Boiling Waters
Almost a year ago today, we met through an incident and you were my “savior” and “security.” Big words that clouded my mind, as the days and months passed by overwhelmed with your love, care, and support. Although from the start, I knew you have all the red flags that Continue Reading
Maybe it’s for the best that we never settle for less. The amount of time we spend together will not tell if we last forever. It may fade over a night or lose in just one snap. We cannot tell what will happen tomorrow. I tried to hold back Continue Reading
Salamat sa mga alaala. Salamat sa mga panahon na ninais mo akong makita. Salamat sa mga pag uusap na makabuluhan. Salamat sa mga oras na iyong ipinahiram. Salamat sa pakikinig. Salamat din at ako ay iyong napakilig. Salamat at ang lahat na ito ay natapos din. Salamat at ang lahat Continue Reading
Dearest Y, I sincerely apologize for my five years of infatuation and persistency that made you uncomfortable. You might not know this but your existence alone played a big part of where and who I am now, thank you so much for that. You and your achievements were my motivation Continue Reading
Dear heart, Alam ko kung gaano kabigat ang dinadala mo ngayon. Ang hirap masanay sa mga bagay na panandalian lang pala. Ang sakit iwanan ng biglaan. Sana pwede ibalik ang nakaraan at magwarning sa sarili. Alam kong dumadating na sa punto na napapadasal ka nalang na sana pwede mong i-skip Continue Reading
Natagpuan kita, sa tagpuan na walang kasiguraduhan, Nagbabakasakali na magkatagpo ang ating nararamdaman, Nagdarasal na tayo ang pinagtagpo ng maykapal, Kaso parang ang kapal, inaasam na makasama ka ng matagal, Habang ikaw ay iba ang dinarasal. Natagpuan kita, sa hindi ko inaasahang pagkakataon, Nagkataon na iba ang hangarin ko noon, Continue Reading
Someday let’s do the things we planned to.. Watch you play basketball while I cheer for you on the bleachers; Watch you play the guitar while I sing you a song just like how you used to tease me with all your favorite classic songs– volumes up, together singing Continue Reading
Sometimes I’ve been thinking of those “what ifs” that could possibly happen when you came to my life. What if we still go out together? what if I let my world revolve around you? what if I fell inlove with you? Continue Reading
Ayoko na. Mga katagang kayhirap bitawan, kahit alam mong wala ng patutunguhan di bale ng sarili ay nililinlang sa pagmamahal na walang kasiguraduhan. Kailan ka hihinto sa kahibangang bumabalot sayo? kahit alam mong hindi ka nya gusto; Pilit ka parin nagsusumamo wag lang siya mawala sa piling mo. Durog na Continue Reading
May dalawang klase ng kaibigan meron ako. Kung hindi ka nila uutangan, bebentahan ka naman nila. Pero bago ka nila bentahan, kukuwentuhan ka nila ng pagkahaba-haba —yun pasasakitin ang tyan mo sa kakatawa hanggang sa gagawin na nila pinaka-motibo nila. Sa isang banda, bago ka man utangan, ikukwento nila sa Continue Reading
I’ve been truly happy. We immerse ourselves in every moment. In moments that we end up falling asleep due to long conversations and laughter, although sometimes they do not make any sense. In moments that we make fun of each other without offence and reply with a stronger comeback. In Continue Reading
I wish I had a double-me to hug myself right now.I’ve been through a lot lately, and I’m exhausted. I forgot to prioritize myself in order to give a hand to people in need. I’d like to take a moment to breathe and relax. If I do that, I’m a Continue Reading
“You do not deserve that bare minimum treatment.” That’s what I used to tell my friends because I didn’t want them to feel unworthy. They had no idea I was putting up with this kind of treatment just to keep the one I loved. Isn’t that stupid? I suppose it’s Continue Reading
I never imagined I’d reach this point where I was once again left unprepared by someone. We’ve been hanging out a lot; we go to places I’ve never been to. We used to spend a lot of time talking over coffee. We began to memorize our favorites, including our coffee Continue Reading
I cannot tell her about it, all I can do is to look into her eyes A voice is shouting from within me, but letting her know is unwise I can show her a friendly smile, Continue Reading
Nararamdaman ko ang nalalapit ko ng paglisan Eto na ba ang katapusan? Paanong ang walang hanggan ay umabot sa dulo? Ang pangarap na sabay nating tinitingala ay ako na lang ang mag-isang aabot Sa aking paglisan sana ay iyong maramdaman ang pangungulila sa ating dalawa Labis na kalungkutan Continue Reading
Would you ever date a guy who ask for non exclusivity but consistently sees you everytime.
