napagkasunduan. Gaya ng araw at ng buwan.  Pangako! Hihintayin kita sa oras na okay ka na at kaya mo na. Sa panahong ‘yon, sana… Continue reading Nawa’y sa dulo may ‘tayo’

K, Wrong timing, wrong feelings and wrong relationship. And maybe even the idea of us was also wrong. You were my “first in everything” guy, my almost, my sana and my sayang. From the very beginning of. this tragedy I always knew that you were happily inlove with your girlfriend, that you were the loyal… Continue reading To the man who will never be mine

I miss those things that we usually do, those places we’ve been, those sweet goodnights, I miss you.. For 6 years, I have witnessed you grow into such great man. I planned my future with you. I supported you through your Ups and Downs. I love you even it costs me that much. But everything… Continue reading Patiently Waiting

Labin’ Isang Taon Na Rin Nagsimula ang lahat noong tayo’y nasa elementarya. Siyam na taong gulang ako noon nang ika’y nakilala. Akala ko dun narin magtatapos ang lahat pagkatapos kong lumipat ng paaralan, malayo sa ating nakagisnan, sa isang probinsya. Nakalimutan kita panandalian subalit may mga araw na pilit kitang hinanap sa facebook ngunit hindi… Continue reading Labin’ Isang Taon Na Rin

Hey Future Self, Congratulations for making it! Take a breath. Look down at your two feet. Where are they right now? Quite a journey, was it? Look around . Can you fell the love? Isn’t she great? and that kid, better be looking like his mom. You are finally free and the world you see… Continue reading An Open Letter To My Future Self

The next day you asked this of me. And NO! Certainly not so, surely. Cause all that’s left now is how real you are to me. And how God is working on you, still, as much as He is for me. Your smile. Your charm. Your tendencies. Your quirks. Your drive. Your Faith. Your scrawny… Continue reading Did that make you less ”Jowable”?

This loneliness that I’m feeling.. I know someday will fade.. I know that somehow someday.. someone will come.. not to save me.. but to be there for me while I’m trying to save myself.. He will be my strength when I feel weak.. he will be my bestfriend who will listen to my silence.. He… Continue reading Waiting for my warrior

“Because Someday For Sure, Mabubuo Ka Ulit” The way you speak Kung papa’no ka umiyak Kung paano ka magpunas ng luha Alam ko masakit Alam kong may masakit Habang nakikinig ako sa kwento mo I know, you’re a strong woman Alam kong napatunayan mo na ang sarili mo sa lahat Alam kong kilala ka na… Continue reading “Because Someday For Sure, Mabubuo Ka Ulit”

Di ko alam kung bakit ako nakakaramdam ng pananabik. Wala ka pa sa tiyan ng magiging mommy mo. At di ko pa din nakikilala ang magiging mommy mo. Kakaibang pakiramdam ang aking nadarama. Ngunit ako’y nasasabik na mahagkan ka. Hindi pa ako handa sa pagdating mo sa karamihan ng mga aspeto. Hayaan na muna ang… Continue reading Para Sa Aking Magiging Anak.

I thought letting you wait would be just fine. For saying “YES” when I’m not yet ready would only make it unfair on both sides. I thought letting you wait would make you see that I am not that easy and that I am someone “worth the wait”. I thought letting you wait would let… Continue reading If only you have waited.

Kailan ba yung TAMANG PANAHON? Wala po bang specific date? Month? Year? Kung hindi naman ikaw yung inilaan, bakit di’ pa kita mabura-bura, bakit nararamdaman pa kita? Bakit ikaw parin ang itinuturo ng puso ko? Bakit pakiramdam ko, pilit kang ipinakikilala sa akin ng Diyos? Eh.. bakit ako nasasaktan? Pero handa akong maghintay, kahit hindi… Continue reading Maghihintay

Joshua O. Tolentino: Sana ito na ang huling beses na magsasayang ako ng pagod at tinta para iparating sayong mahal kita Sana ito na ang huling pagkakataon na maaalala kita sa aking pagtingala sa mga tala Sana ito na ang huling beses na maloloko ako ng ngiti sa labi mo Sana ito na ang huling… Continue reading Walang label parang kayo

Patuloy na maghintay. Malapit mo na’ng marinig ang sagot sa kanya, Paparating na kayo sa panibagong istasyon na simula ng bagong kuwento. Patuloy ka’ng magdasal Na sa bawat araw, lumalapit ka na Sa tagpuang binuklod ng mga linyang nagdurugtong sa pangarap at katotohanan. Patuloy ka’ng manalig, Na siya ri’y naghihintay at sa ‘yo’y nasasabik na… Continue reading Patuloy na maghintay.

The Bible clearly states that relationship is orchestrated by God. It is God’s idea. Meaning, God is the one who puts people in our lives. He instituted relationship. In the story of Adam and Eve, Adam was okay even without Eve. He was busy doing what God instructed him to do. Taking good care of… Continue reading Manhood Recalibration!

We wanna walk it well, we’re waiting because love is waiting. Let’s wait till we’re ready. Let’s wait because waiting is learning. Let’s wait because waiting is a discipline. Let’s wait because perhaps God wants us to wait. Let’s wait because God is molding us first. Let’s wait because God is preparing us individually to… Continue reading Love is Waiting