Categories Poetry

”My Own Definition Of Redundancy”

”My Own Definition Of Redundancy”   Kunwari masaya tayo Kunwari masaya pa tayo Kunwari mahal mo ako Kunwari mahal mo pa ako   Kunwari ako ang gusto mong makasama Kunwari ako pa ang gusto mong makasama Kunwari napapasaya kita Kunwari napapasaya pa kita   Kunwari napapangiti kita Kunwari napapangiti pa Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

If you can’t Man up, yet.

Don’t stir up her heart if you can’t give the clarity she needs. Man, don’t confuse her just because you’re not yet ready to tell. Don’t make yourself always available when you discovered that she’s not okay. It simply makes her feel so special. Don’t give too much effort to Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

To The Vicious Cycle I Miss

Come with me and let us fly Climb raindrops to the sky Skipping sunbeams here and there Let us not think, let us not care Take my hand let us forget The things that we regret Breaking now the hand of time Let us now kiss, let us now rhyme Continue Reading

Categories Move On

Wala na ang ‘Tayo’

Kailan ba dapat bumitaw at kailan ba dapat aasang may ako pa rin at ikaw? Tanong ko lang, bakit tayo nagtagpo kung ang ating daan ay nakapalad ring magkalayo? Tanong ko lang, paano kung kumapit tayo sa kabila ng bagyong ating sinapit? paano kung naghintay tayo na tumila ang ulan Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

The Why and How

Why are people good when I am bad? Why are people happy and I feel sad? Why do people shout “yes!” when all I do is sigh? Why do people laugh when all I do is cry? Why do they all feel good when all I feel is pain? How Continue Reading

Categories Move On

After you hurt me

There was a time wherein I’d eat a lot cause I got nothing to do. Who could blame me?  I was bored. I had no one to talk with. There was also a time wherein I would not eat a bit because I don’t have the appetite. Chewing even my Continue Reading

Categories Sex

Shame, Sex and Acceptance

A teenage girl approached me at an event where I was speaking about my experiences with sexting and pornography. She handed me a sticky note. On the front of the note it said, “I sent nudes to my boyfriend. Then he broke up with me. To get back at him, Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

I Admire You, But I Can’t Tell You

There you go again, making my heart melt. Just seeing you from afar makes me smile. Caught myself staring at you then suddenly feels like heaven when you look back. It’s truly indescribable. I really like everything about you. Your aura captivates me. Your playful antics, your sweet voice, and Continue Reading

Categories Move On

Hardest Thing About Letting Go

The hardest thing about letting go is not about abandoning the past, but rather giving up on an idea that you have always dreamt of. Everything has its time and when things don’t work out the way it should, breathe. When you lose yourself in the middle of the road, Continue Reading

Categories Move On

Pano nga ba mag move on?

Paano ka ba makakamove on? Sa tulong ba ng iba? Magpakabusy? Maghanap ng iba? Magsaya kasama ang barkada o pamilya? Oo tama kayo lahat ng ito’y sinubukan ko na pero wala akong napala. Andito pa din ung sakit, sakit na nararamdaman ko mula ng iniwan nya ako. Andito pa din Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

To My Love

I can’t put into words how much I love you.. you were the one who showed me that I’m still capable to love and still worthy to be loved. I always take a picture of you and me holding hands as a sign that you are with me in every Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

Waiting for my warrior

This loneliness that I’m feeling.. I know someday will fade.. I know that somehow someday.. someone will come.. not to save me.. but to be there for me while I’m trying to save myself.. He will be my strength when I feel weak.. he will be my bestfriend who will Continue Reading

Categories Faith

Suko Na Ako

Suko na ako. Ako na hindi masaya. Ako na walang silbi. Ako na walang alam. Ako na mapagkunwari. Ako na matigas ang ulo. Ako na sinungaling. Ako na mayabang. Ako na pagkakamali. Ako na makasalanan. Ako na kung anong maisip mong ako. Suko na ako. Sa aking mga pagkukunwari. Sa Continue Reading

Categories Faith

Wish Granted

Naranasan mo na ba magdasal at magwish pero matagal bago binigay sayo? Tipong nawawalan ka na ng pag-asa kasi parang hindi naririnig ang dasal mo? O kaya naman, naisip mo ba na baka kaya ang tagal ibigay sayo kasi hindi naman pala dapat ibigay sayo ang gusto mo?  Normal satin Continue Reading

Categories Move On

She’s the Murderer

She killed your smile. She put off your glow. She removed your humor. She silenced your laughter. She dimmed your bright eyes. She cut your tongue that spread joy. She took away your hands that gave warm touches. She destroyed your feet that might go miles. She peeled off your Continue Reading

Categories Depression

Lost

Im lost. I don’t know what kind of sin I’ve done in my past life to suffer in my present life. Bakit ako? Bakit akong hindi marunong bumitaw at marunong lumaban ang nahihirapan? Bakit akong niloko ginago pinagpalit at itinapong parang basura ang naghihirap samantalang  ikaw ang saya saya mo. Continue Reading

Categories Adulting

Woman, It’s not your role.

Woman, It’s not your role. It’s not your role to send him a message or chat him first, kasi in the first place hindi naman sya nangangamusta. It’s not your role to stalk him on his social media account(s) para tingnan kung anong recent post nya, or even to wait Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

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Let it consume you. Don’t fight it. It will be its own justification. Embrace it because it does not come easily in a lifetime Why turn your back on something others desperately try to find? Love and love without thinking.

Categories Move On

The Battle That Was Never Won

I was your heroine fighting my hardest battles for you. Taking every single bullet and hit just to make sure you don’t take the burden all to yourself. I was your shield everytime life gives you the toughest and hardest blow. I was your saving grace making sure you don’t Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Sayin’

  She says She’s going to be strong. She says She’s not gonna cry She says “I don’t have a fragile heart!” She says This is the last time I’m gonna cry. She says She was brave. She says Its okay, I’m okay. She says She don’t love him. But Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

Para Sa Aking Magiging Anak.

Di ko alam kung bakit ako nakakaramdam ng pananabik. Wala ka pa sa tiyan ng magiging mommy mo. At di ko pa din nakikilala ang magiging mommy mo. Kakaibang pakiramdam ang aking nadarama. Ngunit ako’y nasasabik na mahagkan ka. Hindi pa ako handa sa pagdating mo sa karamihan ng mga Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

If only you have waited.

I thought letting you wait would be just fine. For saying “YES” when I’m not yet ready would only make it unfair on both sides. I thought letting you wait would make you see that I am not that easy and that I am someone “worth the wait”. I thought Continue Reading

Categories Depression

A POEM FOR THE DEVILS MOUTH

He`s just doing his best, With passion and compassion for the rest, All corners of his eyes were bloating and screaming, –An eyes who demands to sleep for its sacrificing, But, he was humilitated by the Devils mouth, —A devil that has a million prides from the very start– At Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

“Room for Rent”

“Room for Rent” Mga kending naka-garapon Biscuit wrapper na naka-kahon Sticky notes na nakasiksik sa mga bulsa ng pantalon Mga tinuping pahina ng mga kanta Katabi ng videoke machine at microphone Mga tasa ng kape na lumamig sa taas ng mesa Mga reminders na nakadikit sa kanto nito Sabi: “mahal, Continue Reading