So here goes, he courted me for 4 years, we were in a relationship for 7 years, so technically, we’ve been together 12 years before the break up. We started soft, I mean, tago muna sa aprents coz I have to pass the board exams, nursing kasi ako. Eventually, all Continue Reading
You are my love song I want to write a love song. That expresses my love for you. But, words are not enough to describe how important you are. Your presence is irreplaceable, Your impact marks unto my soul. You are like a guiding star in a night so dark. Continue Reading
I can still remember the day we first met. It feels like we’ve known each other for so long. Those laughs, talks and looks that made me feel like I dont know sadness at all. In short, you never made me feel alone. You show me how beautiful life is Continue Reading
May darating ngunit panandalian. Nakatagpo ng pansamantalang kapahingahan. Nakakapanibagong kapayapaan, tila kanyang naramdaman. Nag-umpisa sa kumustahan. Hanggang ‘di namalayan may nabuong ugnayan. ‘Di maihahambing na kasiyahan, Sa pagkakataong ito lamang naranansan. ‘Di nagtagal ika’y lumisan. Dumiretso na sa dapat patunguhan. Nakaglitaang ako’y hamak lamang na hintayan. Walang nakalaan, kung may Continue Reading
Sabi nila kung mahal mo hindi ka mapapagod mahalin, kung mahal mo hindi ka magsasawang intindihin, na kung mahal mo sapat na dahilan na iyon para patawarin sya at bigyan ng pagkakataong magbago, kung mahal mo sapat na dahilan na iyon para piliin mong manatili at ipaglaban ang relasyon na Continue Reading
For the things that happened, either good or bad, accept. Acceptance is acknowledging that things happened for a reason with purpose. Things are done and we have the chance to build on the things that are happening, where we are currently living, which are the most important. To be Continue Reading
Why are we still here? Why are we still hiding our deepest and saddest emotions? Why do we still we fight, despite getting weakened down to our cores? Why do we still get up despite getting swallowed by our nightmares? Why do we still go on, yet we ourselves are Continue Reading
My ex and I were together for 8 years. We were happy. He was my college professor. He made his first move during class. But I was hesitant since he was a professor. He then resigned that same school year and we continued dating and eventually, been together since then. Continue Reading
Our relationship lasted for 8 years. Our break up, for me, wasn’t clear. Johnny, my ex, wanted to go our separate ways. Gusto na niya magmove on kasi hindi kami para sa isa’t-isa. Sabi niya, if may manliligaw sa akin, entertainin ko lang. It was like he was telling me Continue Reading
Pursue her- because you can.
To the Musician I cannot love, I have never confessed the real feeling that I have felt for you because of its uncertainty. Knowing also that it’s not proper for a girl to do such first. However holding back those feelings for years felt so unreal. I started to confront Continue Reading
Hey there, my future. Loving me would probably be the most difficult relationship you would ever have to be involved in. Loving me would mean you have to broaden your understanding. Loving me would mean you have to understand that you’re not always the priority. Loving me would mean you Continue Reading
Today is Valentine’s Day of 2022 I woke up early because its a monday there is a 1hour bus ride to work. The day before was a sunday routine, we got out. I talked and he listened, we never got on another fight for its the last time. Hmmmm… As Continue Reading